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amanda. (:

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About Me


hey gorgeous,
i'm amanda. i go to bedford high. i'm 16. i love my friends, they're the best. i'm probably the most indecisive person you'll ever meet and i have a sweet betta named henri (:. music is good too. mentally? i suppose i can't really describe myself at all. i'm happy though. if that counts. people who don't know me claim to have me all figured out, but anyone close to me knows there's no way you could ever figure me out. i'm really not interested in being rich or famous at all. i'm just looking to be happy and peaceful forever, even though forever is a long time. want to know more?
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* you're the crutch of a cripple, you're the calm of a conscience,
you're the peace that i have found. when all these voices
talk too loud you are quietly reassuring me. so would you
sing with me? the song is all i know. if you just
add your harmony i think it would be complete. yeah, you're
the cool of the water. you're the start of the summer. keep me
still like an anchor. in a storm, you're the cellar. when i'm heavy
with worry, make me light as a feather. when i'm deafened
by anger you're the song i remember. when i'm starving to suffer
you just fill me with laughter. you are the only one.

My Interests

music, movies, love, slow smiles, kisses on the forehead, gray skies, small wrists, peace, happiness, trust, friends, bowling nights, late-night walks, and guitar hero !

I'd like to meet:



Music:

anything william beckett or alexander gaskarth♥

Movies:

junooo (:

Heroes:

“It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.” Alan Cohen

My Blog

if you must know.

am i kinda sorta nervous? yeah.do i think about it alot? yeah.do i honestly in my heart think it will come together in the end?no doubt.no doubt at all.
Posted by amanda. (: on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:17:00 PST

so..

honestly, what's the point in living when you spend your whole life creating a portfolio of a legacy which will be completely forgotten (at most) 20 years after you've died, which is so small compared...
Posted by amanda. (: on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 05:17:00 PST

gah !

i want to hug you and tell you that everything will be alright. i promise everything will be alright. i want to protect you from everything that's hurting you but neither of us know what that is. for ...
Posted by amanda. (: on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:01:00 PST

well, yes.

well, sure i'm interested in love. but not the kind in the movies or in books. something very very different from that.waiting.
Posted by amanda. (: on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 12:37:00 PST

you know.

lately i've been listening to rufus wainwright more often than usual.and i've been experiencing peace of mind.maybe it's the "spirit of the season" but i don't think so.his music just relaxes me and p...
Posted by amanda. (: on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 10:53:00 PST

this is what happens when im bored.

i was thinking... i'm always like we're here as humans and we merely need to exist. everything just is and we just need to be and it's enough. but then i thought about one celled commodities like amoe...
Posted by amanda. (: on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 12:00:00 PST

katelyn nicole easter-wentz. (:

i decided to put her name as the subject so you know who i'm talking aboutbecause apparently people get that confused.this girl is my life.she knows more about me than i do.she understands what i say ...
Posted by amanda. (: on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 07:17:00 PST

for lack of a better subject : (:

the summer is almost over.and it has left a lot to be desired.a lot of my friends have graduated.and i have just now come to the realization that i may never see some of them again.and this is not som...
Posted by amanda. (: on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 01:07:00 PST

i love her.


Posted by amanda. (: on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:02:00 PST

harry potter and the deathly hallows.

i've practically been waiting all of my life for this moment it's entirely too important not to blog about. the book was completely amazing in every way imaginable, and j.k. rowling managed to bring e...
Posted by amanda. (: on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:07:00 PST