To Do List:
- A's & B's all year.
- get piercings.
- support buddy [para siempre].
- finish online classes.
- party harder in natalia.
- get my licence.
- go to Florida.
- lose 5lbs. now weigh 102!
- wish abram candelario miguel jose fransisco panchito lezel reyes rizo partido a happy birthday !! 7/29/92
- florida for christmas.
[ima miss my baby, yo!]
- rizo family reunion !
- new york trip w/ abe & fam !!
- texas ID.
- Tia in texas.
- meet up with lezel!
- get back from the church thing.
- tat it up.
- Ms. James in texas.
- watch UFC w/ my baby.
- GET MY CAR !!
- school shopping.
- get my ass OUT of cole!
- grow out hair.
- BEAT BASH 3 w/ my baby! 8/17/08.
- BABY SISTER [adopted cousin] !
- weekend in natalia ! 8/8/08 - 8/10/08 .
- get my life stright .
- victoria secret shopping w/ abe, ike & vic .
- give ______ a piece of my mind.
- eat healty for 1 month.
- call japan.
- get a tan (:
- go to cowboys -->with [A,I,V].
- get pay check&go shopping.
- get permit. 6/9/08 (:
- go to concert w/ cuzzo.
- live life to the fullest.
My #1's
->YOU MIGHT BE IN HERE, GO LOOK.
Lezel Marie Holsworth.
Lezel, this girl has known me for the longest. She has never let me down & we roll deep. us two together is crazy we both get all these crazy ideas to get in trouble. its to much fun. let me tell you though without this girl i would NOT be where i am today, she helpd me in school everytime i needed her. she never said no. i probly would have never passed 8-10th grade without her. lmao. now i bugged lezel ALOT at school, sometimes for fun, sometimes to annoy her & sometimes just cuz i realy needed her help. She always knew when something was wrong with me & she would always get me to tell her what it was. when i was going threw a hard time with just life in general she would stay by me, telling my its guna be alright, i could always go to her for everything. lezel was like a little mom i had at school, she would even help me iron my JROTC uniform! she would come home with me on my bad days just so we can stuff our faces with popcorn & soda & watch deal or no deal & yell with me at the dumb person that didnt pick the box number we shouted at the tv. she is one of those girls that every girl needs in their life. she is simply a bestfriend. i hope i was as good a friend to you as you [still] are to me.
Natasia James.
TASI! This is my girl. we didnt talk until work. HA. working at the mail room was no joke. we had fun though with our crazy ass boss gravy [mr. wayne freeman] lmao. this guy wow crazy. anyways at work everyone called her "mrs. james" so of course we stuck with it & its bin her nick name ever since. & now im calld "mrs. cuervo". we were hard workers. eating pizza & watching movies. H-A-H-A. well one day me & tasi were tlkng at work and she told me she had never bin on the trains in japan before i was like YO you have to come with us one day. so one day i calld her up & said that i wantd to go to ebina. so we went & had the best time ever. we got to talk & we've bin tight ever since then. she noes im 100% crazy & that i can 100% not spell. LMAO. sleep over, making pizza, laughing at "mr. woodcock", pina-coladas [w/ extra "stuff"], after school hours & weekends were always fun! & now i miss those times. we had so much fun. Tasi is one of those people that no matter what mood you are in & she laughs ITS OVER you are guna die laughing just because she is. she even made my EB [dhey] laugh. thats how bad it is (: shes so fuuny, easy to tlk to, nicest person you will ever noe & all around great. i love her & her family [mama mrs. james & the wee-who[winter>! i miss them soo much! cant wait to see tasi again & catch up. this is my ride or die chick. shes seen me threw EVERY kind of mood. my wana beat some ass mood aka my "beat a bitch" mood, my lets go "killa bitch" mood, my every kinda bad mood you can think of & my happiest moods. tasi kept me relaxd & changed alot of bad stuff & negativity that i have had in my past. i might have made her alil crazy & changed her life. but hey who the fuck hasnt gotten crazy & whos life hasnt changed alil after chilling with me for awhile?! haha. see my point ! lmao. miss you so much! thanks for everything.
