WELL THIS REALLY ISN'T SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE PUT IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION, BUT I'M GONNA PUT IT HERE ANYWAY! ....
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY IS IT THAT I FEEL AS IF I AM CURSED TO LIVE A LIFE OF GUILT AND SHAME?
THAT WHY IS IT THAT NO MATTER HOW GOOD OF A PERSON YOU ARE, GOD TREATS YOU AS IF YOU ARE THE DEVIL HIMSELF?
DON'T GET ME WRONG I AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR THE PEOPLE I HAVE MET IN MY LIFE AND WHO I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CALL THEM A FRIEND, HOWEVER, THERE ARE A SELECT FEW OUT THERE WHO HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING me!!!!!!!WHO I COULD CARELESS ABOUT AND LETS JUST SAY IF OUR PATHS CROSS AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW WHY THEY SAY KARMA IS A BITCH!
LET ME JUST SAY RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW, I AM APOLOGIZING TO ALL WHO HAVE DECIDED TO JUST FORGET ABOUT ME, I KNOW I'M AN ASSHOLE AND HAVE BEEN A JERK, BUT HEY I HAVE MY REASONS, AND IF I HAVE NEEDED TO BE ALONE TO FIGURE SHIT OUT, THEN SO BE IT...
OVER THE PAST FEW MONTHS AND OVER WHICH I'M SURE WILL BE ANOTHER FEW MONTHS, I WILL BE GOING THROUGH A FAZE IN MY LIFE THAT I TRULY DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN, SO IF YOU ARE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THE FUNDAMENTAL THOUGHT OF WHAT IT MEANS FOR SOMEONE TO FIND THEMSELVES, THEN PLEASE, I THANK YOU AND HOPE THAT IT DOES NOT CAUSE ANY BAD FEELINGS BETWEEN US...
I AM A SIMPLE GUY WHO, WELL, GREW UP WAY TOO YOUNG AND HAS DECIDED TO STOP GROWING UP ALONG THE WAY AND WHICH ULTIMATELY HAS SCREWED UP MY HEAD...CALL ME PSYCHO OR CALL ME WHAT YOU WILL, BUT I AM TROUBLED, BUT NOT BY THE CAUSE OF MY ACTIONS, BUT BY THE CAUSE OF NO REACTION...
THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE IN THIS WORLD WHO GO AFTER WHAT THEY WANT AND MAKE IT EVERY INTENTION TO OBTAIN THAT GOAL NO MATTER THE CONSEQUENCES. WELL I AM PUTTING MY FOOT DOWN ON ALL YOU FUCKING S.O.B'S WHO THINK IT IS OK TO SCREW WITH MY LIFE OR ANYONE ELSES! THE PROBLEM WITH SOME OF YOU OUT THERE IS YOU FORGET TO REALIZE THAT THERE IS A TERM CALLED "RESPECT" AND WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT MEANING OF IT YOU ARE USING BUT LETS USE THIS VERSION....RESPECT IS THE "Willingness to show consideration or appreciation [of others]..." NOW ASK YOURSELF THIS? ARE YOU DOING THIS? ARE YOU RESPECTING EACH AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU? OR BETTER YET YOURSELF?...DIDN'T THINK SO!
WELL THAT SORT OF FELT GOOD TO GET OFF MY CHEST, BUT NOW FOR A LIL' ABOUT ME (CONSIDERING THIS IS THE ABOUT ME SECTION)...
WELL I'M SURE YOU KNOW BUT IF YOU DONT ILL TELL YOU NOW... MY NAME IS KEVIN, I LIVE IN SOUTH JERSEY AND I AM 27. I SADLY LIVE AT HOME BUT I DO NOT PUT MYSELF IN SHAME ABOUT IT. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL BAD BUMPS IN THE ROAD, AND HAVE BEEN FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO HAVE MY FAMILY THERE FOR ME, ESPECIALLY MY MOM AND DAD. MOVING ON...I HAVE A COLLEGE DEGREE FROM A GOOD INSTITUTION IN THAT OF ROWAN UNIVERSITY, I CURRENTLY WORK FULL TIME FOR A TEMP AGENCY (HEY ITS MONEY RIGHT?), I AM GAY (NOT THAT HAS ANY BEARING ON WHO I AM DEEP-DOWN AS A PERSON ANYWHO) I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL, AND AS EVERYONE KNOWS, I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM. I HAVE A FEW GOOD, CLOSE FRIENDS, AND THEY AS WELL KNOW I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, ESPECIALLY ONE IN PARTICULAR ;) ;)...
HAD ENOUGH? OK THOUGHT SO, WELL FOR NOW I'M GONNA LEAVE THIS SECTION ALONE AND MAYBE WHEN I COME BACK TO IT, I WONT BE SOOOO PISSY OR BE A BITCH ABOUT LIFE, BUT EH, WE ALL HAVE OUR MOMENTS, (MINE JUST HAPPEN SPREAD OUT OVER A GOOD COURSE OF A FEW YEARS)
IN CLOSING...IF YOU READ THIS AND WELL FIT IN TO SOME CATEGORIES MENTIONED ABOVE, I HOPE YOU ARE ABLE TO FIGURE WHICH PART ;), BUT IF YOU'RE NOT, SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE ON HERE OR THROUGH AIM (fireandburn) OR YAHOO (kevin_fr_1222), AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THIS OR WHATEVER ELSE IS BOTHERING YOU! DON'T HOLD BACK, B/C IF YOU DO, I WILL KNOW IT!
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