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F(r)iend

Goddamn, this is a pretty fuckin good milkshake!

About Me

My name is Carl, I'm a fairly interesting person, if you truly get to know me I'm sure that you'll never forget me. I've changed a lot in the past few years, especially the last six months. I'm happier than I've ever been, which makes for some funny reunions. Music is becoming a very large part in my life again, I'm hoping that it overtakes me. My humor lies a bit on the dark side, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I live with no regrets, I feel that we have only one chance to live, so I'm going to enjoy it.

My Interests

Spending time with my friends. Music, I play fourteen instruments and am classically trained in all of them, I also sing. Partying, I'm still young so I'm going to enjoy it as much as possible. Reading, look at life through someone else's eyes. Science, buzz off. Anything with horror, especially survival-horror video games. Concerts, festivals. Movies, poetry, and theatre.

I'd like to meet:

Dimebag Darrell R.I.P., Aaron Lewis, John Petrucci, Joe Satriani, Steve Vai, Marilyn and Shirley Manson, Albert Einstein, Claude Debussy, Ludwig Von Beethoven. I'd like to meet anyone who doesn't throw up a facade in order to try to fit in, who's funny and just likes to have a good time.

Music:

Metal, industrial, rock, 90's pop, alternative, and a buttload of 80's music. Staind, Marilyn Manson, The 69 eyes, trivium, dimmu borgir, arch enemy, killswitch engage, shadows fall, avenged sevenfold, static x, rammstein, Ra, muse, nickleback, three doors down, pantera, mushroomhead, rob zombie, black label society, down, tool, a perfect circle, dream theater, seether, sevendust, taproot, alien ant farm, the used, afi, steve vai, joe satriani, sabbath, nile, covenant, living sacrifice, byzantine, papa roach, mudvayne, disturbed, blindside, cold, coal chamber, atreyu, etc.

Movies:

Horror, comedy, indie, stoner and cult films. The Hannibal Lecter series, the anne rice films, harry potter, Donnie Darko, Ark, just to name a few.

Television:

Metalocalypse, The Colbert Report, Metal asylum, IFC, M80, taboo, mythbusters, Headbangers ball, everybody loves raymond, South Park, Trigun, Cowboy Bebop, Smallville, Heroes, Lost, Roswell, SuperBikes, Miami Ink, House, Nip/Tuck, FIM.

Books:

E.A. Poe, Shakespeare, J.K. Rowling, Anne Rice, Dante's Inferno, any good horror.

Heroes:

My mom, She beat cancer about six years ago and is still going strong, I love you.

My Blog

Rebirth

 Something's happened to me recently that provided me with alot of wisdom, so you're going to see a bit of a change in me, and it will be for the best. I'm ready to start making something of myse...
Posted by F(r)iend on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:28:00 PST

Some twisted poetry.

Dead men, dead men Swinging in a tree How many dead men do you see? Tongue turned blue and face gone grey watch them as they twist and sway.   The first one killed the butcher man Then cooked him...
Posted by F(r)iend on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 09:54:00 PST

My vacation has served it's purpose already.

  I'm taking a week or two to clear my head, it's helping alot with settling down some feelings towards something that caused alot of stress in my life for a while which I got rid of. I think I'm...
Posted by F(r)iend on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 04:06:00 PST

Bye Bye Beautiful

  Once again life has dealt me a situation that has left me far wiser than before. I'm just amazed that someone could create a facade of lies good enough to make me believe in it completely....
Posted by F(r)iend on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:31:00 PST

To all of those who care.

 Ok, it's about to get a little sappy in here. I just wanted to say thank you to all of my friends that listen to me bitch about my problems and everything in general and give me advice and are h...
Posted by F(r)iend on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 09:37:00 PST

Down

  Last night I crashed around 1 and woke back up around 3, I've been awake since pretty much just thinking about my life. My good friend Tweedle put it fairly well-  "So all I ever think abo...
Posted by F(r)iend on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 07:21:00 PST

Expressions of a spotted mind

Part of me won't go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can't live without it so it's senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole, &n...
Posted by F(r)iend on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 07:41:00 PST

completely random and pointless

OK...I honestly just spent half an hour typing out a blog, when I hit post I got disconnected and lost the whole fucking thing. So this is the revised version. I'm still sick, except that this stupid ...
Posted by F(r)iend on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:17:00 PST

Ehh....

  Well I just got a call from Amy from the roadhouse, now I'm not going to get my old job back. Just a little peaved about it, but oh well, what can ya do. I've got another interview today though...
Posted by F(r)iend on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 08:32:00 PST

The answer to your question

 This one is for my ex, who will know who she is, as will most of my actual friends. I've read my journals from when we were together and shortly thereafter just to get everything fresh in my min...
Posted by F(r)iend on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 04:59:00 PST