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Well my names Amanda, but I go by Brownie a lot too, I'm 19. I love my friends, without them I wouldn't be here today. I can be a very out going person when I want too be, but I'm shy a lot too. I have had many hard changes in my life and in the end I am a much better person because of them. For a very long time I wasn't a very happy person, but I have been doing a lot of thinking and takeing time for myself so I am much happier now.

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Life And Changes To Come

A lot has changed for me in the past couple of months and I've been doing a lot of thinking...There are many changes to come for me, I plan on moveing out soon, which will be VERY nice.I've been takei...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Dec 2009 12:10:00 GMT

~Numb To You~

Numb To YouThis feeling of emptinessfills my lonely souli can't seem to stop itmy heart is torn to piecessometimes i feel so numbi can't find hopei find it hard to movei have no desiremy love for you ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Sep 2009 12:14:00 GMT

~Torn Apart Heart~

Torn Apart HeartThink.Think.Think.Time slowly passes byEven if the hands are racingThe things we knowor want to know in a way.Seem to crash and burn before our eyes.What happened?What is the outcome?M...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 10:46:00 GMT

~Without You~

Without YouI'm barely hanging on,but I'm pretending to be strong,waiting for this ending.Everyday my heart breaks,and ever night it mends,just to bring back the achesand break all over again.My mind i...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 11:21:00 GMT

~Crimson Paper~

Crimson PaperThis blank paper stares at me with strangling lines.I feel as though I am suffocating unable to breath.It could almost be a mirror image of my very heart,The lines could even be the scars...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 08:40:00 GMT

Why!?

Why the fuck is it that YOU get everything you want...I get fucked over yet your trying to play it off like your the one thats hurting!?Did I fuck you over...NO!!!! But did you fuck me over yes!!!I ga...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 17:09:00 GMT

~Still Waiting~

Still WaitingI told him I still loved himhe said he knows and he loves me too,so I said "Do you really?"and he said "baby it's always been you."So then why am I still waitingfor him to decide he has t...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 09:01:00 GMT

Blah

So ya things have been complet shit lately...But I still hold the hope that they'll get better, they already have a little bit, I still have a job, they only let Terry go, not that he cares lol But I'...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 10:33:00 GMT

~Set Aside My Heart~

Set aside my heart The walls cave in, life is not as it would seemIts more like a nightmare, set aside from a dreamWe all get confused, with the right and the wrongWe live our lives, by the lyrics of ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 19:26:00 GMT

Why?

Why can't I just find ONE guy who wont lie to me or cheat on me??? Is it to much to ask or what? I'm so tired of crying and getting hurt..... Well I guess is doesn't really matter cause I'm done! I'm ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 19:07:00 GMT