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About Me

*I'm a young soul in this very strange world hoping I can learn about what true and fake*
::::Just call me Dee::::
Unless you've lived my life, don't judge me, because you'll never know the truth and every single little detail about me.
It's hard for me to trust so don't mess it up.
I'm goofy, fun to be with, loud, and CRAZY! =]
I'm trying to get my life straightened out right now also... You know the whole struggling with weight and other health problems (which I won't name)
So, Like every one else in this world I'm trying to save up money. and buy a new car but that wont be for a long time..ready to start an adventure in life! after all you ONLY live once.::MY LOVE LIFE:: I am HAPPILY taken by Brian. I am absolutely crazy in love with him and there's nothing more you need to know.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I just wanna travel and see the world, whoever i meet along the way will be fine! :) Road trip anyone???

My Blog

Car Accident 9-18-09

Brian and I are okay first off- He was on his way to drop me off at my parents house. He was driving and as he was approaching the flashing light on 20/21 he slowed down because he saw a car so to m...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Sep 2009 19:07:00 GMT

Cry out for help

Lost. Alone. No one close enough to vent to. No one to stop you from thinking bad thoughts. You ask for help. No one can.Everything is changing around you and you don’t understand.You find comfo...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 15:51:00 GMT

Am I wrong for thinking this?

What am I supposed to feel? The love of my life is moving away.This whole relationship we've been apart, waiting for that day when we'd finally be together.2 years have gone by and month by month it's...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:51:00 GMT

To Brian

 That initial glanceThe butterflies with every kissThe nervousness and trembles with every touchThe heart melting sensation with the sound of your voiceThe happiness felt when we wrestleThe feeli...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:51:00 GMT

Hidden Emotions

I wake to this loud scream, grasping my hair as if I wanted every strand out. The noise stops. I get up, turn to you and give you the biggest smile you've ever seen. The look given to me was one I ha...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 23:52:00 GMT

I truly do love you, Brian Murray!

     I just wanted you to know how much I truly do love you                 Getting butterflies with every glance, ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 21:38:00 GMT

Untitled...I want this to happen to me when i fall in love...don't think that'll happen...

I layed on my bed half way asleep, you layed down beside me I looked over at you and smiled, you rubbed my cheek, rolled over and gave me the most sweet and gentle kiss I have ever been given. Yo...
Posted by on Thu, 04 May 2006 19:45:00 GMT

A Second chance

Watching the sun set, you grab my hand and caress my cheek. You gave me the most serious look and told me how much I meant to you. A tear drop fell when you told me how you didnt ever want the night t...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 20:13:00 GMT

Dark Alley

    In the dark, all alone. I struggle for breath, I know that I'm breathing...but, I can't feel it. my heart trembles with fear. I see a glimpse of what appears to be my last hour...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 12:45:00 GMT