About Me

My name is ABi. I have this feeling in my heart that won't go away. It's either that, or I am missing something that I can't find. I'm not exactly sure what it is, I just want to fix it. Lately for the past few days, I have been having constant headaches or every night I've been crying. I don't know whats wrong with me. Has anyone ever felt like they've opened their heart a bit too much? I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I just want it to go away. So yeah. ^___^ I feel like crying... HAY HAY!!!

i'd like to meet

i want to meet someone that doesnt care what i wear or if i have make-up or not. i want to meet someone that will like me for WHO i am, not WHAT i am. i want to meet someone who say i am beautiful or gorgeous, not just baby/cutie/sexy or other crap people call girls. id like to meet someone that will honor my morals. someone who will make me smile even if im feeling down. someone who will care for me even if i make mistakes. someone who will just want to look into my eyes and make me feel special. im not trying to look for the perfect one, i wish i could find one. but i already know there rarely any left anyways... ^___^

music

+For You I Will+ Monica
+When your feeling lost in the night, When yo feel your world just aint right, Call on me, I will be waiting Count on me, I wll be here Anytime the times get too tough, Anytime your best aint enough Ill be the one to mak it beter, Ill be there to protect you, See you through, Ill be there and there is nothing I wont do+
+I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will be your hero your strengh Anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all time Promise you, For you I will+
+I will shield your heart from the rain I will let no harm come your way Oh these arms will be yur shelter No these arms wont let you down, If there is a mountain to move I will move that mountain for you Im here for you, Im here forever I will be your fortress, tall and strong Ill keep you safe, Ill stand beside you, right or wrong+
+I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will be your hero your strength Anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all time Promise you, For you I will+
+For you I will, lay my life on the line For you I will find your heart For you I will die With every breath, with all my soul Ill give my world, Ill give it all Put your faith in me (put your faith in me) And Ill have to leave it ber+
+I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will be your hero your strength Anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all times Promise you For you I will+
+I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will wll be your hero your strength Anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all times Promise you For you I will+
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My Interests

Abi-Normal has been Disconnected!!!

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet a guy that doesnt care what i wear or if i have make-up or not. i want to meet a guy that will like me for WHO i am, not WHAT i am. i want to meet a guy who say i am beautiful or gorgeous, not just baby/cutie/sexy or other crap guys call girls. id like to meet a guy that will honor my morals. someone who will make me smile even if im feeling down. someone who will care for me even if i make mistakes. someone who will just want to look into my eyes and make me feel special. im not trying to look for the perfect guy, i wish i could find one. but i already know there rarely any left anyways... ^___^

Music:

I AM MY GREEN-EYED MONSTER!!!

Movies:

i love action movies, anime movies, movies with vampires or witches, and most of the time i wath filipino drama movies. those are the funiest.

Television:

I LOVE ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Kare-Kano - Tenjho Tenge - The Ugly Yet Beautiful World - Yumeria - Guns Linger Girl - Sailor Moon - Card Captor Sakura - Inuyasha - Gundam Wing - Please Teacher - Fullmetal Alchemist - Neon Genesis Evangelion - Trigun - Ranma 1/2 - Escaflowne - Ai Yori Aoshi - Lain - Chobits - Tenchi - Naruto - Dragon Ball Z - Azumanga Dioh - Wolf's Rain - Final Fantasy - Blue Sub 9 - Outlaw Star - Pokemon - Digimon - Fushigi Yugi - One Piece - Eureka Seven - Yu Yu Hakusho - Hello Kitty - Tsubasa - Ronin Warriors - Slayers - Big O - Rurouni Kenshin - FLCL - Hamtaro - Kiki's Delivery Service - Zatch Bell - Princess Mononoke - Case Closed - NoirI really canâ€™t help it. I would stay up at 12:30 and watch inuyasha cause thatâ€™s my favorite one to watch. Well I like other shows besides anime. Like um... Disney, Nick, KTLA, MTV, Family Fox, and FX. Those are the ones that show good kinds that I like.

Books:

I read romance, mystery, anime or cook books. Heehee. My favorite books would have to be; Harry Potter, Always Running, Addicted, The Other Woman, MacBeth and Romeo and Juliet. That sort of books.

Heroes:

My Ninang Nancy and my best cousins/friends/sisters!!!! FOCUS CrossPath Jill lauren, trini, and mimi bata and nanay jenn bobert latasha & keisha PENGY bata GEGE REESES as my pink ranger FOCUS pink power ranger and super gege PENGY reeses and tabs MY ONE AND ONLY KUYA ^___^

My Blog

OMG LIKE SERIOUSLY... OH SHIT!!! FUCKING HELL NAH!

OMG LIKE SERIOUSLY... OH SHIT!!! FUCKING HELL NAH!just kidding ^___^ heehee. so yeah. gots some news... ive been let go at work. my boss told me he wants me to expand my options in the culinary arts a...
Posted by ABi Rey on Sun, 04 May 2008 09:02:00 PST

jan. 3 to april 27

right now... i have no words to how i feel. :) crying feels like the only option. but i dont want to. crying is a sign of weakness. im not weak! but it also helps... its makes me feel better. neglecte...
Posted by ABi Rey on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:30:00 PST

so much in love

i love you jes, and i always will..."So Much In Love" as we stroll along together holding hands walking all along so in love are we two that we don’t know what to do so in love (do so in love) i...
Posted by ABi Rey on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 07:29:00 PST

wheres the good in goodbye?

Tell me now If there’s a way back to your heart Or have we come to far Tell me how I’ll do anything To live you All I want to know Where’s the good in goodbye It means you’r...
Posted by ABi Rey on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 11:18:00 PST

very very betrayed...

i think tonight is my night to cry... and i have good reason to also!!!god damn you jes! why did u have to hurt me so much? i fucking loved you, and i thought you love me too. wat you did is not an ex...
Posted by ABi Rey on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 11:11:00 PST

yipee...

i got my first warning at work today...sucks ass...cause my boss/supervisor, liezl, sed that that if i get another warning...ill get fired. she told me its fine to get at least 2 or 3 sodas just for o...
Posted by ABi Rey on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 05:02:00 PST

california to south carolina?

he told me he loves me. i love him too, but i cant take this feeling. especially if hes leaving in a few days. how far is california to south carolina?i dont want anymore pain. :( hiding behind the sm...
Posted by ABi Rey on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 09:30:00 PST

heehee :) so much happier now...

dude, i havent blogged in ages. really funy.. but yeah. work work work work work... yuck! to the uber extreme.people getting pissy cause supposedly i dont do work. and i just sit on my ass all day. th...
Posted by ABi Rey on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:16:00 PST

randomosity 2 part 1

thinking of our accomplishment in meetinga color appears on ur facethen you sent your worries to meand i was forever frightenedi closed away my heartin profound sadness...i regained conciousnessthe se...
Posted by ABi Rey on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:46:00 PST

randomosity part 1...

i lay in bed wondering to myself.listening to my heart beat as if it has fell apart.feeling wet streaks fall down,on the corner of my cheeks.how come i remember everything?how come u dont?why do i hav...
Posted by ABi Rey on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:19:00 PST