Abram Candelario Rizo. <33
Abram Rizo. This boyy right here, is amazing. He has bin threw SO much, from meeting my family, to meeting my dads friends, haha. i met abram at my cousin estefany's friends quince. that night was the first night i had seen my cousin in like 2 years, anyways, we went out & i met my cousins ex boyfriend isaac [my whore] & i saw abram dance for the first time ever, this boy can dance & i LOVE it ! anyways i told isaac that, "that boy" was fine as hell, a few minutes later isaac tells me hes his cousin, haha, thanks JERK, haha. well then abram comes over & sits right in front of me, this is after like almost everyone of my cousins friends finds out i like him, lmao. we didnt tlk at all, we were SO shy. that night when i got to my cousins house her friend alejandra gave me his cell number & i txtd him, thats all i could think about! we tlkd for awhile & the rest is history <3 . he made me the happiest girl ever ! now abram used to be a bad boyy. but he was great either way, i love abram anyway he comes. no matter what he was/is a GREAT person & he is my boy friend, my babe, my foo, my everything. since the first day i met him, he has made me smile, everyday! me & abe have had so many good times from going to the movies, to playing pac-man, to skating, to watching movies at the ranch, to setting car alarms off, to quinces, to going out to dinner just for our parents to meet!! he is so fun & very easy to talk to! he is simply AMAZING. & fun to just be around, he makes my days! & i LOVE his family! our moms are going clubing together & having "women talks" now, haha your moms are a trip, funny shit. now i have found out that abram got out of some stuff, but, i noe now that he didnt do it just for himself but, he also did it for me. he did alot just to show my family he is a good person, just so he could have me, just so my family approved of him, even thow they loved him from the start ! pero, i have to say i am SOOO proud of him, with ANYTHING & EVERYTHING he does. He dosnt even noe how proud i am of him, like doing so well with his dance crew, school & camp ! i am told by him that i'v changed his life, in a good way, of course. but baby i want you to noe you've changed me for the better to. you are everything i could ask for. well abram is so many diffrent types of great, i cant even discribe him, he is the guy every girl wants <3 & i am SO happy he is mine. i can truly say i trust this boyy like NO OTHER & havnt stoped. i look at abe & just see the most amazing person ever, he has bin threw everything & stays strong & he makes me a better person. i love abram like no other. he is MY foo, my barbie game playing dork [lmfao], my future marine, my future babies daddy [dork, haha], my one & only mexican, cuban, puerto rican boyy. & he is great, & he's always there for me when i need him the most, love you ! MUAH. <:x>
Eryk Miya Fisher.
This kidd is my cuzzin. Me & him were always the ones together & ready to get in trouble. He is always there i tlk to him bout most of my problems & if he buggs me enough i'll tell him everything. Eryk has bin the most down to earth person i noe since i was born. Me & him were the babies in the family until; kaylin [& now titi josie's baby] Me & him didnt care much cuz me & eryk noe that we are the best no matter what happens! [we are both stuck on ourselves =)] lmao. i'v had a life time of memories with Eryk & the Fisher family. Like when we went to the pool & had a race & when we got to the end of the pool there was a frog in it & David [Eryks older brother] got out of that pool so fast :) // you had to be there to noe how funny it was. I love my baby cuzzin for ever & always & cant wait to get back to the Florida & see him & the WHOLE family!
love you bby cuzzin;
david lamar fleming.
my big cousin; he is the best big cousin ever. david has done so much for himself & has made it. now he's all in college & shit. of course missing his baby cousin, haha, jm. i love david to death i dont tell him all to much but he noes. david to most, is this badass little boy that just does stupid stuff, but foreal this boy noes what he wants. & thats why he is doing what he's doing now. he is smart as hell, nobody can front about that in this family. he might do stuff for "fun" hahaha, but he means well. one thing i noe for a fact is that david is a great person no matter what he has done in his past, he is my cousin & i will love him threw whatever, no matter what. david is my baby of a big cousin. he has the softest spots for the girls in our family. me & david will lay in bed togehter just talking, while i rub his head/play with his hair & he will pass out in like 5 minutes TOPS. lmao. hes great. he is there when i need someone to talk to & im there for him. yea, we might fight but its all out of love & meaning well for eachother, lol. david, big cousin, i love you, we love you & cant wait to see where you go in life. miss you.
