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u just changed my life , switched it upside down, u basically bewitched me with u love.. i just cant get enough...

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Through our goodbyes.... time went by .... we lived our lives ..... i never questioned why ... i just knew i'd meet u again sumtime .... For u had my heart all this time.... Thoughts of u never left my mind ..... U exist living with me inside .... These flowers i place on ur grave telling u that I... I ... love u till now and that I ... I ... even if i cried , u'd continue catch my tears because u were always by my side .... I .. I ... just miss ur touch , that I ... I ... can't hold u no more and that I.. I... can't hear u say u love me no more .... I .. I ... miss ur voice . I came here to tell u that i'm doing fine N that i will continue to live my life. I just can't help shed these tears...But u knew when to catch them N let them go...becuz u knew me most... that these tears u left alone, are my feelings N soul's happiness to move on ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................i've been searching , yearning for a feeling i ve never felt before. Dreaming, hoping it would lead me to wut i was seeking in life N more. Eaching morning i gaze up at sky's door envisioning the shape of the cloud's figure key, relating to my dreams as it mourns rain again on me once more. I closed my eyes for a moment soundless thinking maybe wut i hoped for was lost N no more. Soaked from head to toe then suddenly the rain stopped or so i thought. An umbrella hovering over me, she spoke kindly," U don't wanna get sick... do u?" I opened my eyes with anxiety as my mind kept to itself quietly. This feeling... of my heart beating faster, my mind clearer and my soul freezing... could this mean ?.. she is the answer.. i was seeking for ?.. I looked up to the skies once more. saw the clouds clearing. the sun started shining. then i saw her smiling .... I .. I .. found it ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..................................................Ur a dreamer with the demeaner of flying higher than the limits that stream within u. WIthin u lies the spectre, u subject there lies the answer within that blurry figure. It resides way up high where u thought u couldnt reach, u close the gap each day with the belief of ascending ur form transcending it into ur own thoughts beyond the norm. The thought of shaping one's path through the implementation of imagination will be the finalization to creating ur own beings justification, life set in motion. Ur ascention with ur own aura's limitless expansion to elevation is key to reaching the spectre for the answer. BUt the answer was always within u.. U just built the resolve to continue to reach a higher lvl you thought u could not do... U never stopped believing in urself ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................Lost the race, lost my pace, lost my place, i even lost my faith ... I lost all feeling N believing in something succeeding. I just couldnt go on no more, couldnt live on no more, couldnt do anything no more. all the doors i looked for were all tightly closed... but.. but.. one thing on my mind kept echoing saying on N on ,"Do u want to give up?" I had no answer ... But came to the conclusion its now or never. I looked up at the skies with a resolution on my mind. I said, " All that u have given me, u have taken away... but i will continue to believe in ur reasons N in ur ways because i didnt give up means I always had faith.. in u god.." ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................u were assigned in my life as the sign in my life to be the first i'd prioritize. to be the first thought in my mind. to be the last hope in my life. to be the last feeling before i died. That only u were able to complete the ever changing chapters of my life as the end nearing you being the one i've chosen as my wife ...that our children would continue the next saga with their own life's story right ? But not all fairytales end well... I died before i could even try.. The last moments of my life were spent writing on this notebook of wut i dreamed about to hold on to the next life ... So if i had forgotten u ... this book in my hand would be the reminder to believe in us again ... because i truly did love u........................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .......................................................MY solemn promise broken my soul thus shattered never meant to be awoken. SO i sleep deep , deep, in the forest by the keep next to mount everest. But that one season, that one morning, gave breathing, gave healing, she came seeking, she came to me, feelings that weren't caring, feelings that were overbaring, about her life, about her strife, she tried to end her life, she tried with a rocked carved knife, until she saw me, until she saw me ... alone as i was alone. she came to me, she came to speak, that together we can conquer, that together can inspire each other... to survive N be stronger to thrive N live longer.... i just need u to believe in me. thus i awoke in my sleep with a new solemn promise to keep. "i believe in u as u believe in me" ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...................................................Yearning