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Mr. Misery

Everyday when i wake up ....all i really want to do is die

About Me

My Name is Jeffery Eugene Howard. For now that is all you need to know about me you need not know anything Else for i am a mystery and i wish to remain so. if you truely want to know me ......i must truely want to know you first.

My Interests

Fishing, Kayaking, Boating,Billards,Swimming,Bowling,Weight lifting, Racquetball

Music:

4 leaf Clover myspace layout

Movies:


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Television:

Discovery, History channel, National Geographic, Family guy, Dr.Phil, Judge Judy, Pro Boxing, Hockey, Soccer, Baskteball, Jerry Springer, Aqua Teen Hunger Force,The simpsons,Wheel of fortune,The price is right, Cops,

Books:

catcher in the Rye,the holy Bible,The Rapture,Navy Boatswains mate training manual,Blue Jackets Manual,IT,Tao Te Ching,fear and loathing in las vegas,out of the Ash,A sound of thunder and other collections of Ray Bradbury,Jonathon Livingston Seagull,

Heroes:

Hunter S. Thompson, Timmothy Leary, Bill Clinton, John Kerry, Steven Seagal,Willy Nelson,Tim McGraw,

My Blog

how i wish i could end it all

well yet again i find myself here ...writing... ..wondering whats next ...i'm still here wondering so damn many things at once. i know it does no good to question my existance but i can't help but som...
Posted by Mr. Misery on Wed, 16 May 2007 04:08:00 PST

a commercial that pissed me off

i seen a commercial the other day that sent me into a straight fucking rage. it starts out with a boy and he goes "eww what's that smell" and then the mother goes "ewww honey!" and then it shows a fat...
Posted by Mr. Misery on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:15:00 PST

The next person who tells me i'm not fully dressed without a smile gets knocked the fuck out!

i don't smile anymore.. I'm through smiling. I AM NEVER GOING TO SMILE EVER AGAIN. People who tell me to smile are put on my shit-list permanently. I read the phrase "smile, it'll make someone's day b...
Posted by Mr. Misery on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 09:39:00 PST

my thoughts for today and of yesterdays and yesteryears

well another day here in sasavegas(that's what me and Mckenzie and Walker my roomates at TPD all call this place). Here lately i've been pretty depressed and i don't really know if these feelings can ...
Posted by Mr. Misery on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:28:00 PST

panic attacks and suicidal thoughts

it comes at you really fast and it just doesn't stop you can't think you can't sleep you don't know why but your terrified to death. you can only think negative thoughts about your life about how poin...
Posted by Mr. Misery on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 08:57:00 PST

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Posted by Mr. Misery on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 12:54:00 PST

Good bye to gabby

sad.. it is with much regret that i must write this. A recent friend of mine Gabrielle has decided that i am not worthy of her friendship. It is because of my honesty and refusal to lie due to my reli...
Posted by Mr. Misery on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST