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Josue

've been thinking of everything I used to want to be

About Me

the first guy is dereks bro... the sec one Juan 3rd ths derek him self... the one hiding is me... haha...

Disorder Info


(Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal)
Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.....
(Paranoid Personality Disorder) - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.....
(Schizoid Personality Disorder) - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings......
(Schizotypal Personality Disorder) - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior......
(Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic.)
Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.....
(Antisocial Personality Disorder) - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others........
(Borderline Personality Disorder) - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.......
(Histrionic Personality Disorder) - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered......
(Narcissistic Personality Disorder) - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.......
(Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive.)
Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful......
(Avoidant Personality Disorder) - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism.....
(Dependent Personality Disorder) - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior........
(Obsessive)-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.......... (my results)......
Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic............
Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment..............
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive............
Your Love Number is
1
You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective. You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart. At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around. What Is Your Love Number?
You Are A Realist
You are more romantic than 20% of the population. When it comes to romance, you tend to take a realistic approach. You believe that love takes time, and it's something you have to work hard for. A bit cynical, over the top romance tends to get under your skin. Your heart is difficult to win ... but it's totally worth it. Are You Romantic or Realistic?
J Judicial
O Orderly
S Sensational
U Useful
E Exquisite
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Your Deadly Sins


Envy: 40%
Gluttony: 40%
Greed: 40%
Lust: 40%
Pride: 40%
Sloth: 40%
Wrath: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%
You will die in a duel. How Sinful Are You?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Josue
Birthday: 05-21-1984
Birthplace: sun town, california
Current Location: yakima
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black, vary dark brown
Height: 6.3
Right Handed or Left Handed: both manly (right i think)....
Your Heritage: mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today: lugz
Your Weakness: lack of courage... (aka im way to shy) sad relly...
Your Fears: being alone....(It like being empty inside...)
Your Perfect Pizza: meat lovers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting a vary good paying job....(most likly not)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: (^.~), lol, :P, peace out and keep it real (...) ( o )( o )
Thoughts First Waking Up: going back to sleep...
Your Best Physical Feature: tall... eyes...strong....(only cuz im tall) im relly kinda weak...
Your Bedtime: 5:00 am or when ever
Your Most Missed Memory: my x...(long story) (but she was hot never knew waht she saw in me...)
Pepsi or Coke: It's all about the coke.....
McDonalds or Burger King: It's all about the king...
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: it all about the coloer... err yah uhhh....
Cappuccino or Coffee: all about the pleasure the cappuccino.
Do you Smoke: ummm... some times only when im like, yah...
Do you Swear: i would never ;)
Do you Sing: some time's when im alone.....
Do you Shower Daily: mostly, there are expt.... but i do manly, after work, and if im going out...
Have you Been in Love: yes... and it suck's, the falling is cool, the rocky bottom suck's......(aka reality) (think that how you spell it)....
Do you want to go to College: deffinetly, (but im poor) (and have to much pride to ask for help)
Do you want to get Married: some day (trying to under stand me, befor i try to under stand some one els)
Do you belive in yourself: not relly, depand's on day and in waht i want...
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: uhhhh...you tell me...
Are you a Health Freak: not relly no...
Do you get along with your Parents: yup...i love em...:P
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell yah...lightin my gry day... :P
Do you play an Instrument: some... piano drums.... guitar...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hell yah... (Chris & Josue + my beer ;P
In the past month have you Smoked: yes...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: not telling :P
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope... busy working...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: no... never i will choke, big time stage fright...
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes...(it was hella fun) ;)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope... not yet, im poor thow... :P
Ever been Drunk: ever been sober...
Ever been called a Tease: never :P
Ever been Beaten up: yes... long story...
Ever Shoplifted: nope... not that i remamber... my mom says i did, when i was 2 but i dont think that counts.... took a loly pop...
How do you want to Die: in a deep sleep...(i know im a cowerd)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: rich...
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan (four fathers of are gaming systems) (aka are first one any how)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green
Favourite Hair Color: blond, red...
Short or Long Hair: all about the long hair...
Height: 5.8 6.8
Weight: 75-155
Best Clothing Style: Any as long as it looks good...
Number of Drugs I have taken: as befor not telling.... ;)
Number of CDs I own: over 40
Number of Piercings: none so far...
Number of Tattoos: none yet...
Number of things in my Past I Regret: lots but life is to shot to remamber them all...
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Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken...................................................... ......................


The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?With a quick mind, versatility and the courage to take risks your life is colourful and adventurous. In order to balance this you enjoy a tranquil retreat at times for your emotional wellbeing. Idealistic and humanitarian you have strong convictions and are prepared to stand up for them in pursuit of positive social change. Leadership ability is well marked. Your charm and sparkling personality wins people over and brings you many admirers.......
trait snapshot:

secretive, reclusive, messy, disorganized, introverted, unassertive, rarely worries, dislikes large parties, does not like to fit in, does not need to control others, solitary, ambivalent about chaos, tough, leisurely, does not respect authority, not aggressive, observer, abstract, impractical, dislikes leadership, daydreamer, bizarre, does not make friends easily, not a perfectionist, suspicious, rarely irritated, strong physical instincts, unsympathetic at times, risk taker, submissive, weird, sarcastic, strange
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How long can u last in bed???

