I love writing TRUTH about our being on this planet when there are stupid people thinking they can invade another country from inside and they're so transparent in their masterminds with weak links their failure is guaranteed. No one with an accent sounding like Deedee Amin Doodoo should be around us soon. In the meantime (I've been hit by many painful voodoo doodoo spells and I send it back to them here. They're on our talk-shows all night, ones from Israel, Korea, India, so etc. These in-my-face hostiles, like the green-eyed black guy who took the computer I was waiting for at the Waikiki Library two months ago his eyes's glint of hate and threat giving me a pathway into his brain, they are no longer in our military and remember, Bush is still president till January. They might delude themselves that they're in our military but we have our fingers up all their sisters. Having an African for president is so not an option...and now the Muslims are saying exactly the brief only little comment I made to Mi and Mo, their not wanting me to speak but giving me the floor for a sound-bitre for a change. Do I have to assume I have to tell intelligent people the obvious? You should see a movie of his first years in his subconconscious. His UNC would kill me tomorrow and I am seeing to it that I pre-empt ANY such plan on the etheric level with help of "first contact" that went 100% perfect. That day the stock market did the first plunge, it was over Waikiki Beach big, beautiful, and I will never forget the details (which I already reported here) so I can write beautifully and truthfully about it.This is raw communication for those able to mine from it and the right people are really mining from it and have been.I'm used to writing-between-the-lines d/t circumstances both my dad and I had. Since everything written AFAP even typos often left to detect God's messages, I use it as holographic notation, hamster-style...leads me back to the most important truths it's mandatory I carify to share.Why is it, I finish writing something, like five dam shutdowns ago, to our President like I just did and boop all gone again and again and again to the nth, just sharpening my hook from that.I love comedies and what they do for our unhealthy armorings when we LAUGH. I love comedies of Tonga. Samoa. The Philippines. Hawaii. I love seeing someone on-duty having a religious-experience. I love people-watching people having fun, wonder, love...like so many do here in Hawaii on their precious vacations. I love making new friends. I love WYland.I'm anti-diviseness at critical times like this when only as a freedom kindness move, Lucy let go of short-hairs (still have Wing, Wong, and Loh by them, though. Mastrofrancesco also...if I hadn't been shut down so much would have written about Dr. Sandoval in Avon, CT...kept me on those extremely high doses of expensive statins...told her about the unbearable muscle-pain...and she increased the dose to 80mg even though in one year my "cholesterol hadn't gone down.." as far as I'm concerned a soldier she for Malaysia see Return to Rangoon the movie!).....Yep...figured out if I really went-for-it-all-the-way reporting people here who have done wrong wrong wrong and more wrong after being forgiven and still they did more wrong and it hurts all of us..then I'd get so much protection it would protect everyone I love at the same time.Brainwashed healthy male from lands that hate the US, and Hawaii certainly IS US, pushing old angry widow in the w/c in Waikiki yesterday practicing like they do to develop their "special suicidal confidence" holding...could smell them, not knowing who stunk the worse with their schemes the angry old woman (lost her sons and husband, hates me also and I'm on the side of the planet's health!) or the worse-than-shiite-taliband scout, thinking he blended in with the "locals," even (he didn't)...such a small amount of infective. It's a smell, what they're doing...everything is math that can even be SMELLED.Incubation period for infectious meningitis my niece Heidi died from on her sister's 5th birthday when she was three...was six months/I wonder what we're incubating now. WE HAVE BEEN ATTACKED...contracted in Evanston, Illinois. She told her mom, angel Elease, she had to "upchuck." Her fever was 101. ELease, an RN, left the birthday party and called their doctor then wiped her down with alcohol but Heidi went into convulsions in the middle of asking what Lynda got for her birthday and died in the ambulance, her brain, on autopsy, already pus.This is what I presented to my class at PS 29, Staten Island...what I did on my summer vacation.I love writing so so many stories so like those of the Lot family of Hawaii, it makes one wonder if we're repeating history, my dad always trying like I did...to change things and he did, by dying several times more on his deathbed then coming back to report to me who always hung on for dear life to his EVERY word. Since the computer I'm using won't let me check e-mails and kept shutting down if I did anything but this on MYSPACE, will clean up the dta a little now. Site very criticized as unreadable. Is different from other sites. Not aiming for quantity of hits or of "friends." Is a place to store a mind at work for connection with all beacons on our planet.Writing here is praying.And the Hawaiian ambassadors of health and knowledge went out all over the planet to help educate educators how to heal people into love from openness.I WANTed TO LEAVE THE "MARRIED, DIVORCED, SINGLE, WINGER" PART OF THE PROFILE BLANK BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND AN HONEST FIT IN IT. (But I know I am married to the only man I could be with, an arranged betrothal, despite the "hundred" men due-to Guy's prodding. Never wanted to do it with a woman. That makes me very non-lesbian. ALL CEREMONIES AND HIS OK...THEN OK ASKING FOR ANOTHER OK, A MORE CLEAR OK FROM HIM...AGAIN...OR IF THAT WASN'T HIM OR HE FORGOT OR SOMETHING (COMSUMMATION NITE) THEN I'LL CHANGE IT TO SINGLE, SIT BY A CAVE AND PRAY UNTIL HE GETS ME DELIVERED A LETTER, "DEAR ENID SANDS." That was more than five weeks ago. Grieving about it also singing from the edges of my wits to figure out how to figure out REALITY re: these two people.8/8/8 is the most important day in the history of this planet and many others to come,ALL CEREMONIES DONE NOW DONE FOREVER this being staging area of interplanetary contentment...