Tracy

"The Pain of Joy, A Mother's Story" O, the beauty and excitement that day must have brought, An Angel, such a blessing we all sought. The joy I wanted to feel as I hoped to look into your eyes, No other feeling would have ever satisfied. Hoping and believing that you would grow up to be my friend, Having you always close to me with no end. How special and happy we would be, Sharing in life’s pleasures for all to see. A sincere bond will always keep us together, As I hold on to the brief memories we’ve shared forever. God if there is a something that I’m suppose to get out of this, Please show me what I have missed. You’ve given unto me this precious soul, Now You’ve taken him back for only you to hold. This void that I can’t seem to fill, My mind and heart full of wonders just won’t be still. The pain of joy I have so deep inside, A feeling that as a Mother, I could never hide. I pray that You give me strength and comfort to endure all, Knowing on Your name when in need, I’ll call. A journey ahead, long and hard, Trying to build back the Faith this has now scarred. There is a purpose for everything that I have faced, I need You to help me to understand its place. As You use my Angel without fault to do Your will, To protect and look after me until The pain of joy I have this day, My story as a Mother ends this way. One day soon the sadness I feel in my heart, Will begin to find the joy that has departed. I now have a story to tell, A story from hurt and pain, To triumph and gain. A story of my Angel that You’ve given me to tell, A story that I will be able to share, oh so well.My Baby Boy Benjamin - There will always be a special place in Mommy's heart for you!!! See you in Heaven!!!!found this flowers layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments