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--Post-Mortem Disaster--

One more medicated peaceful moment

About Me

I am who I am, nothing more or less to it...
I am a lover of women...
I really enjoy Industrial/Goth clubs... (Thanks Julie!! :D)
I am COMPLETELY fascinated and enthralled with BDSM..
I adore blood..
I adore pain..
I am utterly fascinated with scars..
I LOVE sharp pointy things!!!! :D
I love being a complete ass..
I love entertaining others...
I love getting down and dirty doing things most girls wouldn't do... (Nothing perverted mind you...)
I FUCKING HATE LIARS!!!!!!!
Where is the beginning, and the end I demand!
It resides in the back of your mind,
Waiting to be unleashed,
By a force soo great,
We don't even know of it,
What is faith?
Nothing but false hope,
To make you feel whole,
To give you inner strength,
That you already possess inside,
Only to believe,
Some higher being brought this,
Amongst you, yet,
Here we pay for our sins,
Just to be redeemed,
For what??
Eternal damnation,
Or happiness?
What IS the difference?
Or is there nothing at all??
"Coma Black"
[ a) EDEN EYE ]
My mouth was a crib and it was growing lies
I didn't know what love was on that day
my heart's a tiny blood clot
I picked at it
it never heals it never goes away
I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
I would have told her then
she was the only thing
that I could love in this dying world
but the simple word "love" itself
already died and went away
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die
[ b) APPLE OF DISCORD ]
Her heart's bloodstained egg
we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding
and we can never repair

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that I can actually hold an intellectual conversation with, and doesn't bore me to slicing my own eyeballs out of my corneas....
Someone that can actually 'tame' me.....

My Blog

and so i've decided.....

Fuck everyone!!!!
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 11:38:00 GMT

Random

Contentment always seems to elude me,Leaving me with this gaping void,I'm hoping my will to persuade me,But it leaves me so devoid,Forever falling helplessly,Into my faithless demise,I'm hoping to kee...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 18:59:00 GMT

Hhhhmmm....

I'm sick of the let down, I'm sick of the aggravation.Spiraling downwards into an illusion,Of a glamour induced pain.This catatonic state offers all,Peaceful bliss of a stupor.Drowned out by the screa...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 17:54:00 GMT

Blargh...

I am sooo fucking confused.. x.x
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 11:31:00 GMT

So..... About Music as a Weapon 4...

I didn't get to go... Why? My car broke down right in front of 520... -.-When my dad was checking my fluids and shit today.. He didn't put my radiator cap on all the way = mass chaos... But on the bri...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 00:19:00 GMT

Whatever.....

*Rubs face* Ok.. I'm on the brink of losing a friend I've known for 6 years, to 2 females... If it happens.. It happens.. I don't want it to happen.. But you can't change the other person's mind...Sad...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 08:26:00 GMT

Wow...

I just came to this conclusion just now... I'm finally at peace with Liz... I think it's cuz she's with John.. And I love John, and know he's a good guy.. ^_^Thank you John for setting me free!! :D
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 10:56:00 GMT

Fucking bullshit... x.x

I'm fucking sick of all this stupid fucking shit Stef's putting me through.. I'm trying to actually drop out of her life at this point.. And she's making it sooo fucking difficult... I'm sick of being...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 11:40:00 GMT

sdddd

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Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 10:16:00 GMT

THE TRUTH

FUCK THISFUCK IT ALLFAITH IS FALSELOVE IS NOTHINGBROKENDEFEATEDDEADLY DESIRETEMPTING ESCAPETEMPTING DEATHEMOTIONLESSDENYING LIFE
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 00:09:00 GMT