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antique blasphemy

About Me

creation is all that matters to me, art, poetry, music, glass, paint, whatever medium it takes, setting it free, capturing it, letting it settle to the bottom of the forgotten depths of the unconscious, where it is sure to rise up in an explosion of serotonin, as the colors and notes get smeared across the page, as the breath dances across the mic, that feeling, the narcotic bliss of creation, then something suddenly is, like it's always been, we stumble upon it's glory like a rose unfolding in the breath of the morning star, to share it is to bleed, another piece of our heart gets left behind, where it always was, like love we set it free, and watch over it like a child, guarding it's purity, shielding it from the cruel and the fatal, knowing our salvation lies in it's heart, we watch it grow and fear it will leave, but it's undying fire lives on, like a memory, like a scar, immortal and illusory, as hard and tangible as the stone that marks our grave, we place our hope, our faith, and our dreams in it's arms, it sings us to sleep, it's the way we wish it could be, beneath it's veil our demons crawl, cowering in the formless shadows, hiding from the light, inspiring us to rise above, while revealing our faults and our gifts, our blessings and our curses, it's the faith that we doubt when the darkness won't lift, it's the romance that was never really there, though we still lose our hearts in it's illusions, and get pricked by it's thorns, it's the ghosts that haunt us as we awake from our reoccurring nightmares, it's that hunger that fever that never goes away, our screaming belly's endless search, it's the mystical and the prophetic, the sacred and the profane, spinning and falling forever through the infinite heavens, into the soft blue oblivion of shimmering still water........

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 9/2/2007
Band Website: none
Band Members: all songs written and performed by noah triebeneck, copyright library of congress 1999-2007, all rights reserved
Influences: poetry, love, death, entropy, my muse, hunger, nirvana, the waves crashing endlessly, joan of arc, the voice of the goddess whispering prayers into my ears, schizophrenia, all the prophets, heretics, and martyrs, the tortured godless abyss of... madness, love, sadness, sorrow,lucid summer dreams,the still water,rimbaud,ancient gods of forgotten worlds, all the unseen metaphysical realities that haunt me, van goh's ear, blue formless shadows of oceans and dying stars, nebular afterlife, freedom, war,tibetan mysticism.....your heart beat, all my illusions,soft escaping delusions, peace, pain, hope, life and all it's trials,nothing but everything and the crystallizing consciousness of meditation, serenity, the grand extremes, roses, romance, the saints and the criminals, the undying fire of the infinite heavens, the desert and the dew, balance, haunting possession, all my visions, blessings, and curses, my one and only ***, who will forever possess my heart...and all the unreturned love that haunts the breathing stone, dust, and matter, which makes up this world we exist in....
Sounds Like: soft and dreary, floating weightless through the sorrow, grace, and glory of all that is beautiful and true.......
Record Label: none
Type of Label: Unsigned

My Blog

"crossroads", this is my take on the old Robert Johnson song

Crossroads   It's late almost morning the sun aint rising I'm waiting to land but still I keep falling I ran to find you,  I ran 'cause I need the feel of heaven in my veins Oh my love my sw...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 12:24:00 GMT

dear clare

Dear Clare Dear Clare your last breath sails goodbye Were you scared when the fog was rising the voices calling you You on to the other side I know you couldn't hold on and you couldn't let go Now y...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:59:00 GMT

edges of ann

Edges of Ann Young bored blue and ready to fly the highways stretch goodbye Tragic fools with a handful of jewels to buy their fatal ride Barefoot crash on summer days, disturbed and running away ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:57:00 GMT

empty paradise

Empty Paradise   We build a palace of make-up and jewel To mask the tragic Opium lace our lives to soothe the fatal We take turns being king and queen Our treasures besieged And love 'til the ra...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:55:00 GMT

rain to dust

Rain to dust I don't know it must've been the roses Blood red petals dripping wine Archaic stars to brighten these dark lone nights Fading photographs in the sun Adrift amid the air sweet antique ver...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:53:00 GMT

the summer ships

Summer ships Do you need something to die for? Do you need someone to fight? Why do you hurt the ones that you love? Do you think they'll always stay by your side? The graceful ones have all flown ah...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:52:00 GMT

the lost mary song

The lost mary songAmid the stars on restless walks to find the place she lost herselfSifting through fog rising with spiritsHer lone footsteps beside the riverAcross the stones in pathless waysHer bel...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:56:00 GMT

"van goh heart" lyrics

Van Goh Heart   It's always Sunday morning The city's fast asleep Inside my mind is crumbling as I walk these dirty streets I'm lost and I'm alone now I've never felt so free My heart's an empty ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 12:17:00 GMT

wild and free lyrics additional lyrics included but not yet recorded

Wild and freeĀ I walked beside the riverWhere I saw my solemn museDreaming by the water beneath a crescent moonTears rolled off her face Fell upon a bush of thornsWhere they landed roses bloomed And gr...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 14:34:00 GMT

beside still water lyrics

this is another song too large to load the audio file so I'm just posting the lyrics.... Beside still water Time spent believing in faith without reason I'm enchanted no more But the glory of endless...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 08:24:00 GMT