Because I've lost sight |
Misguided by your judgment Insecure because of your misperception.Holding back reality,Pretending this is what I want.Looking in the mirror and watching myself fade into nothing.Tears fall down my che...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 09:43:00 GMT |
some days suck a little more than others. |
so sick of having to deal with this reality. i put it aside, like it's not really there... then something happens, reminding me that i cant hide forever. i act like my misfortunes are simply that. but...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 15:12:00 GMT |
an explanation |
Its hard to stop and take a look at your own life.
To see the people who were once so important, now just a burden;
Making the days harder to pretend.
You've become someone I pity, someone I no...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 14:59:00 GMT |
dreams dont make sense. |
last night i had a crazy ass dream. i dont even know where it began.all i remember is following some dude into a building where there were giving massages. the building turned into a house where my ol...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:09:00 GMT |
working in lala land |
I work at a clothing boutique in the great city of encino. In fact, I'm at this job right now.no body comes into this store unless they're rich, mindless, trend obsessed individuals.I mean, I'm gettin...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 10:58:00 GMT |
mary jane |
i feel like right now. at this very moment. i have no idea who i am. i don't know what im doing with my life. i don't know who i want to be. i cant even determine whether i enjoy what it is im doing n...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 01:10:00 GMT |
what IS sobriety? |
its weird that we have emotions. and it sucks that we dont know how they work. i want to be able to do what i think about.follow through with things that seem impossible.especially for me.i lack influ...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:47:00 GMT |
sexual healing. |
"human beings have infinite numbers of reasons for having sex, few of which have anything to do with their orientation, a sexual act may indicate an orientational desire, but any given act isn't neces...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 11:36:00 GMT |
fuck car accidents |
my wrist hurts. my other wrist hurts. my back is aching. my neck is sore. my chest is burning. and i have no car. so im stuck sitting in the house, missing class, wishing to god i was doing something ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:41:00 GMT |
too many sleepless hours. |
hmm...right now i should definitely be focusing my energy on writing a paper that is due tomorrow. okay, actually...it was due last monday... but i received an extention til tomorrow. i still have yet...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 21:18:00 GMT |
