noone ever reads my blogs |
I seek fufillment. The room clicks as I furiously punch the keys of my labtop, this is important for I am trying to convey the verve to which this is supposed to resound in the auditorium of the mind ... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 05:19:00 PST |
thoughts (this blog is not quite done however i am falling asleep at my keyboard) |
My mind ambles, then rolls, sometimes wallows in, or sprints through a myriad of thoughts each and every day. Most of them are unimportant cynical critiques of my job and my customers, I purport to "h... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 11:10:00 PST |
i think im posting these mostly for me |
so i asked a guy with an astro physics degree my last blog and this was his respons:> That's not really a question for a scientist, but more so for a philosopher> (which Descartes was in addition to a... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 11:07:00 PST |
knowledge |
i always wanted to ask someone highly educated in the sciences this question. You work in a world based on both empirical evidence and hypothetical ideas , but though these concepts are in opposition ... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 01:04:00 PST |
Fit of Melodrama |
I have those sometime heres one:I am seeking an intense human connection, a recognition of a piece of myself in another that we can connect over and share and nuture and coddle to better ourselves.I a... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 10:19:00 PST |
Personal gain |
Today I pondered long about the nature of the universe. Wow, the pretnetious notions contained within that sentence astound even me. Anyway but to my ponderance. Generally speaking, it is considered m... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 08:02:00 PST |
lost |
I've lost the humanity. The connection to the rest of the world feels disjointed. I feel completely separate. Everytime, every single time I put myself out there, i get shunned. Am I so horrible? What... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 08:55:00 PST |
So |
So I like to be distracted I've decided, otherwise I spend too much time in my head. My head relays messages of failure, of lust, and of the lonely. The lonely ones are the most intense. I feel caug... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 04:05:00 PST |
Hi |
I'm so intensely lonely right now. I don't know why. I mean I'm always vaguely lonely, I feel so detatched, right now though, I'm tired I think of taking care of people of kissing ass of trying my da... Posted by Scottie aka butterScottch on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 06:56:00 PST |