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Jay

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About Me

I'm an individual who cares deeply for others. I give more than I take. I fear a lot of things, but I try to overcome that fear a little more every day. I'm scared, but I'm searching for courage. When the sky is grey and the clouds look as though they might burst, I'm extremely satisfied. I think too much, but only to understand and find reason. I am insecure, but I'm trying to learn to love myself. I want to change the world despite how impossible that may seem. I do my best to be honest. My actions are almost always performed with the best intention, but I'm far from perfect. I love learning new things and getting to know people to their core. You can tell me anything and it will be only ours if that's what you wish. I'm looking for you and me beyond our exterior, where the soul lays waiting to be discovered. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You, and the rest of the world. I'm looking for people who are willing to take the time to know me and appreciate my eccentricities, and I'll do my best to cherish theirs. Money comes and goes, brands give instant gratification, looks fade, interests and passions change, but a person's latent intentions are constant within the heart. Let's accentuate our strong points and help each other see the good in each other...

My Blog

I feel like I can finally

Breathe... 
Posted by on Thu, 22 May 2008 01:10:00 GMT

right now

I know that it isn't gonna feel like this forever, but right now...This cold air stings my lungs, but I'm gasping with all my might tonight. These tired eyes keep dreaming you were here again to hold ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 16:13:00 GMT

joey romo and Jason Bascos

what justice does this heart do when it aches my life away...what purpose do these eyes see, but to swell and well my soul in pours.this mind, so c...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:37:00 GMT

bi-polar beauty

These drunken lines are dedicated to a special lady in my life...How much can a life mean when it is only your own? The worth is in the joy this life bringsEvery smile, a testament to the good in this...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 03:15:00 GMT

so cold

When each gasp for air is more painful than the last, and you can't seem to catch your breath at allYou sit and contemplate your past, like a skipping record, you watch yourself fallThe troubles you'v...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:16:00 GMT

a poem from long ago

Anyone who knows me this is not what you think...   With each glance the walls breathe harder. Confusion is surging, comsuming my mind. The shadows form into figures reminding me of your touch. Y...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 00:51:00 GMT

look after you

Well, I have been in Hollister for a week now...I have no idea how to feel. I miss San diego so much, and everyone there...I love my friends here too. I guess in general,  life can make you feel ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 14:46:00 GMT

walking to tomorrow

The cold concrete below forms one step at a time as my eyes adjust to the darkness around me. I breathe in deep and wait to exhale. This night is especially lonely, but I'm finding time to hear mysel...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 03:17:00 GMT

sometimes life...

can be so wonderful :)
Posted by on Mon, 15 May 2006 04:08:00 GMT

shit

why do these hands keep me from breathing, how can I be suffocated by my own mind. A ton of bricks pressing me face down into my own lies. I have so much to say,  but no avenue of expression, no ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 21:30:00 GMT