racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.]

About Me

leave me some ♥
sunshine layouts!
sometimes you just have to
let some things go.
hi. im racheL.
and

,
JiLLian grace. she is
oh by the way..

im
i love to
im a huge
i like to
i truly have the best
and
that anyone could ever hope for.
i try to everyday.
i

squirrells with a passion.
i have recently become a
i love to
i sleep with my bear, rupert,
and i
to sleep without a box fan.
i love
and yes, i have been in
ask me and i may tell you about it.
i never leave home without my
i look pretty great in
im pretty much a
heather is the ever.
my saturn has a hole in it from where i hit the

pole.
is the best organization ever.
i have in life.
only lessons learned.
ive learned that
and that
so get some.
i believe that
you think youre better than me?
some important advice:
basically ill
and
,
ME.

My Interests

music.. writing.. singing.. movies..

I'd like to meet:

MySpace Layouts

Music:

paramore.. straylight run.. mae.. panic at the disco.. flaming lips.. kt tunstall.. underoath.. saves the day.. all american rejects.. snow patrol.. yeah yeah yeahs.. christina aguilera.. death cab for cutie.. still remains.. between the buried and me.. rush.. the used.. coheed and cambria.. antiflag.. cartel.. the cure.. shiny toy guns.. manson.. copeland.. avenged sevenfold.. weezer.. the killers.. msi... velvet revolver.. coldplay.. afi.. dashboard.. red jumpsuit apparatus..lifehouse.. third eye blind.. eisley.. taking back sunday.. my chemical romance.. as cities burn.. hawthorne heights.. the juliana theory.. something corporate.. agony scene.. hello goodbye.. silverchair.. missy elliot.. dresden dolls.. james blunt.. katy rose.. brand new.. i'm really too lazy to name anymore right now.. maybe later..

Movies:

anything with julia stiles.. the breakfast club.. clerks.. serendipity.. moulin rouge.. the nightmare before christmas.. kill bill 1 and 2.. all harry potter.. all lord of the rings.. resident evil 1 and 2.. click.. again too lazy..

Television:

cHarmed!!! (i now own seasons 1-6.. waiting on the rest :D) one tree hiLL.. that 70s show.. family guy.. futurama.. king of the hill.. degrassi.. beyond the break.. one on one.. anything on noggin!! haha

Books:

harry potter.. sisterhood of the traveling pants.. chasing red bird (a really great book)..

Heroes:

my daddy. callie.

My Blog

youre the cheese to my macaroni.

i guess things are supposed to change.as much as you dont want them to.eventually they must.i know that i just dont want things to change because im so used to certainthings and certain people. and ev...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Tue, 27 May 2008 10:53:00 PST

i have the best sisters ever.

just so that everyone knows.my sisters elizabeth and jenniferare two of the best friends i will ever have.i considered us sisters long before weever really were. and i am so happythat we really are no...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Tue, 27 May 2008 11:20:00 PST

warped tour baby!

SO. jones and i will be attending warped tour in dallason july 3 and i know that you are SO jealous of us!we is getting to see all these peeps:19973OH!3a day to rememberadd.verseagainst me!the aggroli...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Sat, 24 May 2008 08:27:00 PST

100 strangers.

so im so excited about this.i was browsing through some new tattoo ideas when i ran acrossthese pictures with the title 100 strangers.so i started looking. they intrigued me.so i decided to look at th...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Tue, 06 May 2008 09:49:00 PST

jackson.

this is ridiculous.i cant even find the words to say.i want to make it all better.i know i cant.jackson. you were the best listener.many a times in the good karmahot dog/snow ball stand you hadto list...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 09:31:00 PST

take this to heart.

noone can predict what the future will bring.all we can do is hope for the best and letour lives take their own course.love is like the sea. it moves constantly.sometimes violently. sometimes smoothly...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:32:00 PST

so i need some friends.

i realized that i never do anything exceptgo to work or go to walmart. life is extremely routine for me lately.reason being, i had to pretty much grow upin 9 months and become a mother. which i do bel...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 02:13:00 PST

tell me how you gonna be without me..

it seems that all these loose ends have tiedthemselves up.. all at once.. and not exactlythe way i had planned for any of them to.so unexpected.yet so predictable.ridiculous....
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:28:00 PST

you sang me spanish lullabies..

and the time has come. and went. all in a matter of minutes.goodbye, my almost lover.-no more minutes. lets count moments. moments that wedge themselves between days and weeks and rainfalls.-...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 01:37:00 PST

so this is

pretty much the first valentines day ive spent alone in a LONG time haive always had a man during this time.but not this year. not me. not i.so jones jiLLie and i will go eat somechinese and say ...
Posted by racheL♥[unusuaLLy hard to hoLd on to.] on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:13:00 PST