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Spike

Better to rule in Hell than serve in Heaven.

About Me

"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all it's contents." -H.P. Lovecraft, "The Call of Cthulhu".
You found me. I don't know how... But you found me. I am a strange person; probably one of the weirder people you'll ever meet. My personality is composed of small bits of everyone elses' personality traits. I reside in the suburban intellectual and social wasteland known only as the city of Palmdale, located deep within the hidden bowels of Los Angeles County in California. I have existed for 20 years now. I am of german, asian indian, and dutch descent; though I would say my primary bloodline is dutch for my last name is a dutch name. I was born in Glendale, CA; took up residence in Tujunga, CA for the first 4 years of my existence, and then proceeded to inhabit Palmdale for the last 16 years. My color of preference is green. I have a, "B" type personality, meaning that I am the artistic/romantic type. I have a wide spectrum of emotions, ranging from good, noble, loving and pure to malicous, cold-blooded, hateful and sadistic. Among my affinities and intrests are: drawing, music, movies (horror & sci-fi), computers (graphic art/internet), video games, animals, paranormal research, cryptozoology, ufology, biology, monsters, Kaiju (japanesse monsters), horror and sci-fi movies, comic books, Halloween, friends, deep thinking and daydreaming, anime, night/darkness, cold/low temperatures, and of course girls (easily one of the highest regarded intrsests) and anything else I may have forgotten.

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Your Life Path Number is 11
Your purpose in life is to inspire others
Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.
In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.
You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. What Is Your Life Path Number?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Curtis Anthony Reif
Birthday: November 3, 1986
Birthplace: Glendale, CA
Current Location: Palmdale, CA
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5' 10"
Ethnicity: Dutch, German, Portugesse and Asian Indian.
Piercings: None at the moment...
Tatoos: None at the moment...
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
The Shoes You Wore Today: Boots
Your Weaknesses: My Low Respiratory Stamina, Excessive Heat, Blood Loss and Kryptonite
Your Fears: Heights, The Ocean, Candiru, Futility, and Severe Blood Loss
Perfect Pizza: Supreme
Goals For This Year: Get a job, Start a band, get in shape and find a Girlfriend
Thoughts First Waking up: I Live... Again...
Your Best Physical Feature: You Tell Me...
Your Bedtime: Anywhere from12:00 AM- 3:00 AM
Do You Play An Instrument: 5-String Electric Bass
Do You Get Along With Your Parents: No
Favorite Food: Cheeseburger and Fries
Favorite Candy: Cadbury Cream/Fudge Eggs
Favorite Letter: S
Favorite Number: 12
Favorite Color: Green
Favorite Animal: Spider
Favorite Drink: Soda
Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Beer
Favorite Body Part On Opposite Sex: Legs
Favorite Holiday: Halloween
Favorite Season: Spring
Favorite Movie: War of The Worlds (2005)
Favorite Video Game: DOOM III
Favorite Music Genre: Heavy Metal
Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: Wendy's
Best Friends: Jordan, Mario, Angel, Kyle, Gordon, Kacie, Eddy & Ken
How do You Want to Die: Content
Ideal Profession: Voice Actor
Country You Would Most Like To Visit: Japan
Ever been Beaten Up: Yes
Ever Beaten Someone Up: Yes
Do You Swear: Like A Fucking Sailor
Do You Drink: Like A Fucking Fish
Do You Smoke: Socially
Do You Want To Get Married: Someday
Do You Want To Have Kids: Someday
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Doesn't matter
Favorite Hair Color: Doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: As long as it's not too short, I don't care
Height: As tall as or shorter than me
Style: Doesn't matter
Looks or Personality: Both
Hot or Cute: Both
Drugs and Alcohol: Alcohol's fine
Muscular or Really Skinny: Skinny
Do You Believe In Yourself: Sure
Number of Regrets in the Past: I regret nothing anymore; Everything that is meant to happen does
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You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver."And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian). The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood. His sign is the crescent moon.As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.