for the blood of a vixen.. Smelling the perfume on her neck , im tempted... to gash my fangs at her flesh..i reject. but the beating of her pulse courses through my lips. I nimble on her neck then after 2 kisses, i subject... But as i gazed into her eyes, i just couldnt fight .... my fangs feriously injected her pulse at its own demise ... I tasted the flavor of her Jubilant lifeforce as i felt the beating of her heart's harmony releasing a scent of bleeding sweet extasy... I felt her soul into mine giving me rise. She tried to scream N shout but i covered her mouth ... I continued to satisfy my urges of bloodthirst but ... i had no choice N have no morals ... She slowly closed her eyes nearing the end of her life thus I layed her down on the ground with a rose N tore all the pedals ... She was blooming but i stole her given lifeforce ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........................................Envision a thought basis emphasizing the way ur heart races. TO execute it at that destined place. The emphasis of wut ur wishes state. Getting ur feelings across the one u wait. To show ur feelings to who u wanna spend ur whole life with ... comes with patience ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .............................................Amidst the abyss, i lay myself to sleep. Thinking how i let this stress get to me. Dreaming myself away the feeling of being depressed can be free. Believing in myself that someday it will come to be. Striving my last step to make it all real. That i can rid myself of burden, hate N regret if i continue to believe ... in myself.. overcoming this ordeal ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................life tormented.. my life tore open .. till that moment.. i saw heavens gate open.. he told me.. he told me ... its too early for u to come here ... sent my back .. awoke N on the verge of blood lost. My hope was lost. My faith was gone. my last rope to hold on to.. was no where to be found. But this moment that lifted my spirit was from this handicapped kid pushing his wheelchair exhausted. They tried to stop him but he said "i can do it. i can do it. " Looked at myself crying .. i sure am stupid .. that i should have never given up life trying to suicide but to live it striving for an answer god giveth ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................my life sacrificed as a nobody... my life thought as nothing.. i had no choice.. no one in my life.. no meaning.. That the light only burned me, fearing being buried alone nearing my souls conclusion 'living life as an illusion." Life being only a commotion seeking poverty , only breathing , feeling deaths penalty coming, the intrusion. seeking me. Till u said hi to me, suddenly ...... hi to me ?why me ? who has nothing N treated me like a human being. I have never felt so alive ! this feeling ... im feeling ... that i could die now N not regret anything! anything... Till u told me to strive believing u can conquer any adversity !! believing ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................To mention my aforementioned life would be a repetitive mondain no recognition just the same repetitions no beliefs, just plain boring. Till that morning ... Till that morning ... A symetry i couldnt believe with an unpararel beauty i saw that day thus became my life's poetry. To have her in my chapters, i sacrificed N changed my life's story so that i could meet my heroine that gave me life's glory to succeed without worries ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................exceed your limits to succeed thus excellence. recieve that notice to retrieve ur belief's moments. That one can achieve anything at first believeing that you have no limitations. notice this to open more doors , close the ones that burden N forlorn ur elevation to the next step of ur next intervention of ones own assention to apply conversion to ur imagination's reality creation ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..........................................I queued ur plague. Diminished ur hate. Deserted ur place. Finished the race. Inverted ur face. Converted it erased. cuz all u did was just hate. cuz all u did was just fake. cuz all u did was just flake. cuz all u did was just rate. cuz all u did was just late ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................I rose to the occasion. then lost my location. forgot my motivation. lost all inspiration. forgot my determination. when i lost u that day .... but.. but.. but.. u came to me in my dreams. gave back this feeling . my meaning .. my reason .. to feel alive again .. breathing ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................I love to love. i hate to hate. i care to care. I dare to dare. I hear this here. I fear this fear. TO be or not to be ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..................................................Progress Progress to two times times four for beleiving by leaving pass past's present present hole whole ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................U are an enraged flame that burns others ... Do u understand that hate only hurts others ? ..... That wut u do in life will only make u suffer ...... That ur fire will burn u out one day N the ppl u burned will continue