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About Me


"I could make you smile
If you stayed a while
But how long will you stay with me, baby?
Because your candle burns too bright
Well I almost forgot it was twilight
Even if I think that you are right
Well I'm tired of being down, I got no fight
You're wonderful
And it's beautiful
But I'm already somebody's baby
And if I went with you
I'd disappoint you too
Well I'm already somebody's baby"
My name is Indiana.
I can be loud and probably a little bit annoying, but I spend a surprising amount of time spacing out, deep in thought, wondering about things and making up theories that would only make sense to me.
I put a lot of thought into what I say, but I am never satisfied with the product of all that thought. I can never get ideas to sound as smart when I say them as they sound when I think them.
I have a lot of people I consider friends, but there are only a few that I consider my best friends, and I tell those people everything.
I’d love for everyone to love me and I want to be everyone’s favorite thing, but, of course, that is impossible. Still, I kind of can’t deal with that fact. I can’t handle anyone disliking me, because I can count all the people I dislike on one hand.
When I love something, I love it. I become obsessed with things easily and don’t generally let that obsession go. When I love something, it’s forever. I am obsessed with words and poetry is my passion. I have been reading since I was three and books have become an amazingly big part of my life.
Anything else that you might want to know, just ask me about it. I would be more than happy to tell you :]
The silly boy above is my absolutely amazing boyfriend, Sam. We've been together for almost two years now, but, I honestly feel like we've been together since the day I was born. He knows exactly who I am, flaws and all, and he loves me anyway. He knows all my dark truths, and he is still here. He's sweet, kind, loving, genuine, generous, thoughtful, funny, and smart. We have our fights, sure, but we solve every problem. We don't put it under the rug or leave it for later. We work through the obstacles as they come. I couldn't ask for a more understanding boy and I hope he knows how much I love him, even when I am screaming at him and shoving him. I love him with everything I have.
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My Interests

These are the things I think describe me best:

Band: Bright Eyes

Album: Abbey Road, The Beatles

Song: "Ruby Tuesday" The Rolling Stones

Director: Wes Anderson

Movie: The Dreamers

Author: Jonathan Safran Foer

Book: The Little Prince by Antoine St. Exupéry

TV Show: Arrested Development

Artist: Vladimir Kush

City: San Francisco

Season: Fall

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I'd like to meet:



Music:



"Oh, her lips taste just like sunk ships"

    OASIS♥&hearts♥BEATLES♥♥&hear ts; JOANNA NEWSOM♥♥♥ 30 Seconds To Mars ABBA AC/DC Adam Green♥AFI A Fine FrenzyAlanis MorisetteAlkaline Trio♥All-American RejectsAnimal CollectiveArcade FireArctic Monkeys Babyshambles♥ Backstreet BoysBeastie BoysBeckBelle and Sebastian♥Ben HarperBjorkBlack SabbathBlonde ReadheadBlood Brothers♥Blue October♥Bob Dylan♥ Bob MarleyBrand New♥Brian EnoBright Eyes♥Broken Social SceneBuilt To SpillBurning Image♥ CAKECamera ObscuraCardigansCassinoCat PowerChemical BrothersClap Your Hands Say YeahClash♥ColdplayCure♥Cute Is What We Aim ForDavid Bowie♥Damien RiceDashboard ConfessionalDeath Cab For CutieDecemberists♥Depeche Mode Destroyer ♥Dio♥ Dire Straits♥DirtbombsDoors♥Dresden Dolls♥Echo and the BunnymenElliott Smith♥Elton JohnEmily Haines♥ Eminem Emmy Rossum Enrique IglesiasEric Clapton♥ Explosions In the Sky♥ Everclear♥ Fastball♥FeistFinches Fionn ReganFlaming Lips Flogging MollyFratellis Grateful DeadGregory and the Hawk Hives Hollywood UndeadHot Hot Heat♥ Iain ArcherIggy Pop and The StoogesIma Robot♥ Imogen HeapIncubus Interpol♥Iron and WineJack JohnsonJane's AddictionJanis Joplin Jefferson Airplane Jenny Owen Youngs♥Jerry Lee LewisJesuJimi Hendrix♥Jon Brion♥Kasabian Kate Nash Katy Rose Kimya Dawson♥Lavender DiamondLed Zepplin♥Les Savy Fav Libertines♥Lily Allen♥ Loudon Wainwright III♥Lullatone Lynyrd Skynyrd Matt Costa♥Mars Volta♥ Megadeath MetallicaMetric♥ mewithoutyou Michael Jackson♥MirahModest Mouse♥ Moldy Peaches♥Morrisey♥ Motion City SoundtrackMuse My Chemical Romance Mystery Jets♥Neil Diamond♥Neil Young♥Neutral Milk Hotel♥ NsyncNew Pornographers♥ New York Dolls♥Oingo Boingo♥Peter FramptonPink Floyd♥PixiesPJ Harvey♥Porno For PyrosQueen♥Radiohead♥RancidRed Hot Chili PeppersRelient K♥REMRilo Kiley♥Rufus Wainwright♥Sam PrekopSay Anything♥Scissor SistersSea and Cake♥Sex PistolsShakira♥Shins Showbread♥ Simon and Garfunkel♥Smashing Pumpkins♥Smiths♥Sodastream♥ Sonic Youth♥Soul AsylumSoul CoughingSoundgardenSoundsStarsStone Temple Pilots Stray Cats Strokes♥ SublimeSufjan Stevens Sunset RubdownTaking Back Sunday♥Tears for Fears♥Tegan and Sara Tom Petty and the HeartbreakersTom Waits♥Unicorns UsedVan HalenVelvet Underground VerveVendetta Red Vicente FernandezVincent Black Shadow VinesViolent FemmesWeepies White Stripes♥ Who♥WilcoWolf ParadeXiu XiuYeah Yeah YeahsYngwie Malmsteen

