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About Me

My name is...
Life is what you make it out to be.
Sometimes I wish no bad things could ever happen, so the world would be happy. No terrorists, wars, gangs, abuse, bomb threats, rampages, etc.
I hate when I see someone close to me cry, I feel what they feel.
I hate it when I see someone close to me get hurt, I wish I could take their pain away from them. But I can't, I know I am supposed to stand strong for the people who are going through a hard time, but I just can't. and it's hard. The hurt I have felt and recieved from other people will never go away, I will always feel it, plus the hurt other people have.
I know people say it's life when something bad happens. But some people can't cope with it like some people can.
Some people are just stronger than others, and some people are weak.
I wish I was stronger.I'm going through a hard time right now, and I am not sure I can deal with it. I know there's people around me to help me, but some can't. They don't know what I'm going through.
They can't help me, they can't feel what I'm feeling.
I don't know what's coming, and I wish I did, so I could prepare for what's in the future.
All I can do is hope for the best, and make sure the people I love around me are okay, and do whatever I can do for them that's possible.
SOMETIMNES I JUST WISH I COULD TAKE THEIR PROBLEMS AWAY.
How could people be so mean to someone they love?!
HOW?
I hate him, I hate him, I HATE HIM.
I wish he could just disappear, so he couldn't hurt anyone anymore.
I want my family to be free of hurt.
I don't want anymore drama.
I can't say I love you to him anymore, after years and years of hurt, I don't want to, and I don't want him to say he loves me either.
I want him to leave, just leave.
I don't believe he is going to, but I wish he would just leave.
I question this all the time, why would he stick around just to make everyone feel like shit?
People may think they know me because they hear or see what's going on in my house, but they will never truly honestly know, never.
They're not in my shoes, and they will never be in my shoes.
What I'm trying to say is I just want everyone to be happy. I know now that's impossible, it will never happen the way you want it to happen..
The people who are there for me and are trying to make me feel better, thank you so much, I love you guys.
And I definitly don't want to loose any of you.
Thank you.
He's coming back.
Will he ever be able to change?
LOVE
is when he touches me, and I become weak.
It's when he stops what he's doing so he can look over at me and smile.
It's when he knocks into me just to see my smile back at him.
It's when I can't be angry with him longer than 5 seconds.
It's the feeling I get whenever I think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too.
It's when I can feel him stare at me from across the room.
It's when he listens to everything I say even if he doesn't care.
It's when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does MEAN IT.
It's when he sits beside me when there are 18 other available seats.
LOVE
is how nobody makes me feel the way he does, when he sticks up for me.
It's when he offers up his seat.
It's when I can remember everything he has ever said or did.
It's when I couldn't possibly stop the feelings I have for him
It's knowing he would never hurt me.
LOVE
is HIM and ME...
just ME and HIM.
Eric
Eric and I have been going out for almost 7 months. I wish I could be with him 24/7, because every time I am, I swear that we both forget about everything that is going on around us.
When we hold one another, I love it when I can hear him breathing on my shoulders, I love it because it's just the best feeling would could have with someone that you love so freaking much, that you can't even explain how you feel about them because there no words to explain it.
Sometimes, I just wanna jump on top of him, hold him down, and lick him all over. xP
But anyways, he's always there for me, if ever need any advice, or someone needs to cheer me up
GUESS WHAT!
He's right there. :)
In our future I wanna 5 kids with him, lolll.
I wanna have 3 kids, and adopt 2.
I know that sounds crazy, because it has been like 7 months, but I'm
crazy in-love.
No one could ever find a guy better than him, he's 1 out of a billion.
OMFG!
Eric is so fucking addictive. ♥
I love you Eric!
3♥31♥07
[E+A] is me
[A+E][spec]ericswolfmeyer is Eric
[E+A]: OMG
[E+A]: I
[E+A]: just love you soOoOOooOoOOO much.
[A+E][Spec]ericswolfmeyer: y?
[E+A]: What do you mean why?
[E+A]: What kind of question is that
[A+E][Spec]ericswolfmeyer: errrrrr
[E+A]: Sorrrrrry
[E+A]: I'll answer, lol.
[E+A]: I love you because everytime I am with you, you make me feel like noone else has before. Like I said when you touch me I tremble, and when you kiss me I get this rush through my body. When you look at I always smile because you're the most amazing guy I have ever known.
[E+A]: * at me
[A+E][Spec]ericswolfmeyer: awe
[A+E][Spec]ericswolfmeyer: well i am glad
[A+E][Spec]ericswolfmeyer: b/c i love you so much too
I wanna be the girl he can be goofy around.
I wanna be the girl he can tell anything to.
I wanna be the girl he's scared to loose.
I wanna be the girl he can hold hands with in public and not
care what anyone says!
I wanna be the girl who is always on his mind.
Most of all I wanna be the girl he
loves. /

My Interests

♥Eric♥

I
just wanna TOUCH you.
I
just wanna FUCK you.

I'd like to meet:

-Comment-

Music:

Metal
&&
Techno

Books:

Vampire
Murder
Mystery
Twisted books

My Blog

Life

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.So love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don't.Believe that everything happens for a reason.If you get a chance take it.If i...
Posted by [Ah Tt] = [Orgazmyk!] on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:00:00 PST

I love Eric.

I really miss being with Eric. D''=I hate not being with him, I feel so lonely.He's the best, and no one could ever find a best friend and a boyfriend like him!I love him soOooO much!...
Posted by [Ah Tt] = [Orgazmyk!] on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 09:14:00 PST