(the handsome young Hawaiian I gave sex-education he hadn't had and might never, the way he thinks he should poke a girl. Where did he learn that...is not the way, I taught him. Masturbate and look but don't go into such sacred cave unless invited. He said Lanakila and Alona got married on 8/8/8. "Again," I asked. They have three kids already. Oh how my aura burst into light in 2005 around him...magical Hawaiian alii nui mana.At least a hundred years of laughing and planting way more than heaven was ever portrayed (HISTORY, FATE COULD BE CHANGED AND WAS!), all based on every book, person, movie, newspaper and magazine (both published and unpublished)...poetry reading, friends religiously being angels here...all their imput and much more from my life since I re-found WYLAND; totally devoted to studying every picture of him I could to decide the stats on someone really being him in disguise and what each disguise could mean. Challenged to the wanting-to-quit-the-project point not understanding why he hurt me so with just a simple picture on his myspace that I demanded he remove. Other pictures don't bother me. That represented so much more than a picture, though. But one blousy blonde at the art fare..she said he had been her boyfriend for six years. "And?" Doesn't she express love just having had that honor? Nothing like that from her as if sending anger to him. Once before I parted all those layers of veils I got a Wyland book out of the library and marvelled how...he never made me jealous in any picture...there he is proposing on one knee his bouquet a handful of paintbrushes...if I live so long...and miracle...despite all the attempts against my survival, expecially the cancer-treatment botches one more than thirteen years ago...I'm yet another example of a self-healing human.Protected myself today and ran away from the chance of him posting something from that force against me again and me seeing it and getting hurt again beyond repair next time. Saw how it could make me pull in all tentacles from him...then also thinking if he's in a hostage situation (even a spiritual one, blinded by female science so powerful it's beyond words here) this is exactly how "the antichrists" would attack. This for others on similar paths...that book was, "Enchanted Love," not "Enchanted Relationships." Hamster-style, a certain feeling if there's an error in truthfulness of something I've posted.The talk-show host I heard only once who preaches that men should JUST try to have sex with EVERY "date"...that sinners' philosophy ruins makes us vulnerable to all enemies "foreign and domestic." WYLAND PROTECT US (having these words here on Myspace is a PRAYER). WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DAY OF ALL-THE-WAY CEREMONIES AND CELEBRATIONS 8/8/8 THE CHOSEN DATE FOR US UNITED TO THINK OF THE FUTURE PORTRAYED IN TRUTHFULNESS HONESTY AND THE PASSIONS THAT ENLIVENS IN THIS LAND OF MAUI WHICH IS ENTIRELY ONE CEREMONIAL TOP OF A MOUNTAIN PLACE WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CHOICE RE: WE HAVE TO 100% EVACUATE AND LET IT REST SOME.MY WORK IS SO DONE HERE I'M IN DANGER OF LOSING MY HEALTH PLUS THE STRESS FROM ASHWIPES AND INVASIVES HERE WAY TOO LONG.So I left Maui. CLifford wrote asked if I choose to be "homeless." NO! But no one sent any help..and even friends HERE no one offered any. All those months of going so far on such sore feet to check the mail again there at 131 Shaw Street, Lahaina where Makani's infections and okole juice was getting everyone so sick, the flies...wanna see up-close what they do on your food? That and the terroristic threatening from the Maoli kanaka lowest-lives. Hope to one day recreate a walk with Owee to Blackrock where a Hawaiian demon girl stood and almost stuck us..so trying to start fights..so many like that on Maui where they were told they're all going to get a piece of the land and they're fighting between each other over it letting Hawaiians not born in Hawaii know they're the least welcome.THIS IS WHAT'S CALLED MAKING REALITY ON THE ETHERIC LEVEL BEFORE WHAM BOOM IT'S REALITY ON EARTH. IT'S SO CLEARLY PLANNED AND ALL WRITTEN UP READY TO BE BUILT...THIS "WYLANDS' FUTURE HEAVENS...EVERYONE OFF THE ISLAND OF MAUI THEN THEY COME BACK LIKE CHRISTMAS TO SEE WOW...CAN DO THAT WITH DIAMONDS IN A FOUNTAIN TO MAKE HOT WATER AND COLORS IN A TERRARIUM BUBBLE...AND SMARTEST SLOT MACHINES IN THE HAWAIIAN NATION CASINOS READY TO GO.RADIO REPORT THIS MORNING OF "KOREANS" AND "JAPANESE" WHO INSIST THEY OWN HAWAII BECAUSE OF CERTAIN BATTLES THEY WON HERE. SO EVERYONE SAY, "THEY DON'T REPRESENT ME!" EVERY SINGLE PERSON (AND DOG) IS AN INDIVIDUAL AND NO ONE HAS TO IDENTIFY THEMSELVES WITH THOSE WHO ARE ON THE EXPRESS RAIL TO GO DOWN. ALWAYS GIVING EVERYONE MORE CHANCES TO GET THIS MESSAGE THAT THEY HAVE TO HAVE OH SO SERIOUS THIS...HAVE TO HAVE A MYSPACE SO THEIR STORIES, THEIR TRUTHS ONLY!!!! BE ASSESSED HERE. IT'S NO BIG PROJECT TO ME AT ALL...BEEN INTO IT WITH EVERYTHING I READ...WITH