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About Me

Hmm about me, Im a cook. I work at a restuarant but hope to own my own in the next few years if things go according to plan. I used to be part owner of a bar restauarant in spokane but things didn't work out so well (hardly ever do with the other owners stealing money). I have a beautiful girlfriend that i love which is something very new to me. although she can be a bitch sometimes i still love her. She and I both want to open a restuarant although she doesn't cook so muchTELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: ryan
Birthday: 8-11-79
Birthplace: coeur d'alene
Current Location: spokane valley, in my apartment
Eye Color: hazy brown
Hair Color: black, with white coming in
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: rightie
Your Heritage: japanese, german
The Shoes You Wore Today: cheap work boots
Your Weakness: women
Your Fears: dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni, jalepeno, and canadian bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: pay off my debt
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: kewl
Thoughts First Waking Up: where are my smokes
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, or shoulders
Your Bedtime: when i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: ahh, I can't remember
Pepsi or Coke: Mt. dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: taco bell
Single or Group Dates: hmm, with or without clothes
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yup
Do you Swear: fuck no
Do you Sing: not if you value your hearing
Do you Shower Daily: i have to i work with concrete, are you stupid
Have you Been in Love: no
Do you want to go to College: someday
Do you want to get Married: maybe
Do you belive in yourself: Im still alive arent i
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: not hot, but ok looking
Are you a Health Freak: do doritos count as health food
Do you get along with your Parents: my mom
Do you like Thunderstorms: most definately
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes, ahh what kinda smoke are we talking about
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, gross
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: i wish
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: huh duh,
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: not since i became an adult
How do you want to Die: sky diving without a chute
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: im never gonna grow up, im a toys r us kid
What country would you most like to Visit: japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green/hazel
Favourite Hair Color: blonde or pale brunnetted
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 130 or less
Best Clothing Style: comfort
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: lots
Number of Piercings: as many as she wants
Number of Tattoos: whatever
Number of things in my Past I Regret:
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Right now I want to meet people that would help me further along in my goal of owning my own restuarant. I want to meet the chef from the show Hells Kitchen

My Blog

life

have you just ever met someone that you just feel a total connection with and no matter what you can't get them out of your thoughts. I mean i haven't even actually met her but there is just some...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 21:49:00 GMT

new poem

Untitled        &nbs p;  In winters shadowswith the worlds warmth goneand the sun reflecting coldbearing down upon my lonely soulreaching out to anyto allfo...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 09:38:00 GMT

new poem

UNTITLED Past hurtsand hearts ruinwhy do your walls seem so highunreachableheart walled awayand pain kept hiddenopen your heart to meI cannot promise peaceI cannot keep the pain awayI can promise noth...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 03:10:00 GMT

untitled new one

Has my life come to thisI long to feel the sweet painof the razors edgebiting deep into my wriststaking my agonytaking my lifetaking my sould to the edgethe edge of the razoroffering peaceoffering an ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:08:00 GMT

CHASMS

CHASMS In the darkness of night do you see the inner being of yourself do you stare into the dark chasms of despair what do you see in it it is evil, it is terror it is your own soul tell me, do you ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:14:00 GMT

ACCEPTING

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Posted by on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 20:16:00 GMT

UNKNOWN KNOWLEDGE

UNKNOWN KNOWLEDGE No-one knows they think that they know but he will never let them know he cares not to share his knowledge let them remain in the dark to him it is a defense against the harshness o...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 20:16:00 GMT

FORSAKEN TRUTH

Only he knows the truth they say that he has forsaken the light gone over to the darkness only he knows the truth he saw the end of lifes fight it was then that he forsook the light unbeknownst also ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 14:27:00 GMT

new poem. Untitled

Aloneagainalways aloneI try to open my heartto her to anyonemy emptiness reaching outfeeling the hopelessness of lifeof lovethe dead feel no painhow I envy themwith the final breathall painall lonelin...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 18:26:00 GMT

poem "Roses"

A few minutes timea few dollars from my walletall for the rosesthe roses you lovethe way your eyes lit upglistening like the dewdripping from the petals like tearsrunning slowly down my cheeksI rememb...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:20:00 GMT