Well, if you can't tell by my Interests entry or my pic, I tend to crossdress. I'd love to do a lot more than I've done already, but I live with my parents...and they would never understand. I'm very unsure of what I actually want out of my dressing...that is, what "category" I fall into. Crossdresser? Transvestite? Transsexual? Sissy? I don't know what I want, because I can't experiment and find out what feels right to me. Instead, I go through my day to day life, acting like people expect me to act instead of how I feel I should act. In short, I tend to be miserable most of the time.
I do have a few preferences for the outfits I'd love to wear, of course...I'm fascinated by all things latex and rubbery, but also by all things satiny, frilly, and thoroughly sissy. Kind of an odd mix, I know, but I like 'em anyway. My favorite skirt (out of the very few I own) is a lovely shiny PVC miniskirt...I'll put up some pics eventually. And yet, I look at eBay auctions for frilly gothic lolita maid dresses, especially the pink ones, and sigh with longing. ...dangit, I want to have a bigger wardrobe! *pouts*
In spite of my standard bouts of depression and self-doubt, I have a very goofy sense of humor, and can find the surreal in almost any facet of life. I may be down a lot, but I'm very seldom out; I'll complain about having to do something, but then I'll do it anyway because I know it has to be done.
When talking to me, do try to keep in mind that I have a distinct tendency to not make sense...this could be me attempting to be odd, or just having a complete mental shutdown. Just treat it as entertainment, and it should be fine. *giggles*
I enjoy anime and manga and have quite a large collection of both, along with my huge library of books. Now if I only had enough room in my bedroom to put all of them... As you may have noticed from the first paragraph of this section, I still live with my parents. I can't afford my own place as of yet. *sighs* I hope to be on my own sometime soon...my pretties are all stashed away and not getting the love and attention that they need. :(
I'm afraid there will be no pics of my face anywhere in my albums...you see, I know some people who use MySpace but don't know of my...activities...and I'd like to keep them not knowing. A random search bringing up my face in full makeup could be bad. ;) (...not to mention the fact that I have very little makeup experience and I'd look horrid. *sobs*)
Oh, and if you use MySpace IM, and want to talk to someone who is nifty, yet odd, and has a penchant for wanting to dress up in sexy, sissy, shiny and rubbery things, just use this link.
Isn't the internet fun? ;3