to get stronger ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .............................................Gods given time is the search to love urself in life. TO find urself succeeding N failing at the attempt of conceiving something is a lesson worth learning. Yearning for a place in this world is bitching about something if u can't help urself ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................Acess the situation through the ackcess of ur imagination. The axis of ur comtemplation is the result of ur concentration. The finalization of ur determination is due to the rate of ur motivation. The ratio of ur inspiration is heightened by the ppls' imagination. Creations of creating ur life's ambitions through ne given situations eliminating fabrication , exceeding limitation all starts with imagination N the will to create N believe ur no immitation ............................................................ .......A unique individual that speaks his/her own mind ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....................................Hear it. Feel it. ur spirit lift. believe it. Succeed it, achieve it, conceive it. believe it. Scheme it. Theme it. Dream it. Believe it. Do it. Execute it. Be done with it. start a new. believe it. Be real, be surreal, be u, be true, be free to believe in wut u seek n in wut u speak is u. as u are free to think a place u wanna N create ur own nirvana ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................create a design . blueprint it on ur mind. a spire to inspire ur desire that lights ur fire, fueling it more heigher. that time is on ur side N not winding u down, getting u old, its getting u bold, lesser loads to hold , thus making u more in control. Create an unbreakable untouchable vow so ppl will notice that wut u are now was from the vow u sword to do how ? thats on u N wut u help urself with to do ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...................................................One's assention to heaven comes with a price, sacrifice N trust. To have faith in God we must see the meaning in life. The reason for living. His reason for giving ur sins forgiving. Thus accepting the rights N wrongs in ur life traversing that planes assention to heaven's domain ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................accessed with the situation comes the next complex complextion of the bodys rendition for recognition to work urself a better condition to be healthy so try without consideration ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ......................................Ur conception was disected into sections of disception at notions ur dream was fuelin u reflected nothing.. gave up ur imagination .. eliminated ur creation to sustain a mondain repetetive situation. but hope favors ur way at the intuitive disposition if u execute ur ways ; the imagery basis, faith, perceptin analysis on ur mind's shinjerarenais status, high quotush , now hush N shutup .THus begin ur life a new . Start up !Now Ignite the celestial flight to ur demise N creste the life u want despite wut may come cuz it aint ez facing adversity. just have to will to believe, to succeed N be free from anything that is stopping u reach ur dreams ............................................................ ............................................................ Shinjerarenai is a japanese dialogue meaning i cant believe it ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....................................................mind u mind if i have the time to take ur time and change ur course to course with i .. u and i ? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...................................................yo let me tell ya a story at da end of da dey how she sucked my cock N it happened dis way. so i told her a lil sumtin sumtin . den she said nutin nutin. came home nuttin nuttin cuz she be fukin smokin. Da next dey , saw her at da same place . fo fo hours straight. i be guessin her boyfriend left her muthafukin stranded. SO i gave her a hand and asked if she wanted a ride back to her house, SPendid . nah mean ? tryna rico suave this bitch at da chance i git. So she admits a mutha fuk yes ! im thankin sex. but first comes da first step. which was to take her to her place so we might so something at her place as i continue to comtemplate da next phase. SO den she gits in mah car. i asked if she wanted a muthafukin cigar. She said hell no. im thankin FUK ! i Fuked up so far ! gotta redeem my scheme to git wid dis queen in my muthafukin fukin scheme. So den i turn on da radio. Asked da ho if she wanted me to sing yo ! in mah head tho. but i said fuk it let s do it. Jodeci was on ! fa sho !! so i waited fo da part. N did this like no otha brutha could eva outcounta this measha " every freakin night N every freakin day i wanna freak baby in every freakin way. Everday day N every freakin night , i wanna freak ya cuz ya body is freakin tight!" she looked at me wid a smile. I got mah muthafukin points SON ! so den we arrived at her house. walked her to da door . she said thanks. i was like fa sho. i asked why yo boyfriend be doing ya like dis. it aint right if u git into a fight, u can stay at mah place , spend da night , N have a shoulda to cry. SHe smiled again .. im muthafukin winning bitches ! she den she asked me to come in. i said ok . den began the story of the cock suking. N den fuking is part 2 ! ahahahahahahahahahaha ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................keep urself driven. keep urself motivated. keep on livin. neglect the hatred. negate the situation of u giving up ur ambition... for u have a reason for living ... in this world ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................Strive to survive ur life despite wut might arise as a bad surprise . THus rise N fight wutever comes ur way N become greater each day N continue ur flight to the celestial skies. look back N say fuk that . im done with dat. as u continue to cook bitches N put dem on ur menu. I ate u up. next ! wuts next ? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................feel the surreal dream. dream the feeling of it being real. create both into 1 being. it being N feeling .. reality ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................ur such in a complexed state , a perplexed place , ur subconcious rates dropping facing the hates in this world but u still keep standing never demanding anything but a helping hand in something through praying. u continue to belive in ur dreams flushed or crushed .. ur quite the dumbnuts.. but .. but.. but .. wut will i be without creativity right Claire East ? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................a subliminal bliss in an abssymal rift . ur love twists then skips. 3 to th 4 .. i keep wanting u more. I open doors to one day see urs through the sacrifices i make. ur a thorn that i ve sworn to accept the bleeding N keep exceeding; the lord given my life streamin for that dream of u and me sailing between the coastal flows of the ocean's rawrrrrr, hop aboard.. feel the breeze instil ur heart beat inhale the wind to excel ur heart feels free. feel me? exhale the hate to fluxxate on a higher state of keeping ur mind straight N the affects will be the same in the next cuz i continue to believe IN U N i .. THROUGH DREAMS forwarded in the afterlife ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ......................................Once announced to be denounced .. ur last ounce of survival came to be about an arrival of a new plane that distained past strains to start all over again ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................upon the demie that was dispised becuz u always think ur right will one day haunt u. listen to others as well for they have experienced life or more then u ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....................................................i could not stand ... i couldnt fight... i did not belong .. i wasnt right i was wrong.. SO i died.. but a day after i saw u put the rose ... I asked god to deny this ghost N see the only person that dared . who actually cared to see me off. I was graced with the time of the rose she gave.. the moment of the last pedal.. fell.. SO i set off to see N observe u. ALl my views were wrong.. for u struggled more than i. I guess u saw me at the park.. always cryin.. cuz i saw a figure.. a shadow .. hands closed prayin.. IS that why i was sent to heavens gate N not the other place ? 3 pedals fell... SO then i continue N see how u live ur life despite the wrongs that i could not fight... U are always smiling ... i do not get that about u .. u must not want others to see the real u .. or that u are content with wuts with u. FOr i couldnt handle my surroundings N just felt missable. 5 pedals fell.. im wondering where the hell u went ? I c.. u are alone N have no where to go.. DId u know i was like that too ? u probably did ... 6th pedal. How u do that ? do u need somebody ? I see u smiling again N on the 7th pedal... u are not alone .. 1st pedal ur mistakes .. u always take it at heart N do not dwell on it. 2 nd pedal. u have lil money but u live like u are the wealthiest person in the world. 3 rd pedal. ur sorrow seems to be locked in ur heart.. or not .. its that it cant reach u cuz u look for something higher than that.. thats it... u strive to move forward.. 4 th pedal... u always smile despite wutever arises N i see the fight in ur eyes .. they dont give in ... 5 th pedal .. u are different from other ppl ... i c see someone who has moved me in a way that i ve never felt .. the damages delt .. there i go again .. speaking about the faults in ur life.. but i do not see wut u see .. u are unique .. 6 .. u are alone .. or are u .. 7 pedals. ur hands are closed ... now i know .. u are with God N that he is watching over u. i thank u for the rose N the 7 pedals that allowed me to be with u ... I know that rose was about to wither.. but it was UR thought that counted ... i couldnt be more happier. i just wanted to stay a bit longer .. n tell u my name ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..................................................Denied with everything in my life, i couldnt fight. But there was this light . I thought i might if i try N see wut came to be. it was u who flew to my rescue N helped me on the verge to sanity. I am truly grateful N place these flowers on ur grave for the inspiration. U live within me as my hope. cuz thats wut u gave me. i hope to see u again someday ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........................................Fallen from grace... Misplaced... ERased.. the moment i saw ur face ... i felt a race in my heart to depart this place to be with u ... I will try cuz to deny ur life in this world is simply like not replying to an angel blessed with everything i need N more ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ur love surges electricity N sexuality that im going crazy. A simple yet complex blessed angelic phenomenon. Devilish in bed , to relenquish u love is pure fuking dumb nuts! Im fukin dumb struct! i need to see u love. im cussing cuz i need to fuking... fuking... see u love !!!! A flight to height is feint but a smile is alright cuz i'd rather have u spend the night, Feint....................