Over 60 minutes
Damn...u really know how to work it and keep the heat up for a long time. U prolly experiment and tease a lot. Your partner thinks you're a kinky bitch and loves doing it with u. U keep it coming and know how to make it fun. You really know how to pull an all-nighter and make it extra special. You get the caressing, teasing, and experimenting in all in night. It makes u even more irresistible and the sex even more intimate.

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||| 16%
Altruism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||| 16%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Are you one of the 3 P`s? (Poser, Punk, Prep)
What do they call you?
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You are: YOURSELF! - Yes, you are N0T one of the 3 P`s. GO Y0U! You have your own style and personality that is impossible to label! There is not one word that can describe you. All there is to say is...NEVER CHANGE.
You are a true: Friend - Your not selfish at all! You care about other people and their needs.
You like: You like playing the guitar, or at least you want to learn how to. The guitar is a cool instrument...and you realize that! =) Have fun and keep practicing.
One of your go0d qualities is: that your Caring - Your a very caring person, you care about others around you and people realize that. Stay the way you are.

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You Have A Type A- Personality
A- You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds Do You Have a Type A Personality?

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What type of truck are you?


Chevy
You are one hell of a person Chevy all the way
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level 42 orc hunter is there to witness it all. On Mannoroth. I feel that this is a very accurate representation of what it was like. The song is I Get Wet by Andrew WK. This is World of Warcraft, by the way. I am in the awesomest guild ever: D & c.

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look's like my bro miguel car...

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hurt
i hurt myself today!... to see if i still feel. i focus on the pain. the only thing that's real.......
the needle tears a hole. the old familiar sting. try to kill it all away. but i remember everything........
what have i become?... my sweetest friend. everyone i know. goes away in the end.......
you could have it all. my empire of dirt. i will let you down. i will make you hurt!......
i wear my crown of shit. on my liar's chair. full of broken thoughts. i cannot repair..........
beneath the stain of time. the feeling disappears. you are someone else. i am still right here........
what have i become?... my sweetest friend. everyone i know!.... goes away in the end...
you could have it all. my empire of dirt. i will let you down. i will make you hurt.........
if i could start again... a million miles away... i would keep myself... i would find a way......


something I can never have!
want something!
I still recall the taste of your tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.
You make this all go away! You make this all go away! I'm down to just one thing! I'm starting to scare myself... You make this all go away! You make it all go away! I just want something! I just want something I can never have!
You always were the one to show me how... Back then I couldn't do things that I can do now. This thing is slowly taking me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
Come on tell me! You make this all go away! You make this all go away! I'm down to just one thing! I'm starting to scare myself... You make this all go away! You make it all go away! I just want something... I just want something I can never have...
In this place it seems like such a shame! Though it all looks different now, I know it's still the same... Everywhere I look, you're all I see... Just a fading fucking reminder! of who I used to be...
Come on tell me! You make this all go away! You make this all go away! I'm down to just one thing! I'm starting to scare myself... You make this all go away! You make this all go away! I just want something... I just want something I can never have... I just want something I can never have.........

Heroes:


