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"i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i'm out of control and at times, i'm hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marylin Monroe
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The mother of a 15-year-old Murray girl who died from a gunshot wound to the head over the weekend says a boyfriend's drug-induced rampage is to blame. Kara Hopkins was removed from life support around midnight Saturday, nearly 10 hours after her boyfriend - high on hallucinogenic mushrooms - shot her, said Kara's mother, Pat Hopkins. "He was high on mushrooms," said Pat Hopkins, who said she spoke to witnesses to the shooting. "He was gunning for her." The boyfriend, 18-year-old Parley Jeffs Dutson, was experiencing paranoid hallucinations during a party at his West Jordan apartment Saturday when he grabbed a gun and chased after Kara Hopkins, Pat Hopkins said. As Kara Hopkins hid behind a friend, Dutson shot the pistol once, the mother said. "Parley shot, [the friend] ducked, and it hit her in the back of the head," Hopkins said. Dutson was booked into the Salt Lake County jail on suspicion of attempted homicide but will likely face a homicide charge, said West Jordan police spokesman Capt. Cary Cox. Police have released few details of the shooting, but Cox said Dutson shot once, hitting Hopkins in the head during a party at an apartment in the Willow Cove apartments at 9300 S. Redwood Road. Hopkins called the shooting a "tragic mistake." "It's tragic for Kara, and it's tragic for Parley," Hopkins said. The mother described her daughter as "my little princess." The Murray High School sophomore enjoyed jazz and hip-hop dancing and was interested in law, Hopkins said. Kara Hopkins had dated Dutson for about a year, Hopkins said, and the two met years earlier while Hopkins lived in St. George. Dutson came over for dinner most Sunday nights, Hopkins said. "He was a good guy," she said. "He's always been great to her. He's always treated her with respect. And me, too." Hopkins said she knew Dutson well and never knew him to use drugs or be around guns. She said a friend of Dutson's had kept a handgun in Dutson's apartment. "I think he just got in with the wrong people," Hopkins said. "I have mixed feelings about him. I always liked him. [But] I hope he's punished for what he did." Dutson is from a polygamous community in Colorado City, Ariz., and others who have left the community were at the party that night, Hopkins said. Friends of Kara Hopkins posted condolence messages on her Web page on Myspace.com, a social networking site popular among teenagers. Dutson is listed as one of her heroes on the Web page. The site includes a list of survey questions, including "how I want to die." The answer listed on Kara Hopkins' site: "Peacefully, with someone I love." [email protected]

I'd like to meet:

A True Friend Is Someone Who Reaches For Your Hand And Touches Your Heart.

Music:

some day in life you will see' that there is no reason why you shoulden't be happy.what ever you do or what ever you say just try to make it a better day.when ever you feel something an't right come to me, I dont bite.you are a queen no king can see, what a special person you can be.if only thay knew what thay had by there side,it whould change who thay are and felt inside.you alone are like no other and some day you'll make a great mother. -thanks fred. 3

Movies:

im not afraid of dieing, im just afraid of the things i will miss.

Television:

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Heroes:

KARA LYNN HOPKINS3 LOVE YOU GIRL. my parents. they gotta have some sort of super power to deal with me :D my wonderful boyfriend.(dace) love you babe. and trissy. 3

My Blog

the plea and answer.....a boy and a girl

THE PLEA         &n bsp;         &n bsp;         &n bsp;  ...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:33:00 PST

mom and dad

for every time you have told me how much you hate me. i have hated myself ten times more. for everytime you have called me a whore, slut, bitch. i have called myself that ten times over in my head. fo...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:15:00 PST

the 16 signs of love. <3

16 signs you love someone SIXTEEN:When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.FIFTEEN:You read their Texts and Ims Over...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:51:00 PST

27 ways to make girls smile *kallie*

27 ways to make a girls smile 27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.*3 . Kiss h...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:46:00 PST

the truth about abortion.....

abortion Month 1Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lu...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:37:00 PST

:( abortion :(

six weeks old today a birthday gift to you a pair of big blue eyes through one day i will see, where are you going mommy with the rain splashing down, when it hits the side walk it makes a funny sound...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 12:20:00 PST

words i cannot say out loud....................................

hey guystonight i am really depressed.the past little while, not exactly sure how long.all i have been able to do is cry.i moved out of my house.lost the love of my life.and feel like i have no meanin...
Posted by losing you is not an option on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:46:00 PST