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ......................................................manife st a faith that surpresses hate to regulate ur minds' speed rate to live life at a less stressful strife ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................acheive the will to believe if lost retrieve N see ur dreams be real. negate the fail, regulate the hate succeed ur beliefs N be free from ur cage. Attained that was never gained N slay the hate that iches those stupid ass bitches ! ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........................................heighten ur finess , excel ur zest N get them haters off ur chest. know ur bleeding flesh is ur succeding test marked to embark a new quest....................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ......................................................input the image on ur mind, create a time , picture it in ur life , imagine the light that guides ur path to the very last task to conclude that u subdued imagination creating variations of possibilities that u brought to reality with the notion this beezy u captured was due to creativity N the mindscheme as she was ur theme in a dream ur queen gone seen by feeling u can win with ur implenmation with the use of ur imagination... now create a notion n put it into motion ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................One's imagination can be One's anticipation through one's life creations with one's ambition to be one's inspiration to lift one's problems by imaginin N anticipatin creation through ambition with inspiration lifting problems never failin to meet the next section of lifes unpredictable notions, keep it going ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................Fallen from grace... Misplaced ...Mischased .. i ve hated N erased all feelings for u .. BUt one thing i can not deny is the smile that i saw from u the first time. How can i continue to live my life with this feeling of u , u give ... i wish i never met u but at the same time i wish i started over that day i saw u standing by the garden ... smiling ...haunting ... just looking.. daunting ... never trying ..cuz i hate that im dieing and wont be able to see u anymore.. crying ... God help me surpress my feelings forever more N continue to watch my love from up above forever more ...without regretting seeing u the last day. cuz then how would i have entered heaven's gate.. just to be by ur side is all i need in the afterlife.. thats right. i cant let go.. i love u Alicia. my feelings can not go away N has come to realization with the last 5 seconds this day i saw u smiling that day inrepreting it as "ur smile brought my back from a life living a lie." my last breathe N last thought is of u at the garden looking ... N smiling.. at him ... im happy that u exist and that ur happy is all i want. i can let go of u being with him but i cant let go leaving this world without u. how can i continue N find another. u are one of a kind. U're the dream that came true except u werent my lover.. thats right. to live on with the memory of u inside.. now i can die. i close my eyes. u saved me from a lie N realized. "A dream is only but a dream if u do not believe it to be real"....................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .My intention is an intervention of an angel i've been dreaming commencing feelings of reason to keep me through situations by sleeping N wishing that u are real fienin... That i can be with the one i seek in my sleep dreaming this is surreal. but i do not deny u are alive and will have u someday in my life cuz i strive every night achieving this dream believing u are real. U are the theme in my mind that says "SURVIVE" to fight to be with me despite wuteva arises is why i am still alive today ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................Tough times, forgotten times, rough times ur love unites my lifeline despite my ending time that i tried to deny and finally realized that our love will continue from up above as i watch u continue ur life with another love .... i want u to be happy baby ... SO smile for me before i die peacefully ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................U are the feeling inside that cannot be denied even if my life was deprived. U are the meaning that ive been seeking all my life believing. Just to know u exist brings me pure bliss. That I can live in a world with this girl gives me chills. THat I must try at least once before i die ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..................................................THe