aleks lukemia

real name: alexa
soph@stac
I have a personality. And chances are it'll weird you out.
I'm really awkward and quiet when I first meet people, but after a while I get loud and obnoxious.
Some people I meet, and after one second I love them, but I feel like they never like me no matter how many times we've hung out.
I really don't like myself all that much. I'm really annoying and I have a problem with letting other people take control of things.
I don't like people who talk major shit about someone behind their backs, and then go and hang out with them like they're best friends two seconds later. That is so obscenely fake it hurts.
I hate when people say "I listen to cooler/better music than you. And I probably know all the names of the people in the bands. And music is likeee my lifee". People like that need to sit the fck down. No one gives a shit what kind of music you listen to or if you know them all. And if you think that that's what people judge you on, you need a fcking reality check.
I don't drink (much), don't smoke, don't believe in God, and don't eat meat. But I don't care if you do. I don't preach.
One thing that you can accuse me of is saying lol too much online. Every other sentence I will say it, I swear to you.
I am a chashier at BJs WHOLESALE CLUB. And it sometimes makes me hate my life
There is no reason for shitty spelling and grammar when you talk to me. It just makes it harder for me to understand the stupidity that's probably spewing out of your mouth.
lol.
&i love being an individual even though i dress like everyone else, listen to the same scene music as everyone, and have the sameexact haircut as them too. like omfgzz we're so hxccc
Stop telling people to stop copying the way you have your hair or the way you dress. The chances you're the one that started that style are slim to frigging none. Stop complaining about other people doing it, you're just as much of a conformist as they are.
aim - dyingscenex
The closest you'll ever come to knowing me.: livejournal