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lubs

i know you think that i'm someone you can trust, but i'm scared i'll get scared...

About Me

the best song out there right now:
Maybe
I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe
Someday
When we're at the same place
When we're on the same road
When it's okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe
I'm confusing as hell
I'm north and south
And I'll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I'll try
Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe
One day
We'll meet again and you'll need me, you'll see me completely
Every little bit
Oh yeah maybe you'll love me, you'll love me then
I don't want to be tough
And I don't want to be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop 'cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe
I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I'm thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might
Maybe, love maybe
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"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in. We think we don't deserve love, we think if we let it in we'll become too soft.
LOVE IS THE ONLY RATIONAL ACT."

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i think this is one of the sweetest movie scenes ever. i cant even imagine what it would feel like to have someone love me this much but i envy Keira Knightly's character & i hope someday i will feel it too.
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~There's never nothing going on. There are no ordinary moments.~
~Give in to love or live in fear.~
~The trouble with life is there's no background music.~
~Hate is easy. Love takes courage.~
~Sometimes things fall apart in order for other things to fall into place.~
~Alcohol seems to be the cause AND solution to all of life's problems.~
~Some things are better left unsaid.~
~If its really love, it will find you.~
~Make me laugh & I'll fall in love.~
~Death isn't sad. The sad thing is most people don't live at all.~
~Never make someone your everything because when they're gone, you're left with nothing.~
~The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.~
~Love hurts. End of story.~

Heaven is not a place you go when you die... Its that moment in life when you actually feel alive.
Sarah; (proper noun): princess ---- This IS a fact. Recognize.
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i am the biggest nerd you will ever meet...
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i like to be goofy and spontaneous and have a good time
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singing is what I was put on this earth to do
i have had some rough times in my life but they have only made me stronger
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"Your Mom" should be viewed as an acceptable answer to any question.
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i strongly believe in fate. random coincidences dont exist in my life... if we have something in common, theres a reason for it
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i have a tattoo of my zodiac sign on my lower back
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i absolutely cherish my memories of senior year
my dream truck is a 2004 Chevy Silverado 2500HD crew cab
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i never wear pajamas to bed, therefore there are always about 6 blankets on my bed
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if i cant do anything in the music industry, then i want to be a criminal profiler
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i love my girlfriends... you dont find amazing people like them every day
i really miss my hometown and i would love to live there again in the future
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i have a giant family & i love being with my cousins... they are some of my favorite people in the world
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i can be way too analytical sometimes... i can never just let things happen
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i can count my best friends on one hand and i know they'll always be there for me
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i'd rather go to a lake, than a beach... the ocean scares me
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sometimes i swear i have OCD because of how anal i can be about certain things
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i cant stand being whistled at by random guys... its degrading and embarassing
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sometimes i see myself falling back into old habits and it really scares me
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unfortunately, i am a MAGNET for guys who are rebounding... or even unavailable! they always seem to find me
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i have never once wished i was blonde
i already know who my 4 bridesmaids will be
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i take pride in how i look but dont confuse that with being high maintenance
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i grew up in the sticks, so im not afraid to get dirty
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i have had my heart shattered & i am still recovering from it but i finally realized that i deserve so much better than him
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They say the best of it has yet to come... I'm waiting.
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My Interests

so sexy almost evil ~

I L♥VE:
SINGING
laughing til i cry
being with my family
old friends
bonfires
good times
random thoughts
Sonora
sunsets
thunderstorms

driving anywhere
taking pictures
Switzerland
cupcakes
penguins
cows
myspace

I HATE:
being taken advantage of
being told what to do
most vegetables

I'd like to meet:

Drew Fuller is my celebrity crush. oh yes, i would have his babies.

"You will travel through the valley of rejection
You will reside in the land of morning mysts
And you will find your home
Though it will not be where you left it."

Music:

ALTERNATIVE:
+The All-American Rejects
+Angels & Airwaves
+The Ataris
+blink-182
+Boys Like Girls
+Dashboard Confessional
+Jacks Mannequin
+Matchbook Romance
+My Chemical Romance
+Taking Back Sunday
+Yellowcard

CLASSIC ROCK:
+Guns & Roses
+Nirvana
+Pearl Jam
+Pink Floyd
+Red Hot Chili Peppers

COUNTRY:
+Alabama
+Blue County
+Brad Paisley
+Brooks & Dunn
+Carolyn Dawn Johnson
+Carrie Underwood
+Colin Raye
+Cyndi Thompson
+Diamond Rio
+Emerson Drive
+Garth Brooks
+George Strait
+Gretchen Wilson
+Jessica Andrews
+Jimmy Wayne
+Johnny Cash
+Keith Urban
+Kenny Chesney
+LeAnn Rimes
+Little Big Town
+Lonestar
+Martina McBride
+Montgomery Gentry
+Phil Vasser
+Rascal Flatts
+Reba McEntire
+Sara Evans
+Terri Clark
+Tim McGraw
+Toby Keith
+Travis Tritt
+Trisha Yearwood

HIP HOP/R&B:
+Alicia Keys
+Beyonce
+Chamillionaire
+E-40
+Eminem
+Ludacris
+Sean Paul

POP:
+Ashlee Simpson
+Avril Lavigne
+Bonnie McKee
+Christina Aguilera
+Evanescence
+Jessica Simpson
+JoJo
+Justin Timberlake
+Josh Groban
+Kelly Clarkson
+Madonna
+Mandy Moore
+(OLD)Mariah Carey
+Michelle Branch
+Nelly Furtado
+Nora Jones
+Pink
+Pussycat Dolls
+Sarah McLachlin
+Saving Jane
+Shakira
+The Veronicas

RETRO:
+The Cure
+Def Leppard
+Depeche Mode
+Foreigner
+Journey
+The Police
+Starship
+U2

ROCK:
+3 Doors Down
+30 Seconds To Mars
+Bon Jovi
+Crossfade
+Daughtry
+Dredg
+Flipsyde
+The Fray
+Goo Goo Dolls
+Graham Colton Band
+Green Day
+Jack Johnson
+James Blunt
+John Mayer
+Keane
+The Killers
+Linkin Park
+Matchbox Twenty
+Nickelback
+Panic! At The Disco
+Plain White Tees
+Seminole County
+She Wants Revenge
+Snow Patrol
+Staind
+Stone Sour
+Sugarcult
+Three Days Grace

Movies:

A Walk To Remember
Billy Madison
Blood Diamond
Chicago
City of Angels
Clueless
Coach Carter
Crash
The Departed
Dirty Dancing
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Finding Nemo
Garden State
Greece
Happy Gilmore
Harry Potter
Ice Age
The Labyrinth
The Last Kiss
Man On Fire
Mothman Prophecies
Moulin Rouge
The Notebook
Peaceful Warrior
Rent
Silence of the Lambs
Sin City
The Sixth Sense
Swordfish
Top Gun
Van Wilder
Waiting...
You've Got Mail
...a million others

Television:



Charmed
Crossing Jordan
House
Nip/Tuck
The Simpsons
CSI
South Park
The OC (RIP)

stand-up on Comedy Central:
Brian Regan
Dane Cook

Books:

Tuesdays With Morrie - Mitch Albom
The DaVinci Code - Dan Brown
The Long Walk - Stephen King

Heroes:

my mom(s)
my grandparents
my best friend
anyone in the armed forces

My Blog

poem...song...whatever

i wrote this 2 months ago about someone whom i thought i had a future with... i wish that was still a possibility because i really do miss him but its very unlikely. anyway, i just found it and i want...
Posted by lubs on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 12:42:00 PST

how did i end up here?

i moved here 10 months ago to start over and get my life back on track and yet somehow, i am WORSE off than i was back then.i just had a semi-heated discussion with my mom and i would have blown up in...
Posted by lubs on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 06:28:00 PST

why cant i make up my mind?

i had a conversation with one of my best friends last night and he made me realize that i am impossible to please. i used to think that i was such an easy-going, care free person but after talking to ...
Posted by lubs on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 06:23:00 PST

tonight...

i get to see my Alex!! im so excited. i havent seen him in a few months... the last time was up at home & we went to The Ranch & got hammered together like old times... but i called him 2 nigh...
Posted by lubs on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 05:37:00 PST

forgive me

please forgive mei didnt mean for youto fall so fastyour eyes burn into minei think you can see straight to my soulyet you know nothing that is in my hearthow can i prepare youfor all the damage thats...
Posted by lubs on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 06:46:00 PST

overwhelmed

arent these supposed to be the best years of our lives? arent your 20's supposed to be a time of partying and having a good time with friends and just... living?i'm 21 years old and this has been the ...
Posted by lubs on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:43:00 PST

dreams suck

so lately i've been having a lot of nightmares and it was really starting to get to me. they never had a plot or storyline. they were always really brief and frighteningly to the point... the most rec...
Posted by lubs on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 01:07:00 PST

always on my mind

someone please tell me what it is i have to do to be happy again? dont get me wrong, things have actually been going really well lately. i finally deleted all those phone numbers that were wasting spa...
Posted by lubs on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 05:22:00 PST

BTS!!!

i dont even know how but SOMEHOW i managed to forget to write about the concert the other night. UGH!! how dare i?? i dont even know... i dont even care... what is jelly?... whoa sorry. Friday night, ...
Posted by lubs on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 07:40:00 PST

FRIENDS!!!!

my mom bought the remaining 5 seasons that i did not already have & they came today!!!!! i'm so damn excited but madre said i cant watch them without her.  lame!!! ugh.but she'll never k...
Posted by lubs on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:33:00 PST