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I am here for Friends

About Me

i Believe ;
o1) in God.
o2) in Love.
o3) in making your dreams come true.
o4) in living life to the fullest.
05) that i can do anything i set my mind to.
here's my story;
there isn't one.
CORRECTION;
there isn't one that you could possibly comprehend from
just reading just a few mere sentances on a website.
take time out of your day to get to know me.
The last year of my life has been an adventure, if that's what you want to call it.
Full of thrills & chills, an exasperating, heart pounding, adrenaline pumping, chaotic dramatic lovely & nightmarish story.
Each situation thrown at me one after another. But after all that i've encountered, i'm still continuously growing & learning from it.
Everything happens for a reason.
I've learned who i can trust, who my true friends are & who has turned their back on me.
I've also learned that even when you've hit below rock bottom;
it can only get better from there.
you just have to start picking up the pieces & Believe in yourself.
i'm not asking for pity or sorrowful appologies.
i'm asking for people who actually care about the more
important things in life, who have goals & dreams. i'm not
asking you to change who you are for me, i'm jst asking
for you to put up with my tough-girl attitude long
enough to get to know the real me,
im sick of people saying they care one minute & the next they're gone.
i'm not asking for much,
i'm asking for someone who will actually stick around.

My Interests

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My Blog

a real boyfriend..

Dont care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now....I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference.....When she pushes you or hits yo...
Posted by on Fri, 02 May 2008 20:35:00 GMT

that feeling

so may thoughts running through my head.. don't know where to go, or what to do, or what to say, I put a smile on my face it's a cover so noone can really tell how alone And empty I really feel "My fa...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 20:50:00 GMT

one day at a time

everchangingever stayingthis lifethese feelingsnot knowinghowwherewhatto doto gobutknowingthat no matter whatpushing fightingfalling fowardis better thanliving dwellingcrying about the pastliving life...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 21:43:00 GMT

dont steal my shit

k so every single one of my blogz i wrote. i dont take things from ppl & claim them as my own. writing is my way to vent. im not concieted but i am a good writer, so if you want to quote me go ahe...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 18:21:00 GMT

coming to the end of this perfect storm

a whirlpool of emotions pulled us under, we were both in over our heads baby, drowning in what we thought was love both of us sinking together with noone else to save us. in aggrivation and panic we ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 18:18:00 GMT

these mixed feelings.. dont ever stop..

cant mess up that pretty face tonite dont want to let out the hurt that's inside im stronger now, just to let you know you were the worst of me, the best of me, but now you are no longer a part of me ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 18:11:00 GMT

welcome to highschool darling.

that writing on the bathroom wall does it make you feel strong honey? hold your head up high, walk tall, that marker expressed what you could not say aloud. so you left your mark across te stall for a...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 13:55:00 GMT

replacing these memories with something that wont last

inhale deeply now. pause and wait.. as she feels the nicotine flowing through her veins. the smoke fills her lungs for a moment. her mind is empty. she thinks of nothing but this feeling of relief. o...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 17:38:00 GMT

wordz tht flow from this hurting heart..

another chance is all she wants, no matter how she acts. she makes it seem like she is happy with the way her life is. she lies to herself everyday. telling herself that she doesnt miss what used to b...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 17:28:00 GMT

broken hearted

itz just not fair. that you guyz shared such great tymez together & now itz gone. u thought you were both so in love & it would last forever. u wanted it to last forever. bcuz nothing elze ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 20:41:00 GMT