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tigerlily [KMP♥]

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About Me

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
and I am finally waking up.

Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust,
and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems,
and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again,
but life goes on.
A good friend taught me how to really appreciate life,
so I'm gonna wrap my arms around it & never let go.
this is a love you will never understand... ♥
So in the end, was it worth it?
Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become.
It's always the last days of summer
and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in.
I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments.
Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it.
Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there.
And now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive.
But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent.
There are no more white horses or pretty ladies at my door.
"you can take a road that takes you to the stars
i can take a road that will see me through"

My Interests

NHL ♥♥

MLB ♥

Richard, Anaheim, the sports page, piano, newport, hinduism, buddhism, pacifism, philosophy, astrology, astronomy, numerology, tarot, literature, analyzing dreams, sociology

I'd like to meet:

this is the way i live♥
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My #1 boys

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Wayne Gretzky
Leonardo Dicaprio
Andrew McMahon
Sidney Crosby
Evgeni Malkin
Jeff Mathis
Mario Lemieux
Jaromir Jagr
Mark Messier
Vladimir Guerrero
Alex Rodriguez
Derek Jeter
Paul Kariya
Andrew Reynolds
and probably Sirius Black...

Music:

We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams♥

Movies:

Blow, Peter Pan, Alice in Wonderland, Titanic, Blood Diamond, Old School, 40 Year Old Virgin, The Professional

Television:

Sports, Friends, Seinfeld, Weeds, The Office, Pushing Daisies, THC, NatGeo

Books:

Greek Mythology, Hindu & Buddhist Scriptures, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Sound & the Fury, Song of Solomon, & J.K. Rowling...

Heroes:

Kayla Marie Preuss♥
Sep. 10, 1991 - May 24, 2008
The candle that shines twice as bright burns only half as long...

When you lose a part of yourself to somebody you know, it takes a lot to let go. Every breath that you remember, pictures fade away, but memory's forever. An empty chair at all the tables, & I'll be seeing you when all my days boil down. For now we'll say goodbye, we know it's not the last time.
She's got a smile that it seems to me reminds me of childhood memories where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky. Now & then when i see her face she takes me away to that special place, & if i stare too long i'd probably break down & cry.
She's got eyes of the bluest skies, as if they thought of rain. I hate to look into those eyes & see an ounce of pain. Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place where as a child i'd hide & pray for the thunder & the rain to quietly pass me by.
You taught me the greatest lessons in life without even trying. If I could only see you one more time...there's so many more words. I know you had the time of your life. You truly are my hero, Kayla Baby, you saved me.
rest in love homegirl
♥♥♥

My Blog

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after...and after...more to come after i scan my other pictures...good times =]...
Posted by tigerlily [KMP♥] on Wed, 07 May 2008 03:34:00 PST