Victoria [ButterCup]™

Lost..

What do you do when you feel like your dead? Do you keep going? Really what do you do? When it all feels blank&what do you do? When you feel twisted in your self, what do you do? What do you do? Why? ...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:18:00 PST

She && He

He had hope in her. He just wanted to keep her safe. He locked her up in his heart. But she found away out... She wants him back to keep him safe in HER heart. It hurts the girl that stands beside hi...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:58:00 PST

Cant you see?

Can you say you don't want to die. When you feel like its all been lost. Why cant you see its killing me. Nothings wrong&its just that feelings there, deep down in my heart. I told you what I would do...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:57:00 PST

Blood.

I remember the day when i said this would be my last.To feel the pain, flowing down my arm.I want you to understand. I do this for myself. My own sick mind.I wish you could feel this pleasure.Its bett...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:26:00 PST

Perfect..

In you memories, when you are remembering the good time it always seems golden. So perfect. un hurt. So I was listening to *Simple plan -perfect-* I remembered this lake or pond by my old. old. o...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 02:31:00 PST

Hiding.....

Hiding in a would full of hate. Losing in the game of life.  Paying a price for a simple mistake. I feel it coming. I feel the darkness, falling away inside of myself. Falling away from this lif...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 05:14:00 PST

A Broken Flower.

i saw on myspace the someones name was [Dont break me]i thought aww i should write a poem for that, cuzz i am just that cool.Here ya go! Dont break me.Dont shatter what i have try to hard on what to b...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:13:00 PST

To uhh..i dont know his name come to think of it. Tittle:...whatever you want it to be.

I dont want to stay in this darkness. To be alone, facing what i dont want to see. Keeping in what i dont want to be heard.. Living a life i dont want to be in. I hiding behind a smiles i dont want to...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 04:04:00 PST

Wothless

I am tired of these feelings over and over again. I hate feeling so fucking worthless. I dont like the feelings of emptyness I think its killing me slowly but surly Its worthless to think of death, th...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 05:14:00 PST

i dunno

My deams are shatterd among the stars.. There forgtton, distant memorys of some thing strong. Lost in the sands of time. I tryed to hang on to them. But yet i failed like i do in every thing. Every t...
Posted by Victoria [ButterCup]™ on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 10:03:00 PST