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'Laidbare'

About Me

Well here goes....what about me? NO I'm not calling out it's a rhetorical question, so here's my answer: life has not turned out quite the way i wished for.I am as grateful and fulfilled as i am sad and unfulfilled, i want to change so much i can't (or can I ? ), and i have a really bad habit of loving the very 'things' that hurt me the most.But i have this never stop believing philosophy . And so am travelling down yet another road to look for more answers ,a few more pieces to my puzzle......This site is dedicated to all my caring ,generous and forever patient friends and wonderful family that have believed in me (what would i do without you ) and even though with a bit of tough love at times have stood by me. And to the "air i breathe" that makes it all worthwhile that makes reason out of no reasoning at all...my two beautiful children.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone with answers ?????Nelson Mandela

My Blog

Handle with care

I blew a candle out today I blew  it out and wished,all my pain away You lit a candle in the same way You wished all my pain back to stay   ~Mish~
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 10:53:00 GMT

"Man made" history

Re-writing history?... How do you write an untold story How do you bask in your deceitful glory You have hurt me repeatedly Then i apologise stupidly It's all about the mental state you're in It...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 14:52:00 GMT

The question isnt who ? Its why ?

It was only a few weeks ago , you wanted to make love to me ,Spend time together as a family. You were happy to be here it was plain to see,now you hide it like some made up fantasy. Does it take the ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:51:00 GMT

STEPPING STONES.........

Next time someone tries to pull you down remember........No one beneath you can offend you, no one your equal ever would x   You can lead a fool into wisdom , but you can't make him think ....
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:25:00 GMT

Live for today

"If I shall exsist eternally....how shall I exsist tomorrow ?" Franz Kafka    
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 11:44:00 GMT

To change or not to Change ????? and who decides ?

I read today that "people don't change" and i have said those very words before,but i stand corrected .I do believe in change i don't think i can be the judge (and nore would i want to be) of who...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 15:30:00 GMT

My wise old owl

Someone once said : "your dad is an abuser" so i say how should that make me feel.......i feel so sad even writing those two words in the same sentence. Where do i begin .....my Dad he is my hero...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 05:04:00 GMT

words can heal a thousand wounds x

When i was a little girl my Dad was so protective,but at the same time he wanted me to grow up believing in myself and always standing up for what i believe in. I remember when i used to fall over and...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 12:18:00 GMT

Are we ruled by religion or is religion a rule ?

One of my questions ,when i felt doubtful and wanted something to believe in ,to find some sense in all the 'madness' when my "tunnel" was getting a litttle dark was why? why? do we make the...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 16:57:00 GMT

why do the good die young ?

I MISS YOU   Like a rainstorm clears the air , and the clouds move to let the sun shine through, the world turns and night brings on the moon , the morning with it's sweet smell of dew , leaves ...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:22:00 GMT