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**TURN VIOLENCE INTO MUSIC**~~Music is my life... it always has been... Ive been focusing on promoting certain types of artists ( started wit friends then went to their friends n fam n slowly brought more artists into my life from ALL SIDES... Now im finally at the part of my life I wana B 2 start releasing my own SHYT...(very soon) **VIOLENCE** needs to end... CERTAIN PEOPLE NEED TO GROW UP **MUSIC** needs to take over... "Music controls da body dont let other people control you"... ... Let music do its job feel it LEARN 2 FUCKING LOVE it n WATCH DA MIDWEST TAKE OVA 4 sho... PUT THESE***** or <3 or ~<3~ or ~ ON UR PAGE IF YOU AGREE WIT ME ~~ALSO HELP END NEW WORLD ORDER!! IF WE CAN STOP VIOLENCE THE NWO SHIT WONT HAPPEN!! <3 ~Holly~
FUCK HATERS END VIOLENCE <3 LIFE!!
VIOLENCE NEEDS TO FUCKING END
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GOD IS MY HUSBAND AND MY ONLY MAN Ima LESBIAN LESBIAN <3
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So Ima take da tyme out 2 let da world kno what I am really about.. FIRST of all I had a rough childhood. Preppy ass mofos use to make fun of me in school and I was molested more than once as a child.... so by da time I made it to 9th grade I pretty much hated white ppl ( my own race) cuz they were da only race at da time to do me bogus.. WHEN I was in highschool da only real ppl to me were gangbangers... I never learned much in school because I never bothered to read any of da books or chapters to anything unless somehow it caught my intrest.. A HUGE part of that is because I have a learning dissability.. IT DOESNT MEAN IM STUPID TRUST ME I AM SMARTER THAN THE AVERAGE PERSON I just learn differently than normal ppl its almost like Im backwards or sum LOL!! BUT ANYWAYS bak 2 my story... I only listened to what I wanted to hear.. I was raised spoiled as a child my parents thought buyin me everything I wanted would make me happy but It didnt solve the depression inside so I only did shit that I wanted to do I NEVER gave a fuck what other people wanted It was all about me.... ( then I grew up and realized EVERYBODY is EQUAL).... The only time I actually cared what people thought of me was when I was bein made fun of.. but it was only cuz I was different and better than them dumb FUCKS!! but wateva they aint doin shit wit der lives today look at me :) I AM GOING TO BE SOMETHING in this world :) and its cuz I deserve it and work hard for it and am a good person inside AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH bak to my story fuckin random thoughts get me sidetracked sometimes hehe.. The majourity (did i spell dat ryte? LMFAO!!) of ppl I grew up with are FAKE and all FOLLOWERS its lieeeeeeeek you talk to one its like talkin to dem all cuz they all da same lol... but oh well let them be who they are yano? FUCK EM!! They prolly still talk shit to this day but I DONT FUCKING CARE I talk reality I ONLY speak da truth when it comes down to it.. yeah I do fuck wit ppl sometimes by sayin off da wall shit I dont mean BUT its only to test them to see how far I can push them.. I DO NOT TRUST ANYBODY so I test EVERYBODY to see who i can trust JUSSSSSSSSSSS A LIL BIT but not ever fully because best friends of mine have stabbed me in da back b4.. Ive never done anything wrong to anybody unless they brought it on to themselves and deserved it.... I HAVE NEVER KILLED ANYBODY OR ATTEMPTED TO I personally do not think death solves anything its just da easy way out for the person yano? WHEN I GET PISSED OFF my mouth gets da best of me but thank GOD for AMERICA RYYYYYYYYTE? FREEDOM OF SPEECH :) Its all about da actions.. a person can say anything but only actions solve a point so SLOWLY for the past 2 years Ive been tryina change da world and make it a better place.. THE ONLY REAL MEN in my lives for the longest time were Latin Kings.. HONESTLY Latin Kings are the only gang out there who do right.. I mean some ppl get da lit twisted and do wrong but in all reality its da power of GOD dat matters and KARMA IZA BITCH!! but anyways bak 2 my story.. PAXIL eventually made me go