EVERY DREAM...SINCE THAT 14TH BIRTHDAY NDE and the dream of the dry hot burnt-out airless land, people living on a special train.AWARE NESS A WAR ENESS. AN EXAMPLE IN A SHIFT IN CONCIOUSNESES APPLIED TO ALL OF OUR WORDS.NO ONE SENT ANYTHING NOT EVEN A COMMENT THAT THEY READ ANYTHING. SO I TURNED TO PLAN B, WHICH NO ONE IS GOING TO LIKE. (Except us on the same pages here...so clear who is using the truthful sources. This is the "creator's source" right here. CAN STILL TURN BACK TIME AND SOMEONE PLEASE WRITE TO ME HERE...NOT "MESSAGE" BUT "comment" FOR ALL TO SEE AND KEEP HERE IN THE MYSPACE ARCHIVES...NO MONEY. HURRYING. SO MANY TYPOS. GOD'S HANDS HE WANTS US TO HONOR THE TYPOS MADE BY THE GOD PART OF THE BRAIN ALL OF US HAVE.God is in the details. In this case chanelling the creator in the typos.HE WANTS US TO PAY ATTENTION TO HIS ARTWORK (serendipities) AND TO HIS STORIES IN THE CLOUDS.A FEW MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT BEFORE THE ONE MONTH TOGETHER, IT WAS MINUTES TO JULY FIRST, AFTER HIS BACK-FROM-DEAD-OR-PLAYING-DEAD-FREAKING-ME-OUT HE RAN LIKE HE DOES IN PLAY BUT THE ARTIFICAL BRIGHT LIGHTS AT KALAMA PARK, KIHEI OCEANSIDE OF THE HUGE BRONZE WHALE SCULPTURE I WAS BLINDED BY THE LIGHT AS WAS HE AND I COULDN'T EVEN SEE WHICH DIRECTION HE HAD GONE IN THEN HE WAS LOST. A YOUNG MAN THE NEXT DAY SAID YES, HE HAD JUST SEEN A LITTLE WHITE ANIMAL IN A BLUE HALTER AND HOT PINK LEAsH RUNNING ACROSS THE PARKING LOT THERE. I SPENT THE NEXT DAYS AND NIGHTS CONTINUING TO CALL TO HIM. "OWEEeeee!!!!!!" I THINK THE YOUNG MAN ACTUALLY LIED TO ME ABOUT THIS. THERE'S AN EPIDEMIC OF THIS HERE IN HAWAII BY THE KIDS WHO DO THE OPPOSITE OF ANYTHING TO HELP OUR ENVIRONMENT...BOTH PEOPLE-WISE AND AND CARING FOR THE BAD WATERS SITUATION...AND THE SITUATION WITH THE MANA-POOR SOIL. BUT SINCE THEN I HAVE WALKED AND MEDITATED AS I WALK (AT NIGHT USUALLY NOT HAVING MONEY TO RENT A CAR AGAIN LIKE I DID TO TAKE THE "WABBITS" EVERYWHERE TO CHECK OUT THIS ISLAND AND MEET PEOPLE). REALIZED SO MUCH MORE THIS PAST MONTH. HE NAMED HIMSELF BY ZOOMING ACROSS THE CAR FROM THE BACK (IT FULL OF HIS THINGS..WHEN LUCY THE OTHER MINI REX WHITE HARE WAS WITH HIM THEY'D COME OUT OF THEIR HUTCH OF TOYS AND PRETTY COLORED FABRICS, CURTAINS, ETC. (WYLAND SHOWER CURTAIN FAVORITE THING WAS STOLEN) AND THEY WOULD ARRANGE LITTLE THINGS JUST SO...LIKE KALEO OWEE LOVED MAKING A POINT AT ME HOW HE ARRANGED HIS LEASH JUST JUST SO... BOUNDED INTO MY LAP SO HARD AND WOULD KISS ME WHEN I'D COME TO THE NAME HE WANTS. JUST TODAY THOUGHT BETTER OF THE NAME HE CHOSE, THE LUNA KAI PART. THAT MEANS SKY OVER THE OCEAN. THAT'S CLOUDS. SPECIAL CEREMONY (WHAT I DO MANY TIMES A DAY SOME DAYS' CEREMONIES MUCH MORE POWERFUL THAN OTHERS LIKE TODAY'S AT FLEMING BEACH PARK PAST KAPALUA WHERE I WALKED TO MOST OF THE NIGHT THEN SLOWLY ON OWEE FEET AND LEFT ACHILLES TENDONITIS (AND BLEEDING PAINFUL ISSUE FROM WHAT I DIAGNOSED AS EXPOSURE TO RAT POISON IN THE DUST THAT BLEW INTO ME WHERE MAJOR CONSTRUCTION IS BEING DONE HUGE HUGE RESORTS THAT EVERY SINGLE TIME I SAW AS OUR FUTURE CASINO BUILDINGS SO SO SOON (THE "SMART SLOT-MACHINES" TO BE OUTSIDE...THIS SINCE THIS HAS BEEN DECLARED A SOVERIGN NATION SINCE JANUARY (ONE OF THE MAIN SPOKESPERSONS WHERE PEOPLE WERE REMINDED OF THIS IN LAHAINA BANYAN TREE PARK BY THE WHARF AND FERRIES TO LANAI AND MOLOKAI WAS RECENTLY KILLED BY POLICE TASER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND NOW PREACHING SAYING HE WAS SCAMMING AND PEOPLE BELIEVING THAT JUST BECAUSE SHE SAID IT (I'LL CLEAR THIS UP LATER...AM LRUSHING LIKE CRAZY TO WRITE THIS..HAD TO HURRY FROM KAANAPALI SIDE TO LAHAINA THEN TO WAILUKU ON THE BUSES THEN UP THE MOUNTAIN JUST MAKING THE BUS BY THE RIGHT CONTACT WITH A WOMAN WHO NEVER EVER GAVE ANYONE A RIDE BEFORE BUT UNLIKE THE PEOPLE SO RICH THAT SIDE I WAS TRYING TO HURRY FROM WHERE THE RITZ CARLTON AND GATED WEALTHY NON-HAWAIIAN COMMUTITIES ARE (ONE BUILDING EARMARKED FOR TRIAGE...THESE WILL BE HOUSING HAWAIIANS IN TRANSITION SOON...ONES WHO CANNOT STAY HERE TOO CRAZY WITH THEIR WANTING FULL-OUT KILL-HAOLE DAY)...I WILL FIX THIS...ONLY LITTLE TIME LEFT IN LIBRARY THIS THE ONLY ONE ON THE ISLAND OPEN TODAY AFTER FIVE...TOURISTS FROM RUSSIA, GIRLS LOOKING FOR MONEY, MEN, REALLY GORGEOUS PHYSICALLY BUT SCARE ME TO DEATH THEIR TOTALLY UNHELPFUL MINDS FROM RUSSIA NOT INTO ANYTHING HAVING TO DO WITH HELPING THE ENVIRONMENT IN CRISIS, SO FRAGILE AND DYING OFF FAST HERE MORE DEAD BIRDS THAN I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. OH SO MANY INCOMPLETE SENTENCES...BUT HOLOGRAPHICALLY...SO HAMSTERLIKE..IT WAS NOTATION AS IN ART A LITTLE BIT OF THIS A LITTLE BIT OF THAT SAME WAY MY TWIN FLAME WYLAND'S HANDS PAINTS AND ALL...LIKE LUCY AT WORK EVEN THE WABBITS DOING THEIR MORNING FENG SHUI WITH THEIR "TOYS" AND LITTLE THINGIES AT HAND (AND THEIR SPICES TO MAKE THE BEST KOOKAI IN THE WORLD ME SO APPRECIATING THEIR EVERY ACTION SO SYMBOLIC AND CLEAR WHAT THEY WERE COMMUNICATING...LTHESE JUST NOTATIONS I'LL GET BACK TO AND HOLOGRAPHICALLY FILL IN...SANDS ON THE BEACH NOT INFINITE. FINITE. INFININTY HAS TO DO WITH THIS HOLOGRAPHISM...HAS TO DO WITH LIKE THIS LIVING BACKWARDS AFTER "DYING" REPEATEDLY AND "COMING BACK." IT'S TIME AND SPACE COMING BACK ON ITSELF FIGURE-EIGHT SYMBOL MOBIUS STRIP KIND. THAT'S INFINITY AND EVERY SINGLE THING YOU THINK AND EXPERIENCE, SEE, SMELL, FEEL...IS ENERGY YOU CAN TAP INTO TO RELIVE IT YES...MOVIES HELP YOU ONE DAY SEE YOUR LIFE BIG ONSCREEN...AT THAT SPECIAL CEREMONY ON D-DAY ON UTAH BEACH WITH THE SAMOAN TONGAN FROM UTAH WITH THE SOUTHERN ACCENT AND IN THE DARK ABOUT HISTORY VISITING ON THE BEACH WHERE YOU CAN SEE THE FERRY COME IN FROM HONOLULU (WAS NOT BOUCING AT ALL THE NEXT TIMES