A simple friend
A real friend...
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!
A simple friend reads this e-mail and deletes it. A real friend passes it on and sends it back to you!
Pass this on to anyone you care about......if you get it back you have no beginning, no end. It keeps us together, like our Circle of Friends.
When you are down to nothing ... God is up to something!
;o
A really good friend
this is my oath...
Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality?? well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship:
1. when you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. when you are blue - I will try to dislodge wahtever is choking you.
3. when you smile - I will know you finally got laid.
4. when you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance i get.
5. when you are worried - I i will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.
6. when you are confused - I will use little words.
7. when you are sick - stay the hell away from me until you are well again. i don't want whatever you have.
8. when you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
this is my oath... i pledge it till the end, because you are my friend. send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get depressed because you can only think of nine. ;)
remember: A good friend will help you move. A really good friend will help you move a body. Let me know if i ever need to bring a shovel. ;P
confused
By: anonymous
my knees start to shake, when you'er in sight. my mind is filled with wonder, my heart with fright.
when will this feeling stop? when did it start? how can i listen to my mind, without breaking my heart?
i'm so confused. what should i do? i can't think of anything, except you.
should i ignore you, or just give it time? i can't think straight, my heart controls my mind.
kids who are different
here's to kids who are different, kids who don't always get As, kids who have ears twice the size of their peer, and noses that go on for days.
here's to the kids who are different, kids they call crazy or dumb, kids who dont't fit, with the guts and the grit, who dance to a different drum.
here's to the kids who are different, kids with a mischievous streak. for when they have grown, As History has shown, it's their difference that make them unique.
practical application
That Josue mission...
he's teathing her arithmetic, he said it was his mission, he kissed her once, he kissed her twice and said, "now that's addition." and as he added smack by smack in silent satisfaction, she sweetly gave the kisses back and said, "now that's subtraction." then he kissed her, she kissed him, without an explanation, and both together smiled and said, "that's multipication." then dad appeared upon the scene and made a quick decision. he kicked that kid three blocks away and said, "that's long division!"
so how do you boost an ego??
If you treat an individual as he is, he will remain as he is. but if you treat him as if he were what he ought to be and could be, he will become what he ought to be and could be.
losing an enemy
If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him somthing to drink.
it's tough to be a teenager
it's tough to be a teenager, no one really knows what the pressure is like in school, this is how it goes.
i wake up every morning, and stare into this face i wanna be good lookin; but feel like a disgrace.
my friends they seem to like me, if i follow through with their dare, but when i try to be myself, they never seem to care
my mom, well she keeps saying, i gatta make the grade while both my parents love me, it slowly seems to fade.
it seems like everyone i know is trying to be so cool and every time i try, i end up just a fool.
i've thought about taking drugs, i really don't want to you know but i just don't fit in, and it's really startin' to show.
maybe if i could make the team, i'll stand out in the crowed if they could see how hard i try, i know they would be proud.
you see i'm still a virgin, my friends they can't find out 'cause if they really knew the truth, i know they'd laugh and shout.
sometimes i really get so low, i want to cash it in my problems really aren't so bad, if i think of how life's been.
sometimes i'm really lost, and wonder what to do i wonder where to go, who can i talk to.
it's tough to be a teenager, sometimes life's not fair i wish i had somewhere to go, and someone to CARE.
no matter what happens
i remember a time when each day was long, when the world was a playground and my life a song, and i fluttered through years with barely a care, ignoring the future and what waited there.
shcool was intriguing and filled with delights. i played away daytimes and dreamed away nights. my parents assured me i had nothing to fear, and that no matter what happened, they'd always be there.
little i knew of a world outside home, where tragedy, sorrow and murder could roam. all i saw were blue skies, rainbows and stars. i looked past destruction of building and cars.
as a child, my biggest concern was just me; i had to be happy, i had to be free. and if i was content, i would not shed a tear, and no matter what happend, i still would be here.
but as i grow up, darkness start to set in; my bright world has turned into concrete and tin. i now see the violence i looked past before; my friends start to die and my heart hits the floor.
deadly diseases claim people i love, there are landfills below me, pollution above. i often think back to when life was a game. but no matter what happens, it can't be the same.
there are days when i just want to break down and howl, to give up completely, to throw in the towel, but i hold my head high and i push my way through. i have too much to give and so much to do.
and i make a vow that, though it'll be hard, i'll go on with a smile and play every card. i'll give all i can, help others and love. no matter what happens, life will bloom again, and the strength i don't have will come from above.
so come, take my hand, and through darkness we will sail-- if we all join together, we never can fail. we'll remember to care, remember to feel, and no matter waht happens, our world we will heal...

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Quotes

If I Let You Go Day after day, time pass awayAnd I just can't get you off my mindNobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching, but I can't findThe courage to show, to letting you knowI've never...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 01:01:00 PST

Jokes

A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a wome...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 12:57:00 PST

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We all know we have some freaks on myspace, some may be on your friends list and you don't even know it! Post this survey tosee who are the freaks and who aren't! Enjoy!!******************************...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:34:00 PST

If you had me alone ...

If you had me alone ... IF YOU HAD ME ALONE ....... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO? WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME?  TELL ME IN MY INBOX......
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 02:46:00 PST

YOUR ZODIAC SIGN

  Josue M!! may 21 is smack on both HA!!!! GEMINI-TAURUS now how many peeps can say that!!!   CANCER Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed. Most horny.   PISCES Caring. Smar...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 12:20:00 PST

My co-worker mom died&

    My co-worker mom died& Yah my co-worker/friend mom died 3 days ago. He taking it purity hard& seen him he was all tore up, and stuff& she died at 42. That is way to young, if you ask me&...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:32:00 PST

Fort Simcoe job corps, and my time.

  Fort Simcoe job corps, and my time. I was in at Davis high school. And I was getting kicked out for missing to many days averag 30 something days. Had As but I missed more then 9 day so I coul...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 07:28:00 PST

my trip that was hell

 I was late for work>:*( my car engine froze&. My car gone& I will try to revive it some time, but for now im with out a ride. Cora dropped me off at work today. Worked sucked. I was slugging ...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 04:28:00 PST

How Far Would You Go?? For Me??

be honest now..Put "yes" or "no" do whichever ones u want toKiss me..Hug me..Love me..Hold me..Lie to me..Hurt me..Dance with me..Grind with me..Cuddle with me..Make a move on me..Watch a movie with m...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Mon, 31 Oct 2005 08:08:00 PST

happind on night of August 27, 2005

i was a DND today.... errr yesterday.... ok it all started out me and chris took off to pick up 2 girls at 7:30... chris took his ants Dodge blazer... got sam... alli was not ready and told us she ca...
Posted by Josue Martinez!!! R.I.P. Juan Luise Guido on Sun, 28 Aug 2005 09:05:00 PST