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Sharkbait

About Me

If someone prays for patience, do you think God gives them patience? Or does He give them the opportunity to be patient?
If they prayed for courage, does God give them courage or does He give them the opportunity to be courageous?
If someone prayed for their family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm, fuzzy feelings? Or does He give them opportunities to love each other?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Brian, Zacky, Matt, Jimmy, and Johnny.

My Blog

I have decided to quit smoking

Wish me luck.Edit on March 5, 2009: Still good, and its been almost 5 months.Another Edit on August 16, 2009: Its been over 10 months now and the cravings are 100% gone!!! I can't believe how easy it ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:29:00 GMT

Setting in?

I just looked at my calender. 6 days until classes start? 4 until I move? Wow.. I've never gone away to school. Never lived away from home. I've never had to leave my friends for more than a week. And...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 20:27:00 GMT

Its been almost 5 weeks..

A lot of people won't understand what this blog is about. The ones who need to know already do..   I'm feeling really sad. I don't know why it just hit me, but it tends to hit me at random times ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 17:39:00 GMT

It would be wonderful if I got to be there when you get yours...

For those of you who don't know, Monday night I had my wallet stolen from my purse ... The contents of this wallet? Drivers License, 50$ in cash, and my credit card. Ever since I've been really depres...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 16:57:00 GMT

Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart.

In a letter he wrote that he was sorry he missed most of my life, and that he would be there for me from then on. He told me I could count on him and he swore that he wouldn't miss another second of m...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 19:23:00 GMT

What are you suffering for? Your pride or some kind of personal war?

...... Shouldn't he be here? He's capable of it. Is it that he doesn't want to be here? Does he not want to be a part of my life? What is it about me that makes him not want to see me? He hasn't been ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 17:18:00 GMT

I Can’t Believe I’m Doing It Again

I'm failing again. I'm failing everyone all over again. I can't do this anymore. I'm depressed. I'm skipping all the time. I can't convince myself to go anymore. The thought of going depresses me. I c...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:04:00 GMT

Where the hell did this come from?

I just got... depressed. I just want this month to be over. Its probably because it is now officially the 16th and all of these... 'anniversaries' are coming up... And with the news I found out the ot...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 00:35:00 GMT

Is this how its always going to be?

This shortness of breath.. this panic? August is like a nightmare for me, now, its gotten so bad. Is this going to be like last year? Little sleep.. nightmares that haunt me while I'm asleep and while...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 18:14:00 GMT