Jeremy jon Aulet. [twin1]
Jeremy! This kid is gret! We all met on Dec 23,06. At me & my sis quince. Me & Jeremy didnt tlk much at 1st; at the party i was kinda busy tlk his twin brother [joshua] . me & Jeremy danced with eachother 1st but then we switched & i startd dancing with josh. but after a couple of days with non-stop tlkn to these boys we all went on a little double date with Mark we have bin none stop talk ever since. We all miss eachother very much. Jeremy is soo sweet . i only knew/met him 4 like 1-2 weeks but it feels like we have known eachother since forever. I love him & his family with all my heart! Haha; i member spagetti at there house, everyone was scared to eat & me & my sis lookd at all there baby pics. Twins are so cute when there babies. SHOOT. & still cuties . Yes if you havnt figured it out Jeremy is a twin with his bro Josh. I love him lots to. BUT yea. Well Jeremy its almost bin 2 years! I cant belive it either!
Joshua jed Aulet. [twin2]
Joshua [Josh]. Ok Josh i also met at my quince & me & him did go on a couple of outings & had lots of fun. I miss & love this kid . We havnt tlkd in awhile but, thats ok, his chose. He is sweet & caring, he's fun to go to the movies with & idk wat i wuld do if i never saw him [& his bro] ever again. I miss all the fun times i had with him. Taking pictures at the movies, goin to the movies [&coming out & having no idea wat the movie was about] & going to the mall & downtown disney i miss it all & i cant wait till we can all chill again. I do miss him very much. Its one of those ppl that you cant live without.
Genn ramos. [Cuzzo]
Genn. One of the best Puerto Ricans in the world!
When she 1st moved to Japan. We hated eachother. We didnt even noe eachother. But now we are like non-stop tlkn. We are the best. She is eazy to tlk to & a great person. I dnt noe why we didnt tlk sooner (: We have many memories now; like the sleep over at tasi's; tasi made the pizza with the cardboard still under it; H-A-H-A <-haha tasi!
we have our times at the basketball games were me & her just sit there and talk about our love life. we cry on eachother shoulder & tell eachother what we schould do about some of our problems. She is one of the few people that have ever seen me cry. so she is special. cuz i dont like to let people see me down. but im glad i can cry in front of her & im glad she can cry in front of me. cuz that just means we trust & understand eachother. Well i fckin love this girl.
Alexander ryan blackstock.
This is my Alexander Ryan Blackstock. He is always with me & we are realy never away from eachother [well sumtimes] (: He is always there &very easy to tlk to. I tell him everything & he tell me everything [sometimes] it was only like once that he didnt JERK!! Well Alex & me have our moments; our hugs; & our special brotherly & sisterly love! Alex & me go way back, not to far but far enough. As far as him being a scater & me a nerd. haha. love ya Alex!
Ildefonso Benton. [aka; EB & My famouse basketball player & Dhey-Dhey]
Dhey [eb];
i love this kid so much. he is always there for me.
&& is soo great to talk to. i met him threw my sister.
i had seen him before around school but he was dhey "the famouse basketball player". haha. when i 1st talked to dhey i was like ok this kid is tight as hell. the 1st couple of times we all went out [with the philipinos]
dhey took care of me. haha; he && my sis noe wat im taking about. the other boys im not to sure. they was trippin just like me (: me & dhey have our famouse nick-name for eachother its EVIL BITCH [eb] he's my EB & im his. i came up with it first & it stuck. me & Dhey have had our little moments like our "cute buttcheeks" && "tiny lips of pleasure" moments [both about me] & for him "my EBINA buddy". haha. ANYWAYS i support dhey with everything i have. i have made my promises to him & i wont break them.
he has made his promises to me & he wont break them either! we have bin threw hell & back & now wat ever life throws at us we just say "fuck it"! dhey is one of my BIGEST heros just because the fact that he smiles EVERYDAY.
iLOVEthe way he smiles, iLOVEhow freaking tall he "used" to be xD & just the way he dosnt live in the past && lives everyday to the fullest. dhey is one of the people i look up to. he loves his family, friends && life. his out look on everything is great. there is never a negative thing to stop him from getting wat he wants or do what he wants to do. Dhey i want you to noe i love you with everything i have & noe matter what i will always keep my promises! miss ya best buddy. Your evil bitch [EB] 4EVER&&ALWAYS.
Pedro.