fact that im not reply7ing is simply that im not denying u. it strains me that im not trying too... I truly do love u..its that im dieing boo ... and dont want to see you .. Before i leave this world .. I will think of this girl that has never made me feel this way. Captured me in a way that i can display the courage to leave without seeing u... THe moment i close my eyes.. u will be the last thing on my mind.. and the day u smiled at a nobody like me , brought the light backin my life .. i can feel an eternity of peace. Know this that the rain will never touch u.. tears will never fall. becuz i will be ur guardian angel that will give u my all. My wings will shield u from the rain and my hand will hold ur pain and i will be waiting for u till the day i meet u at heavens gate.... with my reply ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................All flowers wither ... esp u ... But that wont subdue my feelings for u ... u are forever graced in my eyes as the flower that bloomed in the spring time. becuz when i look at ur grave .... i do not cry ... for u live in my memories and in my lifetime... I truly love u .. baby ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..................................................I pray that one day our paths cross in a way that chance was surpassed by the love i encompassed of u in my heart ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................Through tough times when the light doesnt shine so bright, A darkness too impossible to fight, I think of ur smile for guidance to do wuts right and fight for ur love despite wut the hand of fate lays ... somehow.. someway.. somewhere .. someday .. my feelings.. my vow .. is reaching .. u now ... plz come my way ............................................................ ........................................................[i will display my affection and hide my huge errection !] not serious here!! suggest a nay at this sextion..................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................Look for various possibilities from different adversities to ease the difficulty to manifest high probability in success financiability. Anything is achievable if u believe in urself cuz u are capable !!!!! ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................Wut comes u're way is how u display courage to handle u're game ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..................................................Dreaming the schemes of my themes between real and surreal. I felt the attension of a 3 dimension station mention damage delt dat melts my heart felt for her. simple integer willing to enter whole numbers just to be with her. Despite wut arises surprises i came prepared for wut i never dared just to be there and aware. I write the right to fight my emotions deep inside deprived of life but with one smile i was alright. She is the light.. that speaks. i tnought my future was bleak. She wreaks unique indivual conditional physique mental high perfireal eyes with feats no one can arise. Shes an angel in disguise. Right ? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........................................about me ? hmm .. rlly ? i love sweet symphonies and great artistry , things inspirining , did i mention something that catches my attension. im quite naive at times and observative so i tend to catch things immersive. and Did i mean to rhyme despite this time ? ok i did. too obivious or no ? cuz its not rhyhming anymore. maybe it did but yea. a randomn nizzight for me. have a good one late N be safe ! ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................A river of dreams streams a theme of me wanting to be with her forever. May it be or will it if i will it the action to react to her satifaction of demanding her attension with a simple question ; A kind gesture of "wuts ur number ?" ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................affectionate for ur touch ...... passionate for ur lust .... in general ... i need ur love ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................Everything u are is everything i want. N everything u are is everything im not. everthing not exact is why we attract. Everything u are is by far the greatest star. Everything i want is u. u who has no flaws. Drop jaws and say be back later , turn heads, neck breaker. An astounding Phenomenom ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........................................Dreaming this way . Left me in dismay. This may be ur place.... us face to face; feelings sent and presented u forever mine when i close my eyes thus holding u my one and only divine assention to heaven...................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........There is a complication upon ur demise. A complextion that was deprived. A connection i've come to realize. My sensation of you vizualized. That retribution can only be attained through the sacrifices we make to shape our dreams real all if we believe ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................A philosophical yet logical said prodical son commenced money attempt to capture friends was detriment to his own parents yet come back for forgiveness . father said yes, brother jealous. Determined Forgiveness. concluded compassion sent those of see the light . peace. n god bless ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .....................................my intuition speaks and wreaks that i cant do i want and plz so i cease my peace and let wut comes to me as a sign of release. that one day i can do wut i want n be whom i want to be . which is with u ..plz .. my plea .. constant flow of positiveity , through ingenuity from wut we all seek a unique person whom to be with N feel that ocean breeze ...sweet, serene , a beautiful dream that has captivated my mind scheme , into a theme of........... believe ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .........You're a secret emotion that keeps my heart swollen. Awoken by the air we share, i can bare you not there. As long as i can see and feel, breathe you here, the same land, I don't need to worri about ur man. you'll always be in my heart, the promised land ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................." Arduous Parrels with compressed barrels negates failure " ..........................We try everyday. N some days we fail. but if we learn to accept it, did we really fail ? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....................The darkest part of every human being is in the deepest trenchest of the beating heart. Being Able to keep sanity once partially released; that has been surpressed quietly, now violently unleashed. Are we able to remain capable of being stable ? Or succumb to a tale told on the newspaper ? I believe ur nature of wut u have been through the past N present will tell u the answer......................... " Hope to push on N stay vigilent ever after" ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..........................Creation multiplied by imagination divided by decisions subtract limitations equates possibilities through one mind's capabilities justifying wut he/she can or can not do. Shaping one's destiny through limitless possibility ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..........................................A philosophical way of thinking that embodies ur biological way of living is that of an astromical being ... cuz baby u are a star !!!!!! ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................................To dream a dream i dream of thee. To wish a wish i wish for she. A dream i've dreamed for many years. I wish this dream of she can be real ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................To be with thee is my one N only dream. Too see to feel is wut makes this dream surreal. May it be reality ? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................Your essense emits a fregrent so pleasant it makes me feel irrelevant in that sense u're presense was pastence nor present becuz u are my future ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................Unmeasurable beauty, I'd recurve periless journeys just for a glance of acception. Ur a temptation that renders me an ! . which u marked ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................Syncronized with my love despite wut was despised. My Heart only beats for u. Realized that im on my knees begging to be with u. Tramatized that u feel allergic to these symptoms. Questioning thy heart N it says i'm the cure to ur sadness ..... Endure until u accept me ... Regardless ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .................................................Disappearin g yet this is appearing. A view of you which lead to no more curfiews of dreams lagging but to really make it reality. No more fralokicking in the mountains getting gay N merry but to actually look for someone to marry. To be content N not contradict irrelevence in my statement..... let us begin ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................A love deemed so true was my love dreamed of you. A crush as if we were kids, leading to an emenint perpetual bliss. Forwarding to an adolescent puppy love of optimistic epperevescent unconditional love. My love is unconditional but your hubby love is drastic for me to marry u, my love. How can love be so cruel. A twisted fate but i retaliate as if not to drool outside but inside my heart beats fuel to continue to change ......... Destiny ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ........in a moments notice, i notice the moment you coming in commenting me about how ive been. i ve been good, my usual reply. Unusual that i use that reply. A reply that denies my true intensions inside. My intended situation of I & my true feelings replying that ive denied feelings of you for a while; i love u truly, that i cannot deny even if death denied my soul purpose of loving u, my spirit would not clerify it civil but u as unrivaled. my soul purpose & what lifts my spirit is to one day tell u, " i truly need u in my life, love u, U & I are alive... be my wife ?..." ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................in a world full of perils with emotion built barrels coinciding with me, i hurl towards hurt. but upon ur warm embrace, i taste a sweet, serene momentary peace, for you are my santuary. laced with everything i could ever hope for. someone to love more than this sorrow that has trangressed in me , im forever urs, eternally ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .........