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Suzanator

I Shall Carry You All On My Shoulders Wile I Walk Through The Broken Glass In My Bare Feet

About Me

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." (I Corinthians 13:4 - 8)..How can I tell you about me when I don't even know me? I'm only 21 for goodness sake. Nobody at my age really knows themself. And you all need to except that too. (It's part of the grow prosses...) Well one thing I do know, you probably won't like me. I'm not "cool", I'm not going to impress you, I don't care what you think, I'm quiet, I don't talk get over it, if you ever actually get to know me you are one in an extrem few, I'm a major pesamist and a bit cynical to, I tend to hate eveything and everyone, I'm a geeky dorky nerdy weirdo. You won't like me. And frankly I don't give a damn if you like me. If you like me then cool, if not your loss not mine. Oh, and p.s. Looks aren't everything so get over yourselves.
You Are a Retrospective Soul
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. What Temperment Are You?
S Sensual
U Unforgettable
Z Zonked
Y Yum
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You Are 96% Bipolar
You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life.
Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder. Are You Bipolar?
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... hypnotising
Your love is... one of a kind
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Arty Kid
Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.
You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! Who Were You In High School?
Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?Haha I'm more guyish than girlish. I knew it!

My Interests

I'm weird and have a high tendency to hang out in my bathroom... I'm not primping or doing anything of that sort in there. I just chill, listen to music. I read in there alot, and I've even taken a good many few naps in there. I love being outside, day or night. I don't do it nearly as much as I wish I did. I haven't gone camping in years, and it's one of my favorite things. I miss going to Lake Powell with my brothers. Diriving a waverunner is awesome. And to think the last time I did it I was about 13 I think. (It was legal for me to drive it. Heehee) I miss that! Lived in the trees when I was younger. I miss that too. I literally took naps in the trees. I desperatly want to get my ass out of the house more. I'm dying to do anything that involves the out of doors. I'm a bit of a poet. I wouldn't be one to go around and brag that I'm any good. There are a few poems I've written that I'm kinda proud of. Photography is something I enjoy quite a bit. And I have recently decited that I need to always have a camera in my hand. Star Wars, Star Wars, Star Wars. I am a major Star Wars freakgeekgirl. And I'm a bit of an Anime geek. I'm sort-of-not-really a video game geek. It's like the weirdest thing. I generally can't stand playing video games 'cause I suck hardcore, but I love watching other people play video games. I get all like super into it, I'm kinda a back-seat-gamer.

I'd like to meet:

No one. I found the boy that I dreamed about that didn't exsist. Except that he does. =) And his name is MycCord. So the rest of you can bugger off!
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?

Music:

I like all kinds of music, and tons of bands. So I'll just list my top bands and the types of music that I lothe. HIM Taking Back Sunday UnderOath NIN Bright Eyes The Faint Finch I lothe rap, hip-hop, r&b, country, and most pop. (yes I admit in the past a pop song has cought my ear and I end up kinda likin' it.)
You scored as geek emo. you are a geeky emo kid. video games, old vinyl records, and dressing like old people are fun. you must listen to WEEZER and worship the blue album.

geek emo


85%

hardcore emo


55%

poppy emo


55%

depressed emo


50%

chick emo


40%

metal emo


35%
what kind of emo kid are you?
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You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Movies:

My top 3 : Star Wars-Return of the Jedi ; Star Wars-The Empire Strikes Back ; Star Wars-A New Hope Yeah, I freaking LOOOOOVE Star Wars!!! Arg! I love the Pirates of the Caribbean as well. 'Tis a pirates life for me! Oh and Harry Potter of course!

Television:

*cheesy grin* I like anmie. Oh oh oh! Fruits Basket is the freakin' raddest!!! I needs to get me Rurouni Kenshin. I saw part of it and freakin' LOVED it! NO more TV for me again. I loved G4 and FUSE, but Myth Busters is the freaking coolest show ever.
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Books:

I never was a much of book reader, but recently I've actually become a bit bookwormish. I love with Ann Rice's Vampire Cronicals novels. And I devowered The Hobbit and The Princess Bride. I still need to read The Lord of the Rings books, I'm asuming they are as good as The Hobbit if not better. I LOVE Harry Potter. The seventh book is AMASING!

Heroes:

I want to be a Jedi when I grow-up......A Jedi in a rock band! YEEEEAAAAHHH!!! (screaching guitar sounds in back ground as I play air-guitar with my toy lightsaber.) (Recent development: I've decited that I'm a Pirate/Ninja/Jedi... in a rock band... Who recently began the study of witch craft. And dreams of becoming a Dragon Rider.)
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My FairyTale

FrozenThe fairy children dance around meAnd tinker away with their toysFrozenCan you still hear the heartbeatThe feast is about to beginThey can all feel the warmth of Spring withinFrozenI can see you...
Posted by Suzanator on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 05:07:00 PST

As always I find I am alone.

Why do I find that I have to constanly take care of my friends and no one seems to even try to do the same for me? I'm the one always fighting to keep the ones I care most about close to me. What woul...
Posted by Suzanator on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 10:05:00 PST

Floating On By...

There is something you all need to realise. I do not live for me. Deal with it. I live for you and you alone. If I were to be selfish and do something for me it'd be death. Get over it. Even when I'm ...
Posted by Suzanator on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:34:00 PST

I'm kinda getting sick of trying to come up with new subject lines...

I can't talk to anyone. I don't know why exactly. I know there are those out there that would listen and care about me. But I just can't talk to anyone when something is really wrong. I want the world...
Posted by Suzanator on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 04:33:00 PST

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As I fall asleep with your arms wrapped tight around meI feel happy and safeAnd yet a part of me wants to cryBecause I know that when you fall into dreamsIt won't be me you see
Posted by Suzanator on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:42:00 PST

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Posted by Suzanator on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 07:18:00 PST

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My status as a humanbeing, or something of that sort. Well first off I'm eating mashed potatos, butter and herb, they are freaking amasing. I've been on a bit of an alienate my friends kick recen...
Posted by Suzanator on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 09:46:00 PST

The Battle In My Mind Continues...

I feel majorly gyiped right now. My dad is a basturd. But the worst part of it is. He COULD HAVE BEEN a great father. But no. He is a fucker. I'm more like my dad than my mom. In many ways. I honestly...
Posted by Suzanator on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 06:45:00 PST

Not in the mood to put a heading

I love that it's possible to meet someone have absolutly no attraction to them then get to know them and fall for them completely. And suddenly they are the most atractive person you've ever meet and ...
Posted by Suzanator on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:49:00 PST

.... Just....

So I realized something. I'm only 21 and already multipule times in my life I have found myself intimidated by a younger girl. Pathetic. I should be the younger girl intimidating older women, not the ...
Posted by Suzanator on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 03:52:00 PST