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About Me

one day you'll maybe find out.. but until then..
i rock gap, and your mother's face.
i wear boy underwear.
i love walking on streets in the middle of the night, when no one is around and pretending i am the only person alive.i love God.
i follow Jesus Christ wholeheartedly. he is my life, my strength, my all.
i love soccer.
my eye lashes are so long they hit my glasses every time i blink.
my life is dependent on music.
i hate being cold.
if i'm not smiling or laughing, something is probably wrong.
i love collar bones.
especially collar bone kisses.
or shoulder.
i am quite aggressive when i get tickled.
i'm hopeful.
rain showers in the sun is what i look forward to all year.
cameo apples are my favorite food.
i'm so far from perfect you don't even know what's up.
i'm usually up flying, and don't you dare make me come down.
you are welcome up though, if you would like.
i'm notably shy when i meet new people,
but immoderately blunt once we've become friends.
i am a girl.
and reasonably hot tempered.
it's amusing.
just look at it as a good way of getting a laugh.
i like looking at things that captivate me.
i love art and making it.
ceramics and painting however, are my favorite.
i am ill educated, but i love learning and am very open to it.
i'd give anything not to be called ordinary.
i have several strange obsession,
but things happen for a reason.
let's go on that adventure now.
revenge is a dish best served cold.. fuck your couch.. and orange juice bottles.

My Interests

"it's not what you're looking at that matters, but how you are looking at it... that is what really counts."

i could never be the one that you want.. so don't ask..heartbeats.
i like salt..
and pepper.
jimmy eat world.
cereal box prizes.
weddings.
gummy bears.
music.
city noises.
tress.
disney movies.
camping.
film soundtracks.
1960's fashion
longboarding.
bad weather.
cityscapes.
old yearbooks.
watching the snow fall.
subways.
fireworks.
hiking.
art, space, noise.
photography.
laughing..
british accents.
alfred hitchcock.
minimalism.
aeronautics.
wave race 64.
children's literature.
oceanic vista.
fireflies in the twilight...

the only thing wrong with sunsets.. is they end..

I'd like to meet:

the doctor that diagnosed my mother with cancer.

someone that will kill me now..

Music:

you know it!

Movies:


i usually like any anime. i lub anime..
cowboy bebop. millennium actress. ghost in the shell. hellsing, death note. princess mononoke. my neighbor totoro. Whisper of the Heart.
good movies.. i usually love good movies.
Honorable mentions, The Royal Tenenbaums, The Machinist, A Scanner Darkly, Memento, Edward Scissorhands The Goonies, Grandma's Boy. The Lost Boys. American Psycho, The Burb’s, Gremlins, Zoolander, So I Married An Axe Murderer. Romeo and Juliet, Shooter, all the Ocean movies, 12 Monkeys, No Direction Home, The Warriors, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, (non-animated) Spawn, Hellraiser 1, Walk the Line, House on Haunted Hill(B-grade), House of the 1000 Corpses, Amelie, Naked Gun, The Devils Rejects, The Life Aquatic, Gangs Of New York, Ghost Busters, Ghost Busters 2, Pulp Fiction, Stand By Me, Evil Dead, Evil Dead 2, Herald and Maude, Garden State, Lost in Translation, and any bloody zombie movie(Day of the dead, Dawn of the Dead, Night of the living dead, Land of the Dead, The Undead, etc.). Empire Records. Ghost World. Fight Club. Good Luck Chuck, Memoirs of a Geisha, Crash, Gummmo, Kung Fu Hustle, Planet Earth, Wedding Singer, Girls Just Want to Have Fun. Kill Bill One and Two, Hot Fuzz, Shawn of the Dead, Being John Malkovich, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, 300. Stardust. Crank. Rambo. Juno. The Feast of Love. Benny and Joon, The Darjeeling Limited, The Wedding Date. Underworld. Once. Across The Universe. Sunshine. The Italian Job. Snatch. I ♥ Huckabees. Peter Pan. Finding Neverland. Billy Elliot.
and you don't stop!

Television:

scrubs. adult swim. aquateen. simpsons. mxpc. food network. CSI. lost. futurama girls next door. desperate housewives. THS. that's 70's show. family guy. man vs. wild. dicovery channel.. history channel. metalocalypse.

Books:

where to start..
mind games.
a seperate peace.
chasing red bird.
because i love you.
you are special.
the perks of being a wallflower.
touching spiritbear.
sex drugs and coco puffs.
fight club.
the last of the mohicans.
grey owl.
house of leaves.
custer died for your sins.

Heroes:

murderface. sha. rachael.

My Blog

falling slowly..

I don't know youBut I want youAll the more for thatWords fall through meAnd always fool meAnd I can't reactAnd games that never amountTo more than they're meantWill play themselves outTake this sinkin...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 12:10:00 PST

this is to you, and only you, so read it..

i have style, and i have class.i have green and blue and brass.and oh, might i add, very bad ass?i have a heart, and it’s not made of gold.but it is made of delicate twine and silk periwinkle ri...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 10:04:00 PST

i thought when tides end it was pretty.

Scoop my eyes out with rusty and disease covered soup spoons.. Tie my hands with barbwire and thin metal twine. Go on, don't hesitate.. Kick me around with those black boots of yours i hate, and beat ...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 10:15:00 PST

ill save you.

i'm reaching out my hand.you are falling further behind. i can't barely hold myself up,my grasp on this bar is gradually achoring away.but i am willing to give you my all. i'll hold on more tightly, i...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 04:31:00 PST

the truth hurts, little girl.

i am the biggest piece of shit, ever.
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:53:00 PST

earthquake.

i didn't steal anyone..you just wouldn't let us in.you got further."cuz, baby i'm not alright when you go, i am not fine. please be all mine. i never want you to go. because, i am all yours so please ...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 07:21:00 PST

this has got to end.

this has got to end one way or another.i am so sick of all your lies. and to put it less harshly, i am sick of you not keeping your word to me.i thought i could trust you more than anyone, but as the ...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:34:00 PST

mazing. i'm a sucker for emo's.

When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can b...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:10:00 PST

yeah.... gril?

i hate school so much already. seriously it is stressing me out and i feel like i have no time for anything.. arg. on the better note.. if i get better grades then my mom, i get a dope gift. some good...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 10:42:00 PST

ummmmhmmm.

it is almost my birthday. haha. big one six. i a m o n m y w a y t o b e c o m i n g a l a d y . w o o o o t ! ! ...
Posted by [[ mega-cataclysmic. ]] on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 04:49:00 PST