Pedro & me go waayy back. I'v known him since i was like 9 years old, so about 7 years ago. he hasnt changed much since then, he still is nice. haha. Now i have had alot of good times with him & the cousin's. Like playing hide & go seek in the dark & truth or dare! But i do feel bad for one thing i ever did to him. Thats saying ''no''. i feel realy bad about that night i remeber everything about it still. He remebers to. i hurt his feelings. anyways i also remember the night we playd man hunt & pedro messd up his leg & got staples. it was crazy but now we joke about it. now i call him staples, haha, lmao. the last time i saw Pedro was when i went to Florida for my cousin david's graduation. We talkd but, it wasnt that much, only like 5 mins. i was still trippin out that i was finally back in Florida. ha. it was great to talk to him even though it was only for a couple of minutes. me & pedro are still friends of course. its just crazy this boy has known me for awhile now & it feels like there is more talks & stuff to come. its great cuz now hes bin one of those few great people that iv "grown up" with. its funny. its great to noe pedro. hes one of those crazy people that keeps you wondering, i guess you can say(: well pedro you are a wonderful person & i still havnt forgotten you or anything in the past. childhood with you was fun, there will be more fun times. =]
Christopher James Garcia.
For those few people that dont know who this is. Its Chris. Mkay. He is there 4 me when ever, he could be half asleep&still give me advice. Saying it will be ok, dont worry kat. I do/did the same to him. we've had many memorys. Some privet others ppl noe about.
like these;
-> Ewww; Kat does dead people! [ha; chirs your a dumb ass]
-> MEX-A-PINO [u will never for get wat it means]
-> ooo; i hate that bus.
-> IMATURE MOMENT
-> oo it's totaly YOUR fault.
-> Mac&&Cheese is so faster to make then PP&J![chris says;no its not]
-> OO; dont worry ima keep my promise.
-> PACO JAVIER GARCIA !
-> dont tell any one wat i just said!
-> SHH; my clock is singing.
-> you layed between two hills&said you were comfortable.
-> We love to talk about gays && bi's. haha
-> HEEEEYYYY BUUUDDY!![his dream come true a bi&&on his bed] ha.
-> a horse?! those are 1 footers.[lets go to the petting zoo]
-> leo fxcker. haha. eww.
-> MEXI-CORN.[ha;chris thats nasty]
haha, we all made future planes ALONG time ago. [7th grade]
he is the big football player thats gunna by our house [our = me, hana, shanda & sis] haha. && we will all live && party together [wow little kid dreams].
But anyways; there were alot of fun times with Chris that I will never forget no matter wat. we havnt tlkd in like a million years but noe Im here for u . well thanks for everything Chris .
Tyler Justin McCauley.
Tyler. My -->T.M.<--. Yup i made that up!
Ok Tyler is the best person you will ever talk to! I'v known him forever i just didnt noe it was him. Like at october fest he beat me in a watermellon contest [i was like i noe that skinny little kid did not just beat me] :P & homecoming '06 i danced with him. He was everywere i just didnt noe :P Anyways Tyler is one of the deepest people i noe. He tells me wat i should do. All the time. He wants us all to make it in life. Sometimes i think he wants us to make it for him. Tyler at Homecomming we tlkd while we danced & you tld me you dont want me doing anything stupid anymore. I tld you the same thing. Then you askd if i was goin to college [HE tld me i was lol] i said yes. I askd you if you were & you said i dnt noe.
Tyler Justin McCauley you are so goin to college! I want you to make it in life to! What we talkd bout that nite will stay wit me for ever & always! I will never forget. If i ever feel like giving up im not. Ima keep tryin just like u tld me too. Tyler you make me & alot of other ppl stronger & i love u for that. Thanks for always being there. No matter wat kinda shit we go threw we are always there for eachother. He is one of the best ppl you can depend on. Yes he has his up's & down's but who the fuck dosnt sometimes?! I am always here for you as you can tell [you noe wat im tlkn bout] & Tyler plz for me & everyone that loves you plz be carefull; we want you to stay safe & not to hurt your self! Thanks for the tlks & everything T.M.
DATES:
- 4/24/08. <3
- 7/29/08. [his day/our day] <33
- aug. 25th 1:09am
- aug. 25th 10:50pm
- oct. 6th 12:01am
- 9/25/08 - 9/29/08 [n.y.]
- 12/19/91 [my day :)]