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You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get too noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't like being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes



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Your Political Profile


Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal How Liberal / Conservative Are You?The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very High
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I'd like to meet:

If in case you knew me already,, you would know that I, for a long time, DESPISED this site; mainly due to the fact that a lot of the people I saw when first seeing this site, were 3rd rate, stupid, 8th-gradesque, childish, ass-kissing, fake, ultra-preppy, trendy-ass, douche-bag, posers, that I had no desire to associate myself with. Upon further inspection of the site, it would appear that my previous judgement was a bit premature, as many of my friends do have a myspace, and this does seem to be an efficent way to contact them (seeing as how many of them are never around when I call), so I decided, "What the Fuck, I might as well", and here I am. I would very much like to see a bunch a friends, and possibly meet new ones (especially ladies). Just let me make one thing perfectly clear; if you are in any way like the aforementioned group, please do me a favor; stay the fuck off my space. I don't like you. Other than that, I welcome everyone with open arms and the friendliest of greetings, and I look forward to knowing you.

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Music:

I had a rather diverse background in music growing up. My dad listened to classic rock, virtuoso guitar and whatever contemporary music he happened to like at the time (Rush, Eric Johnson, Joe Satriani, Black sabbath, Metallica, Megadeth, etc.) though usually it was either Rush or whatever was on the rock station. My Mom listened to smooth jazz, and hits from the 70's and 80's. My uncle Darrel listened to rap from the 90's. I had to listen to whatever they played in the car, so having such a wide range in background, I can listen to just about anything, though usually I listen to metal/rock by choice.

Some of the kinds of artists I listen to are like the following (In no particular order): Slayer, Pantera, Iron Maiden, Megadeth, Overkill, S.O.D, Judas Preist, Motorhead, Bitchslicer, System of A Down, Korn, Staind, Cold, Coal Chamber, Nothingface, Devil Driver, Deftones, Pearl Jam, Sanity In Death, Stone Temple Pilots, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Soundgarden, Dimmu Borgir, Aurora Borealis, Cradle Of Filth, Dragonlord, Ozzy, Dio, Danzig, Alice Cooper, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Biohazard, Rage Against The Machine, At The Drive-In, Sepultura, Rob/White Zombie, Primus, Foo fighters, The Offspring, Queens of The Stone Age, Radiohead, Machine Head, Tool, Dream Theater, Bleeding Through, Caliban, All That Remains, It Dies Today, Underling, Terror, Trivium, Year of Desolation, Warhead, Reflux, He is Legend, Coheed & Cambria, Circus of Dead Squirrels, Lodger, Stoopid Ugly Stick, Horse The Band, Scars of Tomorrow, Wumpscut, Laguna Coil, Lullacry, Static-X, Ramalla, Type O Negative, The Gathering, Arch Enemy, Chidren of Bodem, Dragonforce, Iced Earth, Blind Guardian, Demons & Wizards, Dog Fashion Disco, GWAR, The Haunted, In Flames, Diecast, KMFDM, Mr. Bungle, Green Jelly, Helmet, Faith No More, Dead Kennedys, Penis Fly Trap, Misfits, Rammstein, Dark Trainquility, God Forbid, Into Eternity, Orphaned Land, And Oceans, Krisiun, Ragnarok, Borknagar, Emperor, Mercury Tide, Moonspell, Nightwish, My Ruin, Nevermore, Old Man's Child, Carnal Forge, Watch Them Die, Strapping Young Lad, The Kovenant, Fear Factory, Xentrix, Vomitron, Nine Inch Nails, VNV Nation, Hatebreed, Demon Hunter, Shadows Fall, Dillenger Escape Plan, Sentenced, Jack Off Jill, The Cure, The Black Dhalia Murder, Killswitch Engage, Black Sabbath, Blue Oyster Cult, Led Zepplin, Queen, Pink Floyd, The Cult, American Head Charge, A Perfect Circle, W.A.S.P, Smashing Pumpkins, R.E.M, Kenna, Gorillaz, The Slip, Sonic Youth, Melissa Auf Der Maur, Kittie, Robin Trower, Eric Johnson, Joe Satriani, Tom Waits, Rush, and whatever the hell I feel like.