I SAW IT POWERED FASTER INTO WAILUKU HARBOR THAN THAT FIRST TIME...THERE IN THE SKY AS USUAL THE MOST CLEAR STORY...THERE WAS THE WABBIT BIG AND COWS WERE ON LINE JUMPING INTO HIS MOUTH. HE WAS INGESTING THEM...CROWNS ALL OVER THE PLACE IN THE 360-DEGREES OF THE REST OF THE SKY. MAYBE HE FOUND "ANOTHER ENID." Angels with Jesus genes, even...so, MAGIC also...instead of helping the one full of the history archives and codes to bring about the changes we need...not enough just to be pure love...this is work! TOO BAD FOR ALL OF US THEN YOU STUPID GIRLS WITH YOUR POWERS MEN CAN ONLY UNDERSTAND BY BEING SCHOOLED IN THE PROCESS I WOULD LOVE TO WRITE ABOUT...LOVING TEACHING THINGS IN THE DELIGHTS OF A NOVEL WHERE YOU CAN TRY ON THINGS YOUR WIVES NEVER CAN LET YOU DO!THE PROOFS FOR ME WERE CONSTANT. PSYCHIC POWERS LIKE THIS HONED OVER AND OVER FOR DECADES OF ACTION DON'T LIE. I DOUBT SHE WAS CREATED AS I WAS FOR THE PROJECT, "ROYAL BLOOD ON ALL SIDES," AND THEY'RE MANY "ASPECTS" TO MAKE THIS STRAINED POI GIRL...TRIED TO ADD SCHOOLS BUT SITE GOT CARRANGED AND MESSAGE FOR ME TO CLAM. ANGELINA GENIE JOSEPH'S CREATIVITY PLAYSHOPS FOR ADULTS. REMOTE-VIEWING, ETC. CLAYTON NALUAI'S HAWAIIAN AIKIDO/KI/LUA TRAINING LIFE-DEDICATION. IN SOTO SECURITY TRAINING AND MISSIONS, FREE OF ADMINISTRATORS AND PAY. THIS FOR SELF-STARTERS INDEED. HONOLULU CHURCH OF LIGHT KAHU TRAINING LIKE EST, IN-THE-PROCESS-OF-LIFE-ITSELF THE HOMEWORKS AND WORKSHOPS...LIKE FRED'S WIFE SAYING, "DANGER. DANGER," WHEN IT WAS MY TURN TO HUG HIM AT CHURCH, HER JEALOUSY...CAN'T HELP IT. (Talked to their son..hard to get out of him where the church is meeting now in Kalihi...so he must not want me there it so disturbing to his mom though no way at all was any hug or love with her husband Kahu Fred Sterling sexual. Years ago when he said, "This is my best friend on this planet" I knew exactly what he meant. THOUGH NO WAY EVER WOULD I TAKE ANOTHER WOMAN'S MAN IN ANY WAY AT ALL, THAT'S WHERE SHE HAS TO BE HONEST AND SO FAR IN THIS SOCIETY THAT'S BEEN HARD, ADMITTING YOU NO LIKE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE HAS THE QUALITIES YOUR HUSBAND WANTS IN YOU. HE TOLD ME SO MUCH, WHY EVEN MEL MORISHIGE'S WOMAN TOLD ME SHE'S SO JEALOUS OF ME...KIRAEL SAID I HAD ALREADY MADE THE SHIFT AND I'M EVERYTHING SHE WASNT' (THAT CAME OUT INSTEAD OF WHAT SHE WANTS TO BE). HARD LESSON: WYLAND CAME FOR ME BEFORE EARTH. LOVE BEFORE WORLD. IT'S SPIRITUAL, WITHOUT ANY BODY. THEY TOLD HIM I DO THIS JUST TO "GET HIM." YES. I AM WHO I AM, I'VE DONE THIS WORK FOR THE PLANET AND ALL SPECIES HERE, IE., YES FOR GOD WHO CAN'T DO IT AT OUR LEVEL OUR LOW LEVEL...AND I TOOK A VOW THAT WITHOUT HIM THE WHOLE PROJECT FAILS. FAILSAFE? ONLY THE PARTS ABOUT THE MOVEMENTS OF PEOPLE TO A BETTER PLACE ON EARTH TO PLAY, OR TO PLANET X...MY VERSION'S DIFFERENT BUT SOMEONE HAS HELD WYLAND BACK FROM MAKING THE DEADLINES ALL OF THEM TO BE WITH ME SO BYE!@ SUFI CAMP HAWAII FROM 1/82 (CAMP PAHAKULOA BIG ISLAND) FOR HEALERS. ASTROLOGICAL YOGA DANCING. RAINBOW BRIDGE MEDITATION. REIKI TRAINING AND MASTER ATTUNEMENTS---MAURREEN O'SHAUNESSEY AND LAURIE GRANT, REIKI TEACHERS. STEPHANIE GIVER ONE-YEAR MASTERS APPRENTICE EXCHANGE AND WHAT LESSONS WHEN SHE NOT REIKI TOO ANGRY TOO USING MY E-MAIL AND NAME WHEN I LET HER VACATION IN MY THE-WHITEHOUSE-AT-3155 OAHU AVENUE WHEN I WENT TO NY...TOLD ME I'M A NOBODY, SHE'S A SOMEBODY (JULIA C'S SAME LITANY) GOOING TO MAKE TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS OFF REIKI SHE SAID...SENT HATE MAIL TO RADIO PERSONALITY IN MY NAME, ETC. AND MALAYSIAN GIRL HER STUDENT/FRIEND ATTACKED ME OVER AND OVER ON OAHY.PRINCESS KAIULANI'S DREAM COME TRUE FOR THE FUTURE. THOUSANDS OF HER ASPECTS HERE NOW (AND ABROAD DON'T FORGET...AND DON'T FORGET THE ONES WHO NEVER EVEN KNEW THEY'RE HAWAIIAN...LIKE THE ALII GENE RECEPTIONIST AT THE GRAND WYLEA BEAUTY SALON BY THE GREAT SPA THERE. EMCEES CHOOSE THE ONES TO GO ONSTAGE BY THE BEACH BY THE LARGE CANOE AND EASTER-ISLAND-LIKE...YOU COME ONSTAGE AS EITHER A MALE OR A FEMALE AND PLEASE TRY TALK FOR KAIULANI. IN THE RIGHT MOOD YOU'LL BE CHANELLING HER. THIS PLAY'S FOR HER LIFE-WORK PREPARING TO LEAD HER KINGDOM WE'D LIKE TO HAVE MORE OF. HEADS....IMPROVISE....HOPEFULLLY FROM THE WINGS WILL COME OTHERS TO PERFORM. I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE THERE....I HAVE ALREADY DELEGATED THE ENTIRE JOB OUT...EVERYONE PLEASE TAKE PERSONAL-RESPONSIBILITY AND TAKE UP SLACK ANYPLACE. THE GOODEST LOCALS. THE GOOD STUFF'S BEEN ALL ERASED BY SOMEONE BUT I CAN REPROODUCE IT WITH LIGHTNING POWER DADDITIONS.. WE HAD WWIII RIGHT HERE ON MYSPACE AND WOW THINGS GOT REALLY UGLY FROM SOME UGLIEST PEOPLE POSING AS HIGH PRIESTESSES, EMPRESARIAS, THINGS LIKE THAT...ALL OVER THE WORLD...I LOVE THE CIA, FBI, THE MOVIE INDUSTRY...WAS SOME OF THE ONES I THANKED THAT WAS ERASED.MY LAST NAME IS STILL SANDS SO ANYWHERE IT APPEARS AS WYLAND WAS TO DO THE STING OPERATION ON ANYONE WHO HAD POTENTIALS AIMED TO HURT HIM, WHICH I DON'T TOLERATE IN THIS LIFE OR ANY. OPERATION 100% SUCCESSFUL D/T FAILSAFE UP YINGYANGS.TRY SAYING WABBIT WOBERT WYLAND WORLDWIDE.KAMA TEN TIMES FAST WITHOUT ERRORS...WILL END UP TALKING LIKE WE DO IN HEAVEN. (I WALK BOTH SIDES OF THE VEILS.)WAS ALL STIRRED UP WHEN FINGERS GOT POINTED AT MY DAD, SON OF A SAM THOSE YEARS WHEN THEY WERE SEARCHING FOR THE SON OF SAM. HE DIDN'T DO IT. BUT HE DIED MANY TIMES AND CAME BACK. SAME HERE. EW.THE AIR'S UNBEARABLE AT TIMES WITH NEAR ZERO-VISIBILITY NOW I KNOW WHERE...TOXINS FROM THE PUU VENT. IT'S TRICKY. AND WHEN I SAW FLAMES COMING FROM THE CRACK IN MAUI THREE YEARS AGO, EVEN PHOTOGRAPHED THE BLACK CLOUD THAT CAME UP EVEN GETTING LEO CORNELLAS (HALEAKALA FAMILY EVEN WITH HIS SISTER NAMED