I thought I was smart
I thought I was right
I thought it better not to fight
I thought there was a virtue, in always being cool
So it came time to fight
I thought "I'll just step aside"
And that the time will prove you wrong
And that you would be a fool
I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlight begins
It's all a mystery
Oh. To fight is to defend
If it's not now then tell me when
Would be the time
That you would stand up and be a man
For to lose I could accept
But to surrender I just wept
And regretted this moment
oh that
I was the fool
I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlight begins
It's all a mystery
And I don't know how a man decides
What's right for his own life
It's all a mystery
'Cause I'm a man, not a boy
And there are things you can't avoid
You have to face them
When you're not prepared to face them
If I could I would
But you're with him, now it'd do no good
I should've fought him
But instead I let him
I let him take it**********************************
"Ode To Divorce"The food that I'm eating
Is suddenly tasteless
I know I'm alone now
I know what it tastes like
So break me to small parts
Let go in small doses
But spare some for spare parts
There might be some good ones
Like you might make a dollar
I'm inside your mouth now
Behind your tonsils
Peeking over your molars
You're talking to her now
And you've eaten something minty
And you're making that face that I like
And you're going in, in for the kill, kill
For the killer kiss, kiss for the kiss, kissI need your money, it'll help me
I need your car and I need your love [x2]
So won't you help a brother out?
Won't you help a brother out?
Won't you help a brother out, out, out, out, out?So break me to small parts
Let go in small doses
But spare some for spare parts
You might make a dollar
Dollar, might make a dollarSo won't you help a brother out?
Won't you help a brother out?
Won't you help a brother out, out, out, out, out?So break me to small parts
Let go in small doses
But spare some for spare parts
There might be some good ones
You might make a dollar
(There might be some good ones)
There might be some good ones
(You might make a dollar)
You might make a dollar
(There might be some good ones)
There might be some good ones**********************************
this next song is sufjan stevens, and i could go and put every fucking sufjan stevens song down here and be able to say that i identify with it enough for it to be in my about me, because he's just that beautiful of a man, i love that guy, but i picked two, they're both kind of short, except the first and the second.**************************
It's the same outside
Driving to the riverside
I pretend to cry
Even if I cried aloneI forgot the start
Use my hands to use my heart
Even if I died alone
Even if I died aloneSince the first of June
Lost my job
And lost my room
I pretend to try
Even if I tried aloneI forgot the part
Use my hands to use my heart
Even if I died alone
Even if I died alone
Even if I died alone
Even if I died alone
Even if I died***Alright, that was the first, this is the second****Golden rod and the 4-H stone
The things I brought you
When I found out you had cancer of the boneYour father cried on the telephone
And he drove his car to the Navy yard
Just to prove that he was sorryIn the morning through the window shade
When the light pressed up against your shoulder blade
I could see what you were readingOh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications you could do without
When I kissed you on the mouthTuesday night at the bible study
We lift our hands and pray over your body
But nothing ever happensI remember at Michael's house
In the living room when you kissed my neck
And I almost touched your blouseIn the morning at the top of the stairs
When your father found out what we did that night
And you told me you were scaredOh the glory when you ran outside
With your shirt tucked in and your shoes untied
And you told me not to follow youSunday night when I cleaned the house
I find the card where you wrote it out
With the pictures of your motherOn the floor at the great divide
With my shirt tucked in and my shoes untied
I am crying in the bathroomIn the morning when you finally go
And the nurse runs in with her head hung low
And the cardinal hits the windowIn the morning in the winter shade
On the first of March on the holiday
I thought I saw you breathingOh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications when I see his face
In the morning in the windowOh the glory when he took our place
But he took my shoulders and he shook my face
And he takes and he takes and he takes********************************
beautiful********************************In the Aeroplane over the SeaWhat a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with meAnd one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I'm keeping here with meAnna's ghost all around
Hear her voice as it's rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the treesNow how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through
Your mouth to make those muscles move
That made your voice so smooth and sweet
And now we keep where we don't know
All secrets sleep in winter clothes
With one you loved so long ago
Now he don't even know his nameWhat a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe how strange it is to be anything at all***************************************There are beads that wrap
Around your knees that crackle into the dark
Like a walk in the park like a hole in your head
Like the feeling you get when you realize you're dead
This time we ride roller coasters into the ocean
We feel no emotion as we spiral down to the world
And I guess it's worth your time
Because there's some lives you live
And some you leave behind
It gets hard to explain
The gardenhead knows my name************************************8"I've Been Tired"One two three
She's a real left winger 'cause she been down south
And held peasants in her arms
She said "I could tell you a story that could make you cry"
"What about you?"
I said "Me too"
"I could tell you a story that will make you cry"
And she sighed "Ah"
I said "I wanna be a singer like Lou Reed"
"I like Lou Reed" she said sticking her tongue in my ear
"Let's go, let's sit, let's talk"
"Politics go so good with beer"
"And while we're at it baby, why don't you tell me one of your biggest fears?"
I said "Loosing my penis to a whore with disease"
"Just kidding" I said
"Losing my life to a whore with disease"
She said "Excuse me please?"
I said "Losing my life to a whore with disease"
I said "Please... I'm a humble guy with a healthy desire"
"Don't give me no shit because..."I've been tired [6x]I tell a tale of a girl, but I call her a woman
She's a little bit older than me
Strong legs, strong face, voice like milk, breasts like a cluster of grapes
I can't escape the ways she raise me
She'll make you feel like Solomon be one of your babies even if you had no one
(And while we're at it baby, why don't you tell me one of your biggest fears?)
Took my sleep after setting my loins on fire
But that's OK because...I've been tired [6x]I've been tired [9x]
T-i-r-e-d spells it
Spells it**************************************
by the way, these are all songs and nothing is really better than listening to the music while understanding the poetry of they lyrics, it puts more meaning to the music. this last one is arcade fire
**************************************Somethin' filled up
my heart with nothin',
someone told me not to cry.But now that I'm older,
my heart's colder,
and I can see that it's a lie.Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust.If the children don't grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We're just a million little gods causin' rain storms turnin' every good thing to
rust.I guess we'll just have to adjust.With my lightnin' bolts a glowin'
I can see where I am goin' to be
when the reaper he reaches and touches my hand.With my lightnin' bolts a glowin'
I can see where I am goin’
With my lightnin' bolts a glowin'
I can see where I am, go-go, where I amYou'd better look out below****************************************Hmmm.... well i'm really into music but not so much rock anymore. i mean every one says they listen to everything which is total bullshit, no one listens to everything, because there is some stuff out there that is just shitty. i like to think of genre's of music not as genre's but as medium's with which to perfect an art, because you shouldn't have to limit yourself to just one, musicians or anyone else. music is a big part of my life, but in no way is it all of it. i live my life, i hate englishmen, they're just as bad as wops, i also hate the cops, and i don't really hate englishmen or even know what wops are, but i really hate the fucking american justice system, especially for calling themselves the justice system. fucks. any way enough about me and my random many hates...Let's talk about more of me!