Television:



Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Metalocalypse, Squidbillies, The Venture Brothers, Sealab 2021, Frisky Dingo, Saul of The Molemen, Harvey Birdman, Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, The Simpsons, Robot Chicken, Stroker and Hoop, MAD TV, Scrubs, The Kids In The Hall, Trigger Happy TV, The Boondocks, Samurai Champloo, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Paranoia Agent, Shin Chan, Wonder Showzen, Stankervision, Invader ZIM, Megas XLR, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Rocko's Modern Life, Ren & Stimpy, The Real Ghostbusters, You Can't Do That On Television, Count Duckula, He-Man and The Masters of The Universe, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Reboot, Pee Wee's Playhouse, Law & Order, Law & Order SVU, Codename: Kids Next Door, The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy, Xiaolin Showdown, Dragonball, Dragonball Z, Dragonball GT, Yu-Yu Hakuso, Gundam Wing, G-Gundam, Ben 10, South Park, and whatever else I may happen to find myself watching.

Books:

Anything by H.G. Wells or H.P. Lovecraft, because anything that has horror/sci-fi overtones in it and is told through a scientificly analytical, thought provoking, deep narrative is something I find worth reading. Kurt Vonnegut is also an author I like, because he makes very deep conclusions about the universe through extremely obscure and over exaggerated explainations. I also enjoy reading stories about social outcasts and misfits; like "Speak" or "Go ask Alice", because it's always comforting to see someone else who has the same problems as you do or did at at one time, so you know you're not the only one with an intellect in a world of total fucking idiots. Oh yeah, I also read comic books; mainly Marvel comics because that whole universe is just so much better than any other I've ever seen. Other lesser known titles that I have been tracking down are Ghostbusters by 88 MPH Studios, and Johnny The Homicidal Maniac by Slave Labor Comics. A lot of people read it, but never truly comprehend the philosophies or schools of thought in it; like Wobbily Headed Bob being an existentialist for example. Ultimately though, I usually don't read unless something catches my attention.

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Dissident Aggressor

Dissident: |'disid?nt| NOUN - a person who opposes official policy, esp. that of an authoritarian state : a dissident who had been jailed by a military regime. ADJECTIVE - in opposition to official po...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 04:23:00 PST

Media Violence

This is a an essay I wrote in Octover 2006 for my English 101 class on the effects of media violence on people. It got an A- I believe for some minor punctuation errors. However, I believe that what I...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST

10 Insights

THE FIRST INSIGHT . . . A CRITICAL MASSA new spiritual awakening is occurring in human culture, an awakening brought about by a critical mass of individuals who experience their lives as a spiritual u...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 01:44:00 PST

R.I.P BUSTER (2001-2005)

I was holding off on writing this because I wanted to get a picture first, but I don't think I'll ever get a chance to get them off my friends' cam-corder, so I'll just write it now. I had three rabbi...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 12:02:00 PST

Bros Suck!!!

If you are a Bro, please delete me from your friends list. Thank you. I didnt write this, but whoever did got it right. Bros and Bro Hos are a social plague. They are everywhere today, and if you have...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 08:34:00 PST

So I'm getting surgery...

Hey... How's everybody doin'? I'm doin' pretty good myself. I say "good" because I've been in pretty high spirits lately. Not sure why. But I'm not about to look a gift horse in the mouth. I feel gre...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 02:29:00 PST

Girlfriend Application...

Name:Age:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:What Do You Think Of My?Personality:Eyes:Face:Hair:Clothes:Humor:Choice of music:Manners:Friends:Decisions:W0ULD Y0U...[] go out with me?[...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 07:06:00 PST

Dead Inside.

Hello. It's been a long time since I've written anything, and seeing how I've been nothing but bored for the past couple of weeks, I thought I'd take up blogging again. Besides, I think I have to get ...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 12:21:00 PST

The Girl I Could Not Save.

Well, I said in an earlier blog that I had my ripped out of my rib cage and jammed into a wood chipper by a girl that I hold very dear and close to my heart (or what's left of it, anyways), and I also...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 12:18:00 PST

Everlasting Endurance...

Well, well, well; after a months absence from writing articles, I'm back. I got some shit I've got to say about this last month, because shit is what I've gotten, and oh, how much of it I have. Might ...
Posted by Captain Kill Yourself on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 11:34:00 PST