free food. free back rubs. free clothes. free music. free willy.
more productive, comfortable, not drinking too much, regular exercise at the gym (3 days a week), getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries , at ease, eating well (no more microwave dinners and saterated fats), a safer car (baby smiling in back seat), sleeping well ( no bad dreams), no paranoia, careful to all animals (never washing spiders down the plughole), keep in contact with old friends (enjoy a drink now ansd then), will frequently check credit at (moral) bank (hole in the wall), favours for favours, fond but not in love, charity standing orders, on sundays ring road supermarket, (no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants), car wash (also sunday), no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows, nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate, nothing so childish, at a better pace, slower more calculated, no chance of escape, now-self employed, concerned (but powerless), an empowered and informed member of society ( pragmatism not idealism), will not cry in public, less chance of illness, tyres that grip in the wet (shot of baby strapped in back seat), a good memory, still cries at a good film, still kisses with saliva, no longer empty and frantic, like a cat, tied to a stick, that is driven into, frozen winter shit (the ability to laugh at weakness), calm, fitter, healthier and more productive, a pig, in a cage, on antibiotics,
radiohead, cat power, sigur ros, godspeed, at the drive in, denision whittmer, lovedrug, thom york, coldplay, discover america, pedro the lion, reels of white soflty flow, pinback, enigma, minus the bear, muse, blonde redhead, murder by death, fires to the east, the sea and cake, bjork, chk chk chk (!!!), Mr. smith (RIP), modest mouse, otis and the rufies, the deers, ryan adams, air, bumblebeez 81, hella, unicorns, tv on the radio, prince, elton john, umbrellas, madonna, mars volta, unwed sailer, all things bright and beautiful, doves, elbow, mute math, chicane, cursive, underworld, delerium, the cure, depech mode, the future sound of london, unkle, she wants revege, yeah yeah yeahs, norma.jean,explosions in the sky, third eye blind, and snoop dog.
FIGHT CLUB!!! stay!!!! the triplets of bellville, the fifth element, the silence of the lambs trilogy, minority report, frailty, donnie darko, unbreakable, the village, amelia, lost in translation, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, edward scissorhands, anchor man, beetlejuice, the adams family, your mom.
your slim frame, your eager eyes and your wild mane, oh they keep me where i belong, all wrapped up in wrong. your're to blame for wasted words of sad refrain, oh let them take me where they may, believe me when i say... i will be your accident if you will be my ambulance and i will be your screech and crash if you will be my crutch and cast and i will be your one more time if you will be my one last chance, oh fall for me. Your slim frame, your simple stare and your wrong, wrong name, oh they keep me where i belong all strung out in song. why so tame, we could shoot wilder vines through younger veins, sip slow from night's deep wells and watch our garden swell, once the seeds are sown, wild and overgrown, you'll see heart's colors changed like leaves. oh sweet sweet tree, fall for me, fall fast, fall free, fall for me.
authors: chuck palahniuk, frank peretti, edward gorey, bill watterson, the auther of get fuzzy... books: memoirs of a geisha, diary, im really bad at remembering titles and authors, i love to read though, so much...
God, an amazing, selfless friend, bill watterson, chuck palahniuk, stephen pastis, thom york, brancusi, hokusai, andy warhol, bruce willis... michael jackson, Jonathan Taylor Thomas. ha.
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