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About Me

Me without Jesus= I hate everybody except myself, I really just want everyone to pay attention to me. I want to be liked by everybody, so I mold myself into whoever you'd like me to be...I'm also a coward. I mess myself up because I lie to myself, just like I lie to everybody else. I'm SUPER deceptive and manipulative...but you wouldn't know it, because I'd deceive and manipulate you. I crucified Jesus Christ, and trampled His blood underfoot countless times...taking advantage of His grace as an excuse to sin. Then, when I thought I was ok...I thought I was "saved"...I was really just self-righteous, proud, deceitful, boasting in what I could do, instead of boasting in the One who loved me enough to die for me. NOW, however...I will continue to die daily for the rest of my life believing that Jesus Christ has done it, He has purchased me, and it cost Him His life. He died for me so that I could live for Him. I am not my own. I serve a great King!Myspace Layouts @ JellyMuffin.com

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"To the end of me, I'm gonna make it my priority..." God saved me with all the subtlety of a five-car collision.
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My Blog

That Night Sky

Have you ever seen a broken rainbow?  Maybe even just a discombobulated rainbow? You've probably never even heard of one.Looking up into the sky has always had a sort of mystifying effect on you.  Esp...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 23:21:00 GMT

The Shameful Things

These are the things I couldn't admit to for most of my life.  These are the things I was so sure I would never ever be free from.  These are the things that made me hate myself more than an...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 21:30:00 GMT

Hiding Under His Wings...

After a forest fire in Yellowstone National Park , forest rangers began their trek up a mountain to assess the inferno's damage. One ranger found a bird literally petrified in ashes, perched statuesqu...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:07:00 GMT

Lyrics to "Your Life"

Lyrics to "Your Life" Current mood: edified Category: edified Music ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:41:00 GMT

A Ghastly Mess

I was retouching a photograph today.  A really old photograph.  Part of the picture had been torn off.  There were scratches and waterspots all over the place.  In short, it was a ...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 11:40:00 GMT

"I Remember When You Used To Love Me"

I remember when you used to love me I remember when you used to love meGave me all your timeI mattered to you, finally got throughYou accepted my pick up lineYou were more than a rubyThe most beautifu...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 23:10:00 GMT

He Loved Her

If she had a million dollars she would have no clue what to do with it.  It would get her absolutely nowhere.  If she had brains fit to beat the smartest computer at Scrabble, she still coul...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:55:00 GMT