ENID HALEAKALA) IN THE SHOOT-WIOUT-LOOKING PHOTOGRAPH I NEVER GOT TO DEVELOP...WAS TOLD NO WAY IT'S DORMANT...WITHOUT ANYONE EVEN BOTHERING TO SEE THE FLAMES I WAS REFERRING TO. MOTHER EARTH IS SO IN ALLIGNMENT WITH US CHANGERS SHE'S GOING TO HELP MAKE THE SHIFT HERSELF? WE'RE SO TILTED HERE BUT I SET MY BALANCE FOR THE TRUTHING CEREMONIES ON THE FUTURE-GRAVE-SITE-IF-NECESSARY OF WWWW.KAM THE WABBIT I LOVE. KEEP REMEMBERING HIS CUTE CUTE OH MAN SMILE HOW HE'D JUST KEEP IT ALL THE WAY FOR HOURS ON THE BUS IN HIS PURSE AND THE MOMENT OF HIS MAKING THE MAIN WORD HE LEARNED FROM ME...MAKING IN MY LIFE YET ANOTHER OF SUPER GREAT MOMENTS. WHEN KALEO MOUTHED OWEE AND DIED. (IN TOTAL LOVE I MANIPULATED A SPINE MALALIGNMENT AND HE CAME BACK...THAT WAS HOURS BEFORE HE TOOK OFF IN THE PLACE HE CHOSE ON MAUI TO LOVE BY THE BIG BRONZE WHALE WHERE WE PLAYED CHASE ON THE RECYCLED AQUA GLASS. (I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE PALCES HE HATED.) I ASSUME THERE ARE MORE TO COME AS SPECIAL. THANK GOODNESSES FOR KAHU FRED STERLING/KIRAEL'S HELP IN ACCEPTING THAT AN ANGEL CAME LIKE IN THE FORM OF PEANUT RAISINETTE TO TEACH ME LOVE LIKE THAT...WHATEVER IT TOOK FOR HIM TO SHOW WHAT HE CAME TO SHARE. THE AIR WAS DEAD LAST WEEK MAKENA SIDE SO BAD I WANTED TO LEAVE THE PLANET IT WAS THAT THAT BAD. TURNED OUT, BY WHITE ROCK, A POS TO THE MAX HANDS ON HIPS AN OLDER WHITE-HAIRED OBESE GERMAN MAN...HAD ENORMOUS POISONING TENT GOING BY WHITE-ROCK THOSE NEWER MANSIONS...WAS CAUSING THE DELL-HOLE OF BAD TO THE MAXIUMUM BAD AIR DEATH AND INSECTS AND ALL THE PLANTS AND TREES CRYING REALLY BADLY...NOW AGAIN GOT RESPIRATORITY PAINFULLY PAINFULLY SO SO UNCOMFORTABE IN THROAT AND CHESTS AFTER I SAID NO MORE SOMEONE'S NASTILY SMOKED-AT-ME AFTER I EXPLAINED WHY NOT DO IT TO ME RIGHT THERE RIGHT THEN AND THE PERSON READY TO KILL ME FOR IT THAT MUCH HATE I SAW SMELLED HEARD FELT OH KNEW. I DIED WHEN I WS 14 AND BECAME A BUDDHIST EVERY CEWLL TO THE CORE WHAT'S UP WITH THAT! INTO CEMETERIES ND GLIMPSING THE PAST BEFORE THIS LIFE. LOTSO F CASTLES LIKE DUNGENESS CUMBERLAND ISLAND, GEORGIA...THERE AND ON ST. SIMON'S AGAIN WAS WHERE I LOBED SO LUCKY TO HAVE EXPERIENCED THAT...SO RETURNING WHEN I WS 56 TO EXPLORE ANYWHERE I WANTED ALL NIGHT IF I WAWANTED (MYH SISTER DRUNK SO I COULDN'T STAY IN HER PLACE BECAUSE HER CIGARETTES REALLY REALLY REALLY WERE KILLING ME ALMOST DID DID WOW WHAT POISONOUS CIGARETTES! NO ONE'S EVER TRIED TO PUOBLISH SO EVERYBODY KNOWS ALREADY...IF YOU DON'T INHALE OUR MGICIZED CEREMONIAL HERBETS THEN OU WOULDN'T KNOW IF YOU'RE MISSING ANYTHING FROM YOUR EQUIPOMENTR AS a fkng human!!! (lucy rides again what a ham!!!)) THINKING ALL ABOUT TUNNELS WAS MY THING GROWING UP IN STATEN ISLAND. BEFORE THAT THE HORNY DREAMS OF ME ON THE ROBOT'S SHOULDERS...WAS TOO SEXY AT THREE...LONG STORY I LOVE TELLING. WAS A BIG-TIME SLEEP-WALKER. DOWNSTAIRS (AND THERE WAS ANOTHER DOWNSTAIRS UNDER IT! AT 39 DAHLGREN PLACE, BROOKLYN, THERE WAS A PORTAL AND I'D GO DOWN THERE IN MY SLEEP FROM THE UPPER STOREY TO THE BEACH IN HAWAII NO SHIT. SAME PORTAL TO HAWAII AT THE HAMILTONB PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH. REVEREND JOHN TROIS WAS MY DAD'S DRINKING BUDDY. HIS SON MOVED TO THE BIG ISLAND WHEN I DID TO OAHU...CAROLYN SO OBSESSED WITH THE MOVIE BACK THEN "IMITATION OF LIFE" LITTLE DID I KNOW...THEN...HID HER UNDER-THE-STAIRS WANTED TO KEEP HER. THE ONLY TIME I GET SOME QUALITY SLEEP LATELY IS WHERE I SIT DOWN TO WRITE ON MYSPACE FALL ASLEEP AND KEEP WRITING..IT DOES IT TO ME! UNDERCOVERED creative non-fiction-writing INVESTIGATOR OF ANYTHING I WANTED TO INVESTIGATE THAT'S WHY STAYED LIKE NUN (like the christian who channels jesus when we get together...how he'd laugh...he's so honest! it's beautiful but he wants a WOMAN TO TOUCH!!!! IT'S BEEN ONLY 6 IN HIS ADULT LIFE NOW HE EVEN FORGETS WHAT IT'S LIKE (I CAN'T. I'M A ONE-MAN WOMAN AFTER EATING MY CEREAL (NO IT'S SERIAL) MONOGANISTIC LIFE OF TEACHERS!! AND WHERE MY MIND GOES SO FREWQUENTLYT THE FREQUENCY IS HIGHEST WHEN HAPPYT...HIM WYLAND. TILL I TOOK ON MY LESSON WITH A CLONE AT 48 YEARS OF LIKE A NUN HATING IT BUT GOING AROUND IN A TRANCE FOR MONTHS AFTER TIME WITH WYLAND AT HONOLULU COMMUNITY COLLEGE SCHOOL OF COMMERCIAL ART.... NOW MY HEADLINE IS GONE ALSO? WITH INTEGRITY THE BOOMERANG EFFECT IS TEDDYBEAR SIGNED AND DELIVERED. EVERY LETTER HAS A DIVINE LIFE...ALL CREATURES NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO GET A BODY FOR THIS PARTY ALL SOME OF THEM GOT GOT GOT GOT GOT GOT WE GET IS ONE FRIGGIN LETTER SOME HELD IN INVISIBLE HAND AND REALIZED IT THEIR KEY TO THE JOY LOVE LAUGHTER HAWAII OF LIFE IN HAWAII AGAIN. FRIENDLY PPL OH WHAT A DIFFERENTCE. THEY KNOW THE DIFFERENCE (AS I KNOW A FAKE WOW THAT ONE SO MANY WANT TO KILL WHAT A LIAR TROUBLE-MAKER A PLANT FROM SOME LEVELLLLLLLLLL (JULIA TOOK OVER AA)...VICKY LIEDY RIDE AGAIN BETWEN RIGHT AND WRONG WHO'S THE POS STOLE MY EXPENSIVE BAG MY MAGIC SUFI CHARM IN MY MEDICINE BAG WITH THE OTHER MAGNETIZED THINGS LIKE THAT $298 WRAP WRAP BLOUSE, MY LIGHT AND WHAT IT'S ON...THE DIFFERENT-COLOR PEARLS...WHO OR WHAT STOLE SOMETHING SO MAGICAL THIS MORNING (TOOK ALL WITH JESUS H. CHRIST YESTERDAY AFTERNOON AND NIGHT...THEN WE'D EACH CHOOSE ONE AT A TIME TO MOVE OR TAKE OR GIVE AWAY OR COMBINE...I THREW A LOT OF THEM ONTO THE MAP LIKE BOMBLETS. HE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS TRYING TO TELL HIM I STOPPED TALKING AS WELL AS I COULD SO WHEN I DID TALK AGAIN CAME OUT VERY CRYPTY...I LOVE YOU. HE THIS MORNING SAW ME AFTER I CAME OUT OF THE INTERNET CAFE LAUGHING SO HAPPY WITH OUR PARNERSHIPS. THE KAPU SIGN IN BELTS ON A RED ADDIDAS TOP OVER IT CLEARLY THERE AS I WAITED FOR THE NEXT BUS TOO MUCH TO CARRY