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About Me

We are entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth,
We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds,
Handsome and smart.
Oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
That works harder than my heart.
And its all from watching TV,
And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldn't stop if I could.
Oh it hurts to be this good.
You're holding on to your grudge.
Oh it hurts to always have to be honest
With the one that you love.
Oh, so let it go..

i care. i'll help. but don't tread on me.

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My Blog

the truth for all to see

and i'm not even surewhere i am anymoreor where to go from here.looking back, i should have seen this coming.still, it knocked me off my feet.i told myself it wouldn't hit me like this,but i can't hel...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Oct 2009 11:56:00 GMT

who needs happiness

it's either him or the world.him or me.him or family.him or friends.is that really love?is he showing that he loves you?or that he wants to control your life?is that love?control?i don't think so.mayb...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Sep 2009 11:32:00 GMT

i lied

i lied.when you asked me.you say you knew.does that mean you wantto feel like that too?i can only hope.
Posted by on Wed, 16 Sep 2009 21:41:00 GMT

can't happen.

Dont let me goIt will destroy meI cant let you goNo not before me.Your way with words scares the hell out of me.Indecisiveness, it draws out this fearMakes me wonder how long youll stay in my lifeH...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:16:00 GMT

be my friend.

it always ends thather heart is occupied.she does love him.she does need him.and i am jealous as hell.or that she's been too hurt.by hims in the past.and her wounded heart cant.let another him in.so s...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Sep 2009 02:34:00 GMT

yes you will

yes you willit's what you know.not what you need.it's what's comfortableand uncomfortable at the same time.it kills me to watchstand by, do nothing.but anything i dowon't help.won't change.a thing.but...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:56:00 GMT

summer fashions and burning the house down.

If God is love, and love is real, Why do i always seem to feel You're just wearing Him like a brand?The front of your shirt, decorated withthe summer fashions of my Beloved.Am I taking this too far fo...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 12:29:00 GMT

a purple tree and a green swing

This confident exterior masks a terrified little boy hiding from the future i'm letting pass me by, because i'm too scared to actually risk having to solely rely on myself  everyday to be even half as...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 17:03:00 GMT

drama?

haha i always find it funny when people post bulletins and blogs complaining about the drama in this town as if there was a point where there wasn't drama here, or a place where there isn't drama. "th...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Mar 2009 21:25:00 GMT

i ask these questions too much.

it seems i always have advice for others but when set in the same situations that ive given advice for, i reason that my case is special and different than anyone else's and cant find any sound advice...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 06:06:00 GMT