My name is Pam, my profile name is Cingenerose. Cingene is Turkish for Gypsy, add the rose and what do you get? I found that in a belly dance book.I’m an old fashioned country girl, born and raised on a farm in a small town in North Eastern Montana. I have learned in the last 10 years who I am. I am a wife, a mother, a sister, a daughter, a woman, and a friend to many. In 1996 I found a new way of life. I had slowly been killing my self with drugs. My past did not have to be my future. I found a new way to live in N.A. I gave up drugs and was reborn again. In finding N.A I also found my spiritual path. When I first started coming around I was spiritually void. I had bad experiences with religion and just never felt like I fit in. I started searching for a higher power that would work for me. I found the Goddess. She is loving, kind and nonjudgmental, unlike me at times, LOL. I am not Christian, or Wicca, I do not follow a religion. I have taken aspects of different spiritual paths and combined them into something that works for me. I truly believe that the Goddess and N.A. saved my retched ass, and for that I am truly grateful. Recovery Rocks!!I am married to my best friend Charles and we live a life full of miracles and blessings. I am also a mother of 4 beautiful children. Eddie (30) is my oldest, then Jerimey (23) the wild one, my one and only beautiful daughter Emilia (17), and my little recovery baby Trevor (10). I have 4 grandchildren, 2 girls, and 2 boys, and my 15 years old dog Nakita who passed away on Sept 21st.Today I am a beautiful, loving, kind and caring woman who enjoys life to the fullest. GODDESS BLESS!LIFE IS NOT MEASURED BY THE NUMBER OF BREATHS WE TAKE, BUT BY THE NUMBER OF MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATH AWAY!!Aunt Frances "My darling girl, when are you going to understand that "NORMAL" is not necessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage." from Practical MagicI am unique.
There is no one else exactly like me. And yet I am One with the whole of Nature. I have the right to be what I am, My essential Self is divine and beautiful. I have the right also to be better than I am, that the outer manifestation may be more true to the inner reality. Beloved Freya ,and all other goddesses who haunt this place, grant me beauty in the inward soul, and may the outward and the inward life be at one.~Unknown~
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