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Ryan's tigress

Keep God in your heart always.

About Me

About me. . . hmm. . . how do I describe myself? I would say that I'm insane and don't care what people think about me, unless they're special to me.I'm studying to be a fasion designer. Well, I'm very passionate about fashion design and I want to succeed. You don't find that type of passion in a lot of people. Right up there with my career are my family and my boyfriend. We've been through so many hard times and still going through it. I live two hours away and we are enduring. I love him with all my heart. I've had help realizing this too. He is the ONE. I'm an artist of all sorts. I design clothes, design tattoos, mostly sketch, paint, read fantasy, write, and listen to my music. I have to rebuild my bloody CD collection because they all disappeared. Don't ask me how, they all just went away. My top thing right now is my school work. I'm at a university right so. . . yeah.If you would like to see some of my artwork, poetry, or photographs go to the following link. http://zeta-elessa.deviantart.comEnjoy your day! Keep God in your heart always and live greatly! Thanks for stopping by!
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My Interests

I miss my kitty back home!!!

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What type of swimmer are you?


Distance Swimmer
You are a DISTANCE swimmer! The most physically and mentally in shape person on the team. You can stomach any practice, and laugh at those who complain. You probably have a song of the week in your head when you swim, and concentrate mostly on your long pulls and a consistent kick throughout your race. You love swimming long distance because you're in the water longer for the audience to cheer you on!
Take The Quiz Now! Quizzes by myYearbook.com SWIMMING!!! The water is like a second home to me. I love it. I love to draw, sketch, and paint. Singing has always been a passtime for me. I write poetry occassionally, but generally that's when I need to vent. What else. . . hmm. . . . action and horror moveis are always nice. I saw Hostel and it's actually a good movie. If you cut out all the porn in the first half and get on to the gore, it's a great movie! I loved it! I kept on laughing at myself when I would jump or attempt to cover my eyes. So, I think the people that were sitting near me think I'm a little sadistic. *evil laugh* Muahahaha! Maybe I am. Plus, I was graced with seeing Paris Hilton impaled in The House of Wax! Heh, I don't like her that much. Three dollars and some odd cents well used. Seeing her die just made the movie A LOT better! Heh. . . I guess I am a little sadistic. . . Excellent *sinister smile*

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I'd like to meet:

I've always been a big fan of Jesus. I'd also like to meet a popple. I love those things!!!

Music:


Myspace Music Video Codes I have to say Staind first of all. Right Here, by Staind is My Love's and mine song. I'm very in to instrumental stuff. Mostly found on soundtracks, but the Denver High Orchestra is awesome. I like listening to old Rock. Mostly Queen. I'm into gospel big time. It's apart of my heritage. I'm a Third generation Penticostal. I grew up in the church. My voice is built for gospel. That's all there is to it. Yolanda Adams is a WONDERFUL gospel singer. I LOVE HER. She is so inspirational. Her songs have even gotten me through so many hard times. My all time secular song, though, is Drops of Jupiter, by Train. I love that song. It is me all around, especially so right now. I'm always looking up int the stars and pondering on things.

Movies:

I like horror movies. Those are awesome. Only if they're done well, though. Action/thirller movies are awesome. Love a heroine with a gun. Nah, let's make it a sword or a crossbow. I'm weird. I know. Just get use to it.What Dreams May Come/ Edward Scissorhands/ Princess Bride/ Beetlejuice/ Good Morning, Vietnam/ You Got Served/ Honey/ Blade Trilogy/ Lord of the Rings trilogy!!!/ The Chronicles of Narnia!!!/ The Crow/ Nightmare Before Christmas/ The Rock/ Brokedown Palace/ What Dreams May Come/ Sahara/ Pirates of the Carribean!!!!/ Van Helsing/ Taking Lives/ Hmmmmm. . . . Now that I look at my list, there aren't any horror movies on here. *ponders* I guess I'm just not IMPRESSED with one yet that sticks out in my mind.

Television:

Bones/ Prison Break/ Veronica Mars/ House/ The Simpsons/ ER/ Law & Order

Books:

I'm done with Captivating: Unvieling a Woman's Soul. I'm now reading a series by Tamora Pierce called the Immortals. I'm on book III entitled, The Emperor Mage. I LOVE FANTASY!!!

Heroes:

God. Simple as that.

My Blog

Missing. . .

I miss my lover so much. I really miss God. He is my first love. I don't know, but I can't see myself in a church right now. Maybe because I'm just busy with college life. I don't totally forget about...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:28:00 PST

Beauty from Pain

I am truly inspired by this song. The book I'm reading ties into this song and me. It's so uncanny. God truly does put things in our lives to let us know that He's watching, listening, guiding, and LO...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 08:18:00 PST

True Love. . . is waiting.

You Are My True Love Breathtaking beautyGorgeous oceans Flowing in your eyesOceans that lead on foreverThat never endsThat flows with sponteneityAlways changingNever the same againThe North Star direc...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 09:58:00 PST

County Swim Meet!!

Guess what guys!!!!! I'm thoroughly stoked! Last Saturday Brownsburg girls swim team won County!!!! Last time we won was 12 years ago. Plus, we are UNDEFEATED!!!!!!!!!!!! ROCK ON!!! When we played aga...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 09:19:00 PST

Mooresville Cascade vs Brownsburg swim meet

Last Thursday we competed against Mooresville Cascade swim team. I swam my event, the 200 yrd freestyle, and got third. I'm a little rusty, but getting back on track. My current time is a 2:28:50 (2 m...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:33:00 PST

Right Here

Staind - Right Here Lyrics I know I've been mistakenBut just give me a break and see the changes that I've madeI've got some imperfectionsBut how can you collect them all and throw them in my face ...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 05:52:00 PST

A New Swim Season

Man, I forgot EXACTLY how difficult swim practice was. Plus it's doesn't help that I haven't been to a practice since more than a year ago. Heh. I can SEE the change already though. My arms especially...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 01:10:00 PST

Through The Rain

Music Video of the Week (Sept 18-24, 2005): Through the Rain by Mariah Carey You know, I just need to stop picking up all this crap because it's never going to go away. I need to leave it where it is ...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 11:53:00 PST

18th birthday!

I'm 18 years old today!!!! That is the important news. I'm so excited. This whole weekend is booked. I'm hangin' with my family tonight. Shopping!!! Then tomorrow is breakfast with Trish and Meag...
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 02:12:00 PST

Sure, you know everything. . . NOT

Yeah, Heather, you know exactly what I'm going through. Yeah, you know all the confusion I have about my sexuality. You know what it's like to be lost and bewildered. Well, guess what. You don't know....
Posted by Ryan's tigress on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 11:13:00 PST