ALMOST DEAD FROM IT EXTREME PAIN, ETC....WAS THINKING IGNORE WHAT THIS MEANS YOU'LL GET MORE THAN A BELT BUCKLE IF YOU STEAL THIS TO TEACH YOU RIGHT FROM WRONG. LOTS OF PLANS. THE TEAM I LOVE BEHIND ME AS I WRITE THIS KIDS AND ALL DISCUSSING SOMETHING HAVING TO DO WITH THEY CUT OFF FINGERS. SYNCHRONICY INSTEAD OF EVEN BB GUNS AT THIS POINT...ALSO ERASED ABOUT THE BAD WOMAN I MET THIS MORNING WHO TOLD ME ALL I NEEDED TO KNOW TO TAKE OUT THE BIGGEST THREAT TO OUR PLANET...THEY'RE FAT AND WILL MAKE GREAT RIBLETS IN KIHEI WHERE MY PURSE WAS SNATCHED SET OFF THE DOMINO EFFECT LEADING TO THE ALAMO CAR RENTAL OLDER CAUCASIAN POS LONG STORY EMPTY TANK AS I HURRIED AWAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FULL HE THREATENED AND LIVED UP TO HIS THREATS...ALL MY PROPERTY AFTER THE CAR TOWED HE KEPT DIARIES, JEWELS, MEDICAL SUPPLIES, TRUNK FULL OF EXPENSIVE PARTY LIBATIONS...WHEN I CAME TO HAND IN A NEAT LETTER EXPLAINING...HE HAD POLICE COME TAKE ME AWAY AND NO WAY WAS I IN ANY WAY NOTHING BUT SOFT AND APPROPRIATE...AN EXTRA #2k WAS IT ON THE CREDIT CARD BILL...THE CALL I HAD MADE TO EXTEND THE RENTAL THEY INSISTED IT WAS NEVER DONE IT SURE WAS BUT LIKE I WROTE ABOUT THIS TOTALLY TO MY BROTHER MICHAEL DULBERGER THE LETTER HE SAID HE DESTROYED...DETAILS I GAVE...NOT EVEN A RECORD OF THE CAR RENTAL? (DTHE RENTAL COMPANY HAD NO OTHER KEY THAN THE ONE STOLEN?)IN KIHEI LAST WEEK I ASKED A HAWAIIAN GUY EVEN YOUNG ADULT BVERY VERY LARGE THOUGH WHAT HE WOULD DO L'IF HE HAD NO MONEY HE SAID HE'D HIT EVERY CAR IN THAT PARKING LOT FOR MONEY WHATEVER WAS VERY SURE OF HIMSELF HIS FRIEND SAID HE'D STAND OJN THAT CORNER RIGHT THERE AND WORK IT SELL HIMSELF....LOTS OF THEFT HERE ESPECIALLY BY THE LIKES OF BAD TO THE CORE ANGRY HATEFUL HAWAIIANS AND HAPAS HERE LIKE THE NURSE WHO SAID SHE WAS A BADASS IN WAIMANALO ALL THAT TIME TILL SHE BECAME THE RN THERE TO TAKE ME OUT ALMOST DID BUT A SURVIVOR WITH JESUS ON THEIR SIDE THIS ONE JUST HAS TO "DO THE WORK" NO GOD ISN'T GOING TO DO IT...AND WRITE HER UP MORE EFFECTIVELY. DAISY FUJIOMOTO. AND THEY CAN LEAVE FIRST. THE POS IS OUT OF JAIL OR THE PSYCH WARD HE JUST USES BEGGING BRAGGING ABOUT IT MORE THAN A YEAR WORKING A SPOT IN LAHAINA PPL GIVING HIM CASH OR ELSE...TOOK ME ON MORE THAN TWO MONTHS AGO REALLY BADLY...HE'S THE ONE GETS IN YOUR FACE ONE SPOT ON FRONT STREET IN PARTICULAR DEMANDING YOU GIVE HIM 41-CENTS. WHITE-HAIRED CAUCASIAN VERY BLUE EYES DEFINITELY A POS USED THE MONEY FOR THE OLDEST THINKING THAT HE'S RAISING PROTECTION IN THE BOOKS...WE STING AH. WE ARE HEREBY OFFICIALLY ALSO INVADED BY A FORCE OF NASTY BLACK WOMEN WEARING SYNTHETIC AND ALL JEWELRY CROSSES SPOUTING FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN CRAPPE REPRESENTING BARACK OBAMA WHO REFUSE TO LISTEN TO ANYTHING BUT THEIR OWN HELLACIOUS THREATS THAT ANYONE LISTENS TO HAMSTERS...WHALES...INSECTS...CLOUDS...THE WIND...LIKE THE HAWAIIANS SO AGAINST ME HERE ("YOU'RE PAGAN. YOU'RE IMBALANCED....)THIS WOMAN SAID IT'S JESUS OR SATAN AND SPIRITUALITY WAY IS THE LATER...I GENTLY SAID I JUST SPENT THE NIGHT WITH JESUS NOT SEXUALLY WE DON'T DO THAT WAS EXPLAINING SHE SHUT ME OFF NASTY TONES THAT ONE OF MANY I'VE HAD THE DISPLEASURE OF ENCOUNTERING THREATENING RE: BARACK OBAMA OR ELSE WHO NOW I CALL OSOMA BINLAOD CAN'T GET THE NAME RIGHT NOW LIKE I COULDN'T AT FIRST ETC. ETC. NE=VER GOT REPLY FROM HIS MIFE MIUCHELLE WHO I IMPLORED TO ACCEPT ME AS A FRIEND EVEN AFTER ALL THAT ALL THE LETTERS TO THEIR FRIENDS..L.I GET THIS...WHERE I PUBLISHB MY VIEWS BELIFE EVERYTHING...I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIRS (FIRST BLACK WOMAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE REFUSED TO BE FRIEND OF HAEWAIOI..POSONED BY PUNAHOUA WHO WOUNDLTN,ETHAT MUST HAVE BEEN YOU D/T THE EXTREME TWINGEING INSIE. WHEN AS FRUSTRATED I DO THE MOST LUXURIOUS THING I DO...I LAY BACK WITH WHALE TALES STILL LAUGHING FINALLY SMILED FROM THE LAUGHING. I LOVE IT SO MUCH...YOU THREW UP EVERYTHING BUT YOUR NUTS LOVE IT...I GET SICKER THAN THAT ON BOATS ALREADY DID MY TIME ON THEM...AND DIDN'T NOTICE TILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF THAT YOU (WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME...I COULDN'T EVEN TAKE THE EMPTY SEAT NEXT TO YOU WHEN ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL I WANT IS TO HAVE YOUR ARMS AROUND ME WE SLEEP...DIDN'T NOTICE LIKE THE PHOTOS OF ME LOST NOW IN THE 3155 OAHU AVENUE HAWAII POLITICAL EXPLOSION FORCED SO MANY OF US OUT OF OUR HOMES IN '04 MOVEB---THE TWO SIDES OF YOUR FACE LIKE MINES WOW. RAVED IT WENT AND...NOT ONE SINGLE PIECE OF HELP MAIL AT ALL JUST BILLS FROM THE GEORGIA FACILITY WHERE I WAS NEAR-MURDERED FOR THEM DOING IT TO ME. AND I HAD SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LIST OF WHAT I'D DO FIRST WITH ANY MONEY AT ALL...EXPECIALLY WHAT I'D SEND BACK IN THANKS WORTH SO SO MUCH MORE. NOW JUST . THIS MIGHT BE HURRIEDLY KAPAKAHI PART OF ONE PARAGRAPH MARRYING SOMETHING WAY FROM ANOTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET OR SOMETHING ELSE. TRIED TO ERASE ALL THE FOLLOWING DUNNING STUFF DANGEROUS PARTS (ANYTHING NAMING NAMES OF FAMILY LIKE I DID)YESTERDAY BUT THE TIME ON THE CRIMINALLY USELESS COMPUTERS AT THE MAKAWAO LIBRARY WAS WASTED AGAIN AND NOTHING COULD BE CHANGED. I WENT OUT SAYING THAT OUT LOUD THE UNFRIENDLY-TO-ME LIBRARIAN WON'T SAY HI BACK BUT SO MANY FRIENDS THERE SHE'S NICE TO...NO REASON TO LOOK AT ME SO UNPLEANSTLY. FRIEND WHO WAS GIVEN THE PEENEE PLAID PANTS I WORE IN ORLANDO AND MIAMI BEACH I LEFT WITH MY OTHER CLOTHES IN PAIA THE EVENING I FINALLY GOT MY BACKPACK THAT WAS SENT ON TO HONOLULU WITHOUT ME FOR SOMEONE TO PICK UP LIKE THAT HE HAD FINALLY TRIMMED THEM WITH V'S, PRETTY DIRTY WE HAVE SOME OF THE KINDEST, SMARTEST, WELL-FED WELL-LOVED LOVING COMMUNICATIVE HONEST SMART SMART SMART VERBALLY ETC SCHOOLED IN THE HEALING ARTS BUMS ON THE PLANET HERE LIKE ME....DADDY WOULD DRIVE ME TO CALVARY PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH SUNDAY SCHOOL SIT IN THE CAR WAITING FOR IT TO START SINGING AT THE TOP OF HIS LUNGS ONLY DAY OFF THEN HE'D BE UP ALL NIGHT MORE THAN SIX YRS NITE-SCHOOL NEW SCHOOL FOR SOCIAL RESEARCH AND NYU (NEVER WENT TO HS WANTED ME NO COLLEGE BUT HAD TO DEFY HIM ON THAT AND ON JOINING THE ARMY EXCEPT I DID WHEN I JOINED THE RESERVES ARMY AIR NATIONAL GUARD...WE PASSED THE EXAMS OUR COLORS SNAPPING IN THE WINDS HE OFFICER OF THIS THAT AND EVEN THAT HA SHORTY FILIPINOS I'M SO AMAZED WHEN I SEE TOP GENERALS LOOKING LIKE 3...DADDY SAND SANG HONOLYULU NO HALLLELUYAH I'M A BUM AND I DID WITH HIM AND ONLY A FEW STORIES IFF I ASKED THE RIGHT QUESTIONS OF...HOBO ON THE TRAINS NY TO CALIF OVER AND OVER TILL...HIS FATHER REFUSED TO PAY FOR HIM TO RETURN TO NY SO SCRIPED TOGETHER MONEY FOR A TELLEGRAM THAT THE BODY WOULD BE ARRIVING...FATHER UPSET MET THE TRAIN DADDY WAS ALIVE PO'D 6'4 ROMANIAN ACTOR DADDY GOT HIM TO SIGN HIM UNDERAGE INTO THE ARMY LA HE WAS OFF NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO MARCH ON-BOARD TO HAWAII WITH THE OTHER DRUNTS HE PLAYED STOYAWAY INSTEAD. WOULDN'T I?...LOVED IT THE LIBRARIAN WAS I PAYCHIC ON THIS THINKING ABOUT HER RETIRMENT PENSION SHE WORKED SO MANY YRS IN THE STATE SYSTEM FOR JUST HOLD OUT FOR THAT AND SOMETHING ABOUT ME...SHE SENSES I'M UP TO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT...WAS THAT SEN. AKAKA LOOKING AT ME THERE???? I DON'T SHUN, (EXCEPT NOW BEEN SPEAKING STRAIGHT TO PPL SMOKING IT BOTHERING ME TOO MUCH THEIR SMOKE ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY'RE ONLY HOLDING THE HARMFUL BURNING CIGARETTE) EVEN BEFRIENDING THE TOURISTS LUCKY TO COME HERE LIKE THIS IN TIME...BEFORE IT GETS EVEN MORE MORE EXPENSIVE SO IT'S ALMOST A SOYLENT GREEN ISSUE (THE SECRET DIED WITH CHARLTON HESTON ABOUT THE ORIGINAL SOYLENT GREEN SCREENPLAY...). CAME ALL THE WAY TO LAHAINA TO CHECK THAT MAIL FINALLY (NOT AVAILABLE SAT, SUN, WED) BUT IT...DECIDED I WASN'T GOING TO RISK EVEN A 2% CHANCE THAT THERE WAS NO MAIL THEN I'D BE ALL LIKE I AM ABOUT...MYSPACE FRIENDS CALLING THEMSELVES FRIENDS.....THOUGH THE CONTEXT OF WHY I WAS ASKING FOR MONEY HELP LIKE THAT HAD BEEN DESTROYED BY WHOEVER ERASED THE EXPLANATIONS IN MY PROFILE. BUT COULD AFTERALL 04/08/08 AFTERNOON RENT A CAR FOR REAL CHEAP WITH THE LITTLE NEW MONEY IN MY DEBIT CARD (NOT FROM ANY FAMILY OR FRIEND, THOUGH)...GOT AN ENERGY BOOST BY THE ORCA WHALES ARCTIC PUZZLE IN MY FRIEND MARIA'S TREASURES CONSIGNMENT STORE (LAID LOW LOW LOW SINCE GETTING BACK TO HAWAII SO DIDN'T VISIT HER AT ALL TILL THEN)...PICTURE OF WYLAND...A FAVORITE ONE USED TO BE BIG ON THE WALL OUTSIDE THE SHOPS AT WAILEA WYLAND GALLERY...NOW THAT'S A CHICO'S STORE AND I STAND IN FRONT OF IT MAKING LIKE I'M IN A SEGMENT OF, "THE TWILIGHT ZONE," MY FAILURE AT...REACHING HIM THAT NIGHT I WAS HAVING THE HEART ATTACK THERE AND THE BLONDE HAD ME TAKEN OUT BY THE MALAYSIAN BAD SECURITY THAT WAS ALL ALL WRONG...CAN HEAR EFRAM ZIMBALIST JR'S VOICE NARRATING THE STORY...OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ENID, TO WYLAND AFTER THAT HAPPENED...HOW THEY SPENT THE NEXT LIVES DOING THAT PLACE AND TIME OVER AND OVER... GOT THE OLDEST CAR ON THE RENT-A-WRECK LOT FROM FRIENDS AND IT'S PERFECT BROTHER WOULDN'T LET ME DRIVE IN CT THOUGH I ACTUALLY BEGGED ON THAT PERFECT DRIVING RECORD NEVER A MOVING VIOLATION AND WHAT WHAT A DIFF BUT NO PLACE LEGALLY TO PARK AT NIGHT TO SLEEP IN THE BACK SEAT (USED TO SLEEP UNDER THE CAR CERTAIN PLACES BUT ALL SIGNS NOW SO EXPENSIVE SIGNS SAYING NO PARKING GOVERNMENT PROPERTY SIGNS ALSO NO CAMPING VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED,FRIDAY I COULD FEEL IT...SOMEONE HAD SENT SOME MONEY DIDN'T MATTER HOW MUCH...WILL GET THE MAIL HOPEFULLY MONDAY...WAS THE WAY I WAS BUYING INSTEAD OF FOOD...GIFTS TO SEND THAT PERSON...LOVE THINKING OF MORE I'LL SEND...AND THE PLAN IS...TO GET MY AVON, CONNECTICUT PROPERTY THAT I TOLD ELEASE I DON'T WANT MICHAEL EVEN TOUCHING ANY OF IT WILL TAKE A FIT IF HE STEALS EVEN ONE MORE HAIR FROM ME (IN DADDY'S BOOKS THAT ONE HAIR ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS...AND HEY...WHY WHEN I'D LEAVE THE APRTMENT IN AVON TO WORK, GO TO THOSE APPOINTMENTS WITH THE NAZI DOCTOR IN CAPITOL REGION (PARANOID? OK WORSE THAN NAZIS) THERE'D BE A SINGLE SHORT HAIR BY THE TOILET THAT WASN'T THERE BEFORE. .... LUCY WOULD HAVE BUILT AN ALTAR...AND I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN HOME AND SHE...WOULD HAVE PUT A HAIR LIKE THAT ON A...MAGNIFYING BALL LIKE THE ONE I HAVE NOW. THIS LADY CAN STRETCH A TWENTY LIKE I DID...THANK YOU WHOEVER LEFT THE BANK ENVELOPE LIKE THAT IN THE STREET WITH THE TWO TWENTIES IN IT...AND THE...TWENTY UNDER THE BUS STOP BENCH...AND BACK IN AVON THE TEN IN BORDERS...AND THE TWENTY ON MY WAY HOME FROM WORK AT THE JEWELRY STORE ENTRANCE AND THE TWO TWENTIES IN THE THRIFT SHOP JACKET ONE WOULD KNOW I'D LOVE....AND THE WYLAND PRINT AT THE CONSIGNMENT STORE AFTER HE DID THE WALL IN MASSACHUSETTES AND I COULDN'T EVEN GET THERE...TRIED...TOO DRUGGED UP WITH THE PSYCH DRUGS FORCED ON...OLD STORY THAT, HUH? FKN STATIN PUSHING SISTERINLAW ...(EINSTEIN'S MOTHER'S MAIDEN NAME AS FAR AS HER DAUGHTER KRISTI PANNED OUT....)DOESN'T DESERVE TO KEEP MY DAD'S NAME THAT'S WHY ON THE BED WITH MICHAEL I WAS SHREADING! WHAT I WROTE ABOUT HER IN MY TINY-WRITTEN DAILIES...WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 100% PRIVATE DE-COMPRESSING THAT WRITING, THAT THE GRUFF BOOOKS...THIS WAS MY SANITY PLEA...BEFORE SOMEONE ERASED IT. I PUBLISHED IT HERE (AND IN THE CHARTS AT FOCUS BY THE SEA, ST. SIMONS ISLAND WHERE I WAS ALMOST MURDERED...AGAIN. YET AGAIN. PUT IT UNDER BOOKS, MOVIES, GENERAL, ETC....I, ENGLISH MAJOR TO SAVE...LIFE! I HAD USED EVERY MONEY AND TIME I COULD SCRAPE TOGETHER TO GET HOME TO HAWAII AFTER YES IT WAS ESCAPING...FROM CT...BECAUSE I WAS TRICKED INTO THE SITUATION THERE TAKING MEDS FORCED ON ME WHEN I WAS NOT INSANE...(EVEN A FEW DAYS IT ONBOARD COULD NOT DO MY ARTWORK, PLAY THE PIANO...WAS TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO PAINFUL YES ACTUALLY PAINFUL TO TRY TO CONCENTRATE DOING WHAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN SUCH A MIRACLE IT WAS PLEASURE. EVEN FORCED TO TAKE THE STATINS I COULD NOT TAKE AND DID NOT BELIEVE IN AND AFTER ONE YR ON HIGHEST DOSE AND SO EXPENSIVE THE AH DOC CHECKED MY CHOL (AFTER STRICT DIET FOR IT) AND...MY CHOL WAS EVEN HIGHER AND DESPITE UNLIVABLE MUSCLE PAIN AND DYING FROM COLON AND BLADDER MURDER FROM THE 2.5 YRS OF THESE MEDS IN CT FORCED ON ME OR I WOULD HAVE LEFT...AND NO SLEEP FROM THE LITHIUM TIME-RELEASE TWICE A DAY BLOOD-BUILDUP FOR THE RANDOM BLOOD-TESTING...TURNS OUT THAT'S WHY COULDN'T SLEEP EVEN WITH ALL THE AMBIEN AND OTHER MEDS THAT WORKED NOT AT ALL (LIKE THE TAMOXIFEN ALSO I NEVER WANTED ME SO SO SENSITIVE TO PHARMACEUTICALS)...BUT BOUGHT MY FIRST ADULT-SIZE SLEEPING BAG TWO EVENINGS AGO AND IT HAS MADE ALL THE DISTANCE...AH TYPO, HI LOVE...IT HAS MADE ALL THE DIFFERENCE ONE SLEEPING BAG...NOT SO SO COLD AND DAMP ALL NIGHT LITTLE SLEEP LITTLE SLEEP (SINCE I WROTE HERE TWO TIMES TWO NEXT TIME THREE SECURITY GUARDS FOR THE WHOLE WHILEEA COAST SAID I WAS BREAKING THE LAW (TO GO TO JAIL NOT SOMETHING I MIGHT SURVIVE MY HEART NEEDING THE FRESH AIR RIGHT NOW GOING THROUGH MAJOR HEART HEALING!!! AND THAT'S ALSO WHY DIDN'T CHECK THE MAIL TODAY SEE IF EVEN ONE PERSON SENT EVEN $20 AND I'D BE HAPPY AND SEND A GIFT OF THANKS BACK WORTH COUNTLESS TIMES WORTH MORE....) THEN SNUCK SLEEPING UNDER LOW-TREES ONLY LATE AT NIGHT HOPING NO ONE WOULD COME ARREST ME FOR THAT BUT SO SO NEEDING TO LIE DOWN GET OFF SUCH PAINFUL FEET...NOW MUCH BETTER...BUT NOT SLEEPING NOT ALLOWED TO SLEEP WHERE I'VE BEEN...PRETTY MUCH SINCE GETTING HOME TO MAUI EXCEPT THE NIGHTS IN THE HOSTEL FOR $25 WOMENS DORM WHERE I GOT THE MOSQUITO BITES ALL IN ONE NIGHT THAT GOT SO SO INFECTED SO WAS SO SICK WEEK I WORKED AT SUFT CAMP...SORRY ABOUT THE DETAILS RUN OVER THEM I PROMISE WILL DOWNLOAD THE FUNEST SEXY STUFF BEEN MARINATING. SPENT ADULT LIFE LIKE THAT...EDWARD AYEWUMI OMABEGHO THOSE FOUR YEARS BEFORE I RISKED HIS THREATS AND ESCAPED FROM HIM WOULDN'T LET ME SLEEP AT ALL SAID OVER AND OVER WAS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS FOR ME TO SLEEP THOUGH HE SLEPT (ME STANDING OVER HIM. LA!)...THOUGH NOW I'VE SEEN EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANT...AND AM STILL A BEAUTY DESPITE BEING SUCH A SICK OLD LADY WHEN I WAS 23 FROM HIS NO-SLEEPING FOR ENID POLICY JUST WORK TO SUPPORT HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN NIGERIA (22 BROTHERS 1 OR 2 SISTERS...FATHER HAD THREE WIVES, POLYGAMY)...THEN IN MAUI TRYING TO LAY LOW LOW LOW ASSIMILATE NOT SET OFF ANY JEALOUS GIRLS OR MILITANT AGAINST WORLD-HEALTH BY BEING AGAINST MY BEING ON "THEIR" COAST...I'M TALKING ABOUT CRAZED DEMONLIKE HEADS OF SECURITY (LIKE THE ONE AWFUL EXPERIENCE YESTERDAY MORNING ME MELLOW SO HAPPY BEING IN FAVORITE PLACE AGAIN...CAREFUL AFTER WHAT HAPPENED WITH HOWARD THE FOUR SEASONS BIG REDHEAD HIS LIFE LIKE A MOVIE IN HIS HEAD PROBABLY MILITARY-LIKE HEAD OF SECURITY THREE YRS AGO THERE WHAT HAPPENED...).My smile and laughter are and always have been: INFECTIOUS. More than two weeks after pleaing and explaining I never begged before: NOT ONE "FRIEND" SENT ANYTHING: ENID S. SANDS, 131 SHAW STREET, LAHAINA, HAWAII 96761. Korean bar owner did dai-ma when I went in his bar of girls for water three yrs ago here in Maui after that street-woman if she did it again and hasn't changed her ways is going to be a POSTER GIRL, grafitti welcome...snatched my purse (he thought I was a cop and he had alreay paid them) rental car full of supplies for winter in Kipahulu (thousands I spent...including full-on medical supplies since there was no medical person anymore even in HANA, was told. (DEATH TOUCH...despite my years of being so gentle-preventive-AIKIDO)on me three years ago here and pos doctor in Emergency Room abused me to the max instead of helping...lived with the damage since. WHY DOESN'T SHE JUST GET A JOB THEN? DID...THIS LADY SO SENSITIVE LIFE HANGING BY THREAD...BEND OR STRETCH A CERTAIN WAY AND...HEART AFFECTED. NOW ON FRONT PAGE OF NEWPAPER NO NEED MOUTH-TO-MOUTH FOR CPR? I NEED MOUTH-TO-MOUTH. I NEED AIR. I NEED WATER. "POISON" PERFUME ON BUS ON THESE MAINLAND GIRLS I CHOKE UNTIL I VOMIT AND MEET OTHERS HERE WITH SAME PROBLEM BUT NOT DESPERATE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY TO DO NOT JUST SOMETHING BUT THE JOB...THROAT PAIN FROM CIGARETTE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE...OR WOULD YOU? IT'S A SENSITIVITY FROM PURENESS AND NATURE AND BLESSING ALL DAY...PUTTING OUT THAT APOCATAPOCATASTASIS SENDING ENERGY FORWARD, all in the ceremonies of symmetry and ba
Norwegian experience http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/20...
HE HAS ALREADY SAID IT ALL. PLEASE HAVE WYLAND COME HOME ASAP TO REST. HOME IS WHEREVER HE TAKES ME TO.
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MORE POWER IN HIS LITTLE FINGER THAN ANY LEADER OF THIS PLANET HAS HAD BEFORE. WE MUST ALL LOVE, TRUST, BE TRUTHFUL TO WYLAND. HE'S THE RIGHT MAN FOR THIS JOB.
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