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About Me

About a Taylor:
Music is not < , > or = to yours.

My life changed march 16th, 2007.
You think you know why, but you don't,
so for those of you who knew me before then,
get over who i was, and love who i have become,
or find something else to do with your time.

PERSONAL READING LIST:
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close - Jonathan Foer
Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger
The Scarlet Letter - Nathaniel Hawthorne
The Orphaned Anything's - Stephen Christian
The Road - Cormac McCathy
The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
Through Painted Deserts - Donald Miller
Marriable - Hayley DiMarco
Kept Woman - Susan Donovan

Then, I'll write one.

PS: I've grown up and don't do drama.

My Interests

music, piano, guitar, painting, drawing, writing, loving, gaming, creating, learning, music, and music.

I'd like to meet:

I've Already Met:
Bradley Whitaker:

You have become a very important part of my life. Your patience, kindness, creativity, passion for life, ambition, and love have completely changed my life and my attitude. You never cease to amaze me in anything you do, and you take very good care of me. The past few months I've had a lot of rough times, but you've been there for me, either with a bouquet of flowers, a simple phone call, a tear of understanding, a new painting, or just your sweet smile, every time. I'm thankful that you are in my life, and I'm proud to say that you are mine. You are going to see your wildest dreams come true someday.

Music:

CURRENT:
trophy scars [badlucksoon!]
john mayer
anberlin
aghast
fear before the march of flames
jonezetta
snoras
dance gavin dance
jeremy enigk
65daysofstatic
the kidcrash

Movies:

el orfanato, lilo and stitch, oliver and company, pan's labyrinth, across the universe, phantom of the opera, wall-e, the dark knight, lucky number slevin, hero, miracle, se7en, the illusionist

Television:

burn notice!
Video Games shin megami tensei III: nocturne, super smash bros. brawl, pokemon (anything), eternal sonata, katamari damacy, viva pinata, persona 3, halo 3, geometry wars, ddr, disgaea, rainbow six: vegas, devil may cry 4

Books:

the bible, blue like jazz, i am the cheese, anthem, flowers for algnernon, technical virgin, song of solomon, miss american pie, night

Heroes:

mom/dad, bradley smith, josh sebren, sarah hupy, robert hupy, jordan smith, jade garcia, bradley rogers, jose bazaldua, devon matthis, jesus christ.

My Blog

love

is usually not carried out as intended.and i realize, it's usually a killer, even when you think you have it.i thought i had grown up enough to learn my lesson,and he proved to me that movie-like roma...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Tue, 20 May 2008 09:00:00 PST

Tell me what you think, or ask me anything, or ask me to tell you what I think of you.

and I will.ps: if you don't like me, you don't have a good reason.i can guarantee you.how much do you truly know about me?probably nothing.
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:06:00 PST

The Truth: ’A Patron-saint of Lost Causes’

I'm leaving this public so a few select people can read it, and if you happen to catch it before I switch it to private, I hope you understand the sincerity and maturity I am trying to have: I bought ...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:37:00 PST

Everything is Over.

People have been saying for so long now to get Bradley out of my life... They said it would help... they said it was the only way I'd get over him. I thought it would make things worse, but i have no ...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:37:00 PST

C’est lui.

These heart strings are fragile. I think they've snapped. This heart, it is agile. I feel as though I'm trapped. I reek of a million emotions. This stench, it is so strong. My love's as wide as oceans...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 09:51:00 PST

The 3 of Most Importance

I am perched somewhere betwixt the nerves which Bind the rational portions of the brain to the Sections in which sight is produced for the naked eye. I am coherently responsible for all turmoil becaus...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 03:11:00 PST

He destroys me.

I've felt like a dismantled piano, with cracked keys, rusted pedals, and an aching melody. Everytime I hear his voice, I'm torn between thoughts. A piece of paper with the ink smeared and stretched to...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 05:21:00 PST

Friendship:

A true friend: Is respectful. Is caring. Is giving. Is loving. Is comforting. Is trustworthy. Is dependable. Is exciting. Is understanding. Is NOT judgemental. Is NOT angry. Is NOT selfish. Is NOT qui...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 09:14:00 PST

Another Day.

Paperthing Hymn - Anberlin.Makes me cry.
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 08:12:00 PST

This Sums Up EVERYTHING

Well they say these miracles are riddles And there's mystery in poetry Plain as day, this plan's in plain view Sound the alarm at heaven's charm Oh Father, you send the strangest kind You came ...
Posted by ÝllÝqyolŽP‡ k on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:10:00 PST