crazy because the dumb fuck doctor I had at da time kept on bumpin up my perscription makin me crazier and crazier.. I use to smoke liiieeeeeeeeek 10 blunts a day to myself just to be normal because the paxil made me so speeded up in my brain I was tooooooooooo nutz I talked WAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY faster than I do now I couldent even read anything, I couldent sit in one place witout gitterin n shyt.. I was veeeeeeeerrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy impatient I LITERALLY WAS CRAZY but It wasnt my fault IT WAS THE DUMB FUCK DOCTORS FAULT he knew da whole time I smoked weed if he was a smart doctor he shoulda knew da affects of weed mixen wit pills because It obviously affected me worse doin both at da same time.. In the time I was crazy I posted hella things on my myspace profile at the time.. Things I shouldent have I said off the wall stuff to certain ppl ALL DA TIME especially da one I love the most.... I kinda scared her away for the longest time.. but It wasnt me that scared her away it was the FUCKING paxil FUCKIN wit da chemicalls in my brain.... BECAUSE OF ALL OF THAT da feds caught up wit me at da hospital set me up and put me ina mental institution for 3 days.. It took lieeeeek 8 ppl at da time to get ahold of me to strap me down to a bed for the night.. my arms and legs were tied up.. It was the scarriest thing I ever went through in my life.. when I hade pee they wouldent even untie me they put a fuckin bed pan down WHAT THE FUCK YO i couldent even wipe my own fuckin shyt.. but everything happens for a reason and I kno if all that didnt happen I would be dead right now.... Then in them 3 days the paxil was rid outta my system and they tried hookin me on other pills.. I was soooooooo duuuuuuhhhhhhhhh and in lalaland off the pills when I got outta there I wasnt myself.. I WAS LITERALLY STUPID!! I became very depressed.. ate wrong.. gained all da weight bak dat I lost b4 I got put in there.. In dat whole time for monthes they kept puttin me on pills after pills till finally Im lieeeeeek FUCK these pills and stopped taken em ALL OF EM they would put me on I STOPPED because I realized how much pills affect a persons brain emotionally and physially to da body any EVERYTHING a person is.. The pills made me not me.. I didnt even kno what I wanted in life I wanted to die it was horrible I WAS NOT MYSELF I LOVE LIFE and live if to the fullest and PILLS REALLY FUCK a person up I CAN NOT STRESS THAT ENOUGH!! I guess there are some people out there who are naturally born chemically unballanced and need da pills but I KNOW FOR SURE I do not need them.. but anyawys AGAIN LOL!! bak 2 my story I think Pills are only out there for people who cannot live a normal life on their own and need them because they cannot face reality.. but I duno I aint no fuckin doctor so prove me wrong lol.. IT SADDENS ME I AM NOT GOING TO MENTION ANY NAMES but 2 of my best friends and PROLLY more are addicted to pills.. one of dem Xanax da other one Oxy pillz So.... I go about shyt in other ways to help both of them AND THEY KNO WHO THEY ARE but its only cuz I care and believe they will make sum of themselves one day :) because they are BOTH 2 TALENTED BITCHES!! THAT I LOVE!! VERY MUCH!! just 2 of my best friends tho.. my LOVE is sum else I STILL DUNO WHAT SHES ON LOL!! I STILL LOVE HER TOO THO haha..hehe.. FUCKIN HOHO.. lol TO SUM ALLA DIS UP I wana let da world kno dat Ima help change it and make it a better place as much as I can.. ONLY because I see reality and whats happening to people and their lives today and I wana make something of myself of every angle I possibly can BECAUSE I PRETTY MUCH been thru it all.. You live and Learn and everything happens for a reason.... P.S. I AM BIPOLAR!! AND PROWEEEEEEEEEEEED OF IT :) <3 ~Holly~ ~<3~
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Sum Of my boys OTT ALL DAY.. <3 NO LIE I LOVE THEM FAMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RYYYYTTTTEEEEE HEEEEERRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE.... <3 ALWAYS
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