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About Me

I've been living in Tallahassee for a year now, spending a lot of time alone. Moved here to be independant and although returning to school is just a few steps away, it hasn't become reality yet. I drink, "smoke", and smoke.i wear my emotions on my face (which means i look confused a lot.) and can communicate through anything. i often feel far too mature for my surroundings: but its always been that way."You're contemplating You hanging from your ceiling. Can't help hating You for having that feeling. I'm not joking when I tell you, I'd miss you all the time. I already miss you all the time..."

My Interests

I am a rocker. I rock out. I'm a movie addict. Dabble in the occational video game. Uh. OH! I drink a lot!

I'd like to meet:

people who enjoy life instead of worry about things. i have noticed a pattern that i'm happier with people i trust... and i am getting good at telling the difference between friends and acquaintances. honesty is the best policy, and sex is overrated.

Music:

I can only name the creme de la creme... but: Alkaline Trio, Against Me!, Motion City Soundtrack, Weakerthans, The Stereo, Modest Mouse, Dashboard Confessional, Aimee Mann, Taking Back Sunday,Rise Against, Greenday, Okkervil River, Brand New, Belle and Sebastian, Boy Hits Car, Weezer, Bright Eyes, Sorry About Dresden, Death Cab For Cutie, Cursive, Minus The Bear, Piebald, Jack Johnson, The Killers, Lita Gray, The Hives, The Little, Such is Life, Ted Leo, Desaparecidos, Enon, Kind of Like Spitting, Jets To Brazil, Les Savy Fav, Propaghandi, Q and not U, Smashing Pumpkins, Spoon, Diesel Boy, Superdrag, The Faint, Postal Service, Avenged Sevenfold, Twilight Singers, Wilco, The Sounds, NIN, Less Than Jake, YeahYeahYeah's ... and of course... the best band in the fucking universe... RAGE!

Movies:

Kill Bill Vol 1 & 2, Run Lola Run, Pricilla: Queen of the Desert, American Beauty, Ninja Scroll, Heathers...

Television:

The Simpsons, The 4400, Lost, Aqua Teen Hunger Force (No.1 in the hood G), Family Guy, Futurama,The Soup, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report & ZIM!!

Books:

"Pride and Prejudice" Jane Austen, "Lord of Light" Roger Zelazny, "Siddhartha" Hermann Hesse, "1984" George Orwell , "Jane Eyre" Charlotte BrontÃ«, "Great Expectations" Charles Dickens, "Emma" Jane Austen, "The Lord of the Rings" JRR Tolken

My Blog

i am an island

the stability of my job at the moon is a well deserved relief from a lot of my anxiety i was harboring. i'm now in a position to buy a car and finally be back to normal. i dont consider this last year...
Posted by Phil! on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:00:00 PST

"i dont know who your boyfriend is. i dont know." EXIT STAGE LEFT

it's getting cold out. im loving that.i kinda have a girlfriend, but we dont kiss or do sex or anything.started writing a musical yesterday.got fulltime hours up at the moon during the day- no more ni...
Posted by Phil! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 10:32:00 PST

all i have to sell you is my forward self

everyday i become more and more strict about my surroundings. its not so much that im changing into someone else, as it is changing back to someone else.having a day job has kept m...
Posted by Phil! on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:52:00 PST

"i spent a day dreaming of dying in mesa, arizona"

There is a respect for work ethic and loyalty in my life that was previously undefined. I'd found some passions in jobs that i was good at (sales basically), but never this amount of respect for a bos...
Posted by Phil! on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 08:11:00 PST

it might seem meaningless to you. but it means everything to me.

and i'm fucked without you.
Posted by Phil! on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 09:38:00 PST

i was afraid to be alone. now im scared thats how i like to be.

im alive.AND ive found the most amazing job for myself here in tally. i work at 'the comedy zone' that just opened up on tennesee street.i work during the day setting up reservations and handling any ...
Posted by Phil! on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:49:00 PST

Got so much life to waste that I would take my days and hand them to you

i'm mentally ready for all the things headed my way, but the wait has me sleepless and depressed sometimes."you're a sick fuck to think that this... unlike anything else... will last forever."i owe ev...
Posted by Phil! on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 02:05:00 PST

Tattoo Worthy (because there's a moral!)

"i'd kill for you and eat the flesh.give you the heart.and burn the rest.a thousand miles aint shit to walk.if im walking to hold you.but i'll be just fine without you...."- Alkaline TrioFine Without ...
Posted by Phil! on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 11:54:00 PST

I see I'm boring you, maybe I bore myself too. Thats why i need help.

sometimes it feels like i haven't even started yet, and that makes me freeze and wonder what im doing wrong.probably a lot.
Posted by Phil! on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 04:50:00 PST

"You'll meet them all again on their long journey to the middle. "

im going to school for computers soon. just have to wait till spring semester.
Posted by Phil! on Sat, 26 May 2007 06:10:00 PST