Movies:


"Dear Max, I am sorry to say that I have secretly found out that Mr. Blume is having an affair with Miss Cross. My first suspicions came when I saw them Frenching in front of our house. And then I knew for sure when they went skinny dipping in Mr. Blume's swimming pool, giving each other handjobs while you were taking a nap on the front porch."
The Royal Tenenbaums
Rushmore
The Dreamers
Interview With The Vampire
The Warriors
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Almost Famous
Brokeback Mountain
The Godfather
Full Metal Jacket
The Notebook
Freaks
The Prestige
The Graduate
A Clockwork Orange
Fight Club
Pulp Fiction
But I'm A Cheerleader
What's Eating Gilbert Grape?
Evil Dead
Army of Darkness
Cannibal! The Musical
Indiana Jones
The Virgin Suicides
Edward Scissorhands
The Lost Boys
Velvet Goldmine
Marie Antoinette
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Reservoir Dogs
Death Proof
Candy
Terror At The Opera
The Breakfast Club
The Exorcist
La Dolce Vita
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Requiem For A Dream
May
Brazil
Natural Born Killers
Eraserhead
Baron of Munchausen
Clerks
Clerks II
The Rutles
Breathless
Pee Wee's Big Adventure
Y Tu Mama Tambien
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
Annie Hall
Little Miss Sunshine
Ghost World
Terror at the Opera
Knocked Up
American Psycho
Superbad
Every single Disney movie

Television:



"I would never let a woman kick my ass. If she tried something, I'd be like, HEY! You get your bitch ass back in the kitchen and make me some pie!" -- Cartman

Blackadder I, II, III, IV, V
Arrested Development
Whitest Kids U Know
It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia
Monty Python's Flying Circus
Saturday Night Live
Man Vs. Wild
Food Network
Travel Channel
Ready or Not
Flash Forward
Penn & Teller: Bullshit
Mindfreak
Pee Wee's Playhouse
Gilmore Girls
Invader Zim
South Park
The Brak Show
Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends
Hannah Montana
Strangers With Candy
Dog The Bounty Hunter

Books:


"To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world…"
Harry Potter!!!
The Little Prince
Lolita
The Catcher in the Rye
Anything Dr. Seuss
Franny and Zooey
Everything Is Illuminated
His Dark Materials series
The Vampire Chronicles
The Bell Jar
Anything by Edgar Allen Poe
Anything by Marquis De Sade
Fahrenheit 451
A Series of Unfortunate Events
The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy
Winnie the Pooh
Fight Club
1984
Dracula
The Odyssey
A Wrinkle In Time
Animal Farm
Anthem
The Fountainhead
Atlas Shrugged
The Communist Manifesto
The Phantom of the Opera
Naked Lunch
Diary of a Madman
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
Through the Looking Glass
Wuthering Heights
The Hunchback of Notre Dame
White Oleander
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
Nine Stories
Raise High the Roof Beams, Carpenters and Seymour: An Introduction
Invisible Monsters
The Zahir
The Witch of Portobello
Rosemary's Baby
Tropic of Cancer
No One Here Gets Out Alive
Choke

Heroes:



My Blog

My search for Happiness....

I think too much... Right off the bat, I know that that is where my problems lie. Or, most of them anyway.I am on a search for Peace... a quest for Serenity... but mostly, a journey towards Happiness....
Posted by zahir. on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:41:00 PST

The opening scene...

OPENING SCENE:[We see a small, cramped studio apartment. Clothes and papers strewn across the floor. We see, through a lone window, moonlight thrown on a bed in the middle of the room. On the bed sits...
Posted by zahir. on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:06:00 PST

My heart is no longer a friend of mine, it wants to betray me most of the time.

The way my eyes brighten when our wandering eyes land on each other’sis subtle, but perceptible,Your hand on my arm or your face close to mine,Anytime the distance between us is lessenedThe warm...
Posted by zahir. on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 11:43:00 PST

Just... stuff. You know, my thought and whatnot.

All the irrational thoughts that occupy every corner of my mindmake trusting kind words nearly impossible;What meaning could compliments hold that have been passed downfrom girl to girl until the act ...
Posted by zahir. on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:04:00 PST

Indiana: Poet since age 8.

Happiness Is by Indiana Adame (8 years old) Happiness is sitting with a kitten on your lap. Happiness is waking up after a long nap. Happiness is eating ice cream on a sunny day. And trying...
Posted by zahir. on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 08:21:00 PST

Sam’s song for me :]

For my Valentine's day present, Sam wrote me a song and played it for me on his ukulele :D I adore it/him:I love the girl with the crazy hairNightmare Before Christmas underwearLayin' on her funky tye...
Posted by zahir. on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 11:02:00 PST

It’s the ones with the sorest throats, Laura, who’ve done the most singing.

I'm dizzy from the constant and sudden shiftsfrom one extreme to the other;Exhilirating highs anddevastating lows,My mind won't compromise on a happy medium;Thoughts that race too quickly to decipherB...
Posted by zahir. on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:23:00 PST

Youre thoughts have always laid close to mine.

Whispered affection,Words breathed in tune to beating hearts;Velvet hands touch velvet skinAs yearning slowly, but certainly, unravels to revel in the twilight glow of love's softness...
Posted by zahir. on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 07:54:00 PST

I am doll parts.

You walk along the rain-soaked pavement,Regretting each step as your foot leaves the ground;The scent of cigarette smoke permeates the air you breathClinging to you like an orphaned child,And every mi...
Posted by zahir. on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 05:05:00 PST

I totally stole this from someone else.

Give me your name.1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.4. I'll say something that only ma...
Posted by zahir. on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 01:12:00 PST