☠☆Chii☆☠

Ready, Seto, GO!!!! 06/23/08 so currently my bodies hurting all over from running around all day at the south sk8 comp... been really busy and still am ... need to finish the sk8board that i'm doin and i'll post more pics soon .. been writing as much as i'm drawing .. last movies i watched were hulk, kungfu panda and highly recommended to watch ... on dvd jus watched strange wilderness, untraceble and meet the spartans ... on my reading list jus bought the hardcover planet hulk(finished reading) also jus finished was shaman warrior book 6, frank frazettas death dealer HC, Bone compleation, stephen kings darktower gunlinger born book 1 HC .. been busy at walmart as always and pacusn ... im finally get a good 5 hours a nite of sleep and a nap in the afternoon if i ever get home ... finally fixed my room and closet and found out i have too many clothes and shoes ... i either need to move out or donate some of my crap to goodwill or salvation army ... sent out last month three of sketchbooks with my friend(mentor) and publisher david branstetter to get published hopefully by the end of the year .. also brainstormin a lot right now and hopefully pick back up with ichico where i left off ... dreams i still there until u make them real ... got lots of stuff to do before this years out later CHii06/16/08 well its been a busy and fun week so far but its not over yet ... i got 4 days to finish my board design for southsk8 this weekend .. been workin hard on kids of yesterday and a lot of my other art projects ... still no girl but who cares heh .. jus sittin here myspacing for awhile ... and i'll post some artwork as soon as i get my scanner workin again later CHii06/08/08 I am my father's son. i jus realized i do everything my dad did .. i work too much and care too much about things that happen around the people i care for .. i'm hurting so bad.. my body aches but i can't sleep .. i guess i jus miss that warm body beside me .. someone to go home too thats there for me .. but its good not to worry about that someone also and enjoyin what i've been missin a lot more .. me being happy... hopefully my actions and words will change my world so much and so drastically in a good way .. im satisfied but how long can that be ... i'm thinking too much and letting my mind idle is a dangerous thing to most people ... i need to sleep later Chii06/05/08 so fresh start .... idk this days been weird too me so far... everything is trippin me out ... i worked.. i was tired but i wasnt ... i was pissed .. happy .. mellow .. nostalgic.. surprised twice.. excited... inspirational .. and jus let everything go ... why? whats up chii ... other than that had dinner and hung out with david branstetter and his wife ... hes a big mentor to me in the comic industry ... found this dog out in the storm and its staying in my garage ... heard from two ppl i'd thought i'd never hear from again ... got everything else straightened out today ... and i still don't know what im doin .. eh i guess i better try and sleep ... later chii06/02/08 k so i woke up at 5am in the morning with this strange dream and i died ...lets start with what happened the past few days ... i've been workin at walmart bustin my ass off as usual .. pushin carts and takin care of the front end so everyones satisfied .. almost got into it with one of my associates at pacsun .. other than that i put in my application for a hibachi chef at kobe and spoke to the head chef nam and met all the back end cooks and chefs ... i think they want me to leave my other jobs before i come work for them and start from the bottom as a dishwasher .. he gave me the whole daniel-san and mr. miyagi speech that this is no hobby and very hard ... i know what it's like to work hard for what u got ... i still think im lazy with all the stuff i do around here .. but for some reason i have energy still(CHii) and insomnia .. also me corbin and craig got into talkin about economy and building mag-lift trains and electrics power stations for new hybrid cars and getting assasinated by gas companies .. well then i finally tire myself out for the nite and get some sleep .... it went well at first dreamnt of two girls gettin it on lol .. yup imma guy! .. but then later i dreamnt i was some big shot senate dude and i was prepared to give some speech that was gonna change the world and once i chose a side i would be assasinated and there was no stopping it .. i had to die for what i believed in .. and right before i gave that speech two of my peers that i knew for so long had me sign these checks for billions goin to whatever i wanted takin care of after i died because they knew i would get killed too ... all i knew is i was so fucken scared that in the dream i was goin to die no matter what and signing those papers and choosing a side was sealing the deal for me.. i don't know what it was that was changing the world that everyone that supported would follow and meant the end for another group eh... well after that i woke after the bullet hit me on stage that was a trippy feeling ..hmmm idk later Chii05/28/07 so this weeks seems to be pretty busy comin up .. junction nite at midnite with the peeps and the tradition is still goin on ... mikeys down for the week chillin with the guys .. went to watch prince caspian too . i liked the whole movie because of the mouse woot .. death week(memorial weekend) is finally over .. man those days were harsh on my body .. what sucks is Bev left without sayin goodbye .. i guess she was scared to see me before she left and what i had to say in person ..oh well over with it ... right now sexually frustrated i wanna jus get laid ... but not with jus any girl ... eh cant wait to get my vacation ... vegas of canada either one .. i jus need a wing buddy and i think my fren Aj from chicago gonna b the guy.. also reuniting with bestfrens soon at houston my fren mel and archie gonna be down there woot ... all frens are almost all out here ..jus got get two more off the rock ... and guess the great depression is coming soon .. turmoil and despair but im jus enjoyin life .... i gotta start paintin up my board for south sk8 ... and gettin some water balloons ... well see later Chii05/27/08 its almost another payday yet another week gone so fast .. i've been an ass to this one person before she left .. i had so much fun over the week having everyone around .. yet my insomnia has been hitting me so hard that i've been gettin such little sleep but still energized as ever ... im happy that one of my best buds moving to houston .. i don't have to travel all the way back to guam now all im waitin for is for two more ppl to get off the rock ... my new csm position at walmart has been keepin me busy and makin it so fun ... i love the running around ... im sorry if i never grow up with some of the habits i have ... i am that crazy asian everyone sees ... its hard to understand me but hey i may say one thing to test another thing .. wanna ting ting lol .. i know i haven't been a good fren to most yet im trying to find out what i need to do myself before i can help u guys ... eehto ... todays gonna suck .. sorry if i dont pick up the call on the other side ... jus dont wanna miss you anymore later CHii05/20/08 aaaaaahhhhh i'm so irritated right now .. with things goin on back on guam .. lifes been tryin to tear me apart but i think i've gettin by pretty good ... i'm worried about a lot of my frens and how their goin to make it through in life ... but right now i should worry about where i'm goin soon ... should i make this decision or not ... i don't know i jus wanted to sleep away my thoughts tonite with someone but i guess she doesn't even know whats goin on with her own life ... so much yet so little .. it'll soon pass .. yea but got uber drunk over the weekend ... but idk later Chii05/15/08 idk i'm urked .. hyper .. spacey .. glad .. and very lost in thought right now.. its everything happening right now .. having more responsiblities ... right now i'm trying my hardest with keepin up with myself and i can't afford to slow down ... makin time with frens is one thing and planning out my future is what i do with most of my time .. i know being single is best for me right now and no time for carin about someone else ... i got family of my own that still need me .. i try my best everyday to be that better person or that bastard asshole to the ignorant ppl ... i never said i would go to heaven and hell seems like such a better place everyday ..i'm jus thankful i'm alive another day ... i can say i'm actually satisfied where my lifes heading too ... idk jus wanted to get this thought out of my head yeah... later Chii05/10/08 been workin all these mornin shifts all this week hopefully it switches up sometime next week ... didn't get to go arts for all fest because its pretty hot outside and i'm tired by the time i get off work... hopefully i complete the southsk8 flier tonite woot .. also gotta help with this other fundraiser to raise money and finding more volunteers .. its gonna be a busy month .. also gotta put in an order of ichico tees and hula group shirts .. hopefully i have time to hangout with the barcada this week everyone seems to be broke until they recieve that extra income tax check ... well went with lee and james to wichita falls lookin for damn maplestory cards lol .. went to every damn gamestop and walmart downthere hahah ..well beats stayin home doin nothin ... try to find some vid game to play maybe gta4 or assassins creed ... other than that my new job position is testin me and so far i'm doin alright as long as my peers cooperate with each other .. well thats about it later CHii 05/06/08 well watched iron man with bev that was cool jus seein the whole set up ... watched harold and kumar with paul fuckin awesome yea .. gettin paid more at the moment waitin for my raises in june and hopefully make enough to get me an apartment and another car by next year .. enjoyin the single life as always and not worrying about some girl ... also went on another road trip to the Boones with steven and drew yeah and pulled an all nighter and crashin out in the walmart parkin lot and walked into to work bright and early .. woot ... haven't been doin a lot of artwork gotta start up again and start workin up those south sk8 fliers .... tried to call home but haven't spoke to anyone since april and that was my dad and lil sis ... tryin to see what my close buds been doin on the rock ... as of right now my attitude towards ppl is really harsh ... don't really care how some of them are struggling because they have more than enough help and still expect pity upon them... as usual i'm jus ranting because its a lot more easier to do it on cpu .... well laters chii04/11/08 well whats up everyone .. its been awhile since i've posted on this myspace ... been trying to get my life straight ... so far i haven't talked to my parents since january i think ... i hope there doin alright ... friendships have changed a lot lately ... my 25th bday went ok ... jus happy i have family over here ... so far i got promoted at walmart now im a csm wanted that ap job but its alright i got a raise either way .. i haven't contacted any of close frens for awhile too ... i went on a spending spree buyin up all these artsupplies .. and dvds now jus been chillin at home ... decided i need to focus on what i need to do in life to be more independent instead of lookin for that piece of ass to be with for the rest of my life lol ... i'll be postin more pics and comics soon .. trying to get ichico back up and workin on south sk8 2008 posters and fliers .. missing home again once again ... jus gettin my car off by this summer and lookin for an apartment at the end of the year .. well i'll hit u up on more later Chii03/16/08 haven't posted for awhile as usual .... i guess i'm kinda of gettin tired of postin constantly on myspace and really gettin bored of it ... been watchin a lot of movies lately and anime ...less on the drawing and graphic design ... i work too much that my life revolves souly on that ... i rarely go to the comic shops or jus hang out with friends .. i'm at home a lot more ... if u tend to see myspace on its jus cause i left my comp on and listening to some music ...as usual i'm missin the island life once again and jus certain aspects ... i believe i'm not the same peron anymore u knew back on the rock ... i wanna try goin back to college and try startin my own business .. other than that jus enjoyin everything thats come my way so far ... well see what happens in the years to come .. well thats it for now later Chii