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believe that everything happend for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right. YOu can believe less so eventually learn to trust no one but your self, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things fall together.Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had neve r gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom. Free military layouts at basemyspace.com
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life

This world can be so cruel -Go the wrong way, and look like a fool.Some things, so hard to understand,Ugly occurrences in such a beautiful land.We destroy ourselves every single day,Destroying our wor...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:05:00 GMT

A Special World

A Special World A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to th...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 10:17:00 GMT

Things arnt always what they seem!

Things aren't always as they seem,secrets hidden behind that perfect dream.Sometimes you have to pretend and be strong,when deep inside you know everything is wrong.You begin your day with a fight,kno...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 21:36:00 GMT

How things used to be then...what happend to now!!

It Use to Be That We Were Always Happy and Smiling ..Now It's just Arguing and Constant Fighting...It Use To Be That we were Always doing Things together..Now we do everything apart..It use to be "I L...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 21:33:00 GMT

Heavens Gate

Dad I love you this you should know You have to believe me befor you go. I get chocked up each time we talk Sometimes I would rather go for a quiet walk. I have so much I want to say, but Dad your i...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 16:32:00 GMT