MAN THIS JOURNEY HAS BEEN CRAZY! I GOT SO MUCH MATURE AND INSTEAD OF RUNNING AWAY FROM PAIN AND STRUGGLE IM LEARNING THAT SOMETIME YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT TO BECOME SUCCESSFUL! It is only because of problems that we grow mentally and spiritually. I GOTTA THANK MY BROTHER FOR PUTING ME ON TO A LOT OF SHIT. THATS MY BEST FRIEND MY NIGGA FOR LIFE WE GON MAKE IT AND WHEN I SAY MAKE IT IM TALKING BOUT IN A HUGE WAY WATCH $$$$$$$$$$ SOON 2! I JUST GOT TO GET ON MY SHIT TO ELIMINATE THE LIL PROBLEMS THATS MESSING WITH ME CREATIVELY!!! I HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT MY SELF! ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE GREAT TEACHERS/MENTORS IN MY LIFE SUCH AS MY BROTHER, MY BIG HOMIE JELLY, AND MY NIGGA CHASE (JUST TO NAME A FEW) GOD PUT PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON! AND THIS STAGE IN MY LIFE I THINK I HAVE TO USE THESE PEOPLE TO THE BEST OF MY ABILTY! ITS SCARY TO SEE HOW MUCH YOU GROWN MEANING TO ACTUALLY NOTICE IT LOL! THESE PAST FEW MONTHS I BEEN FINDING MY SELF SOME GOOD THINGS AND ALSO SOME VERY BAD THINGS! I THINK ME FALLING BACK FROM MESSING WIT A WHOLE LOT OF FEMALES IS A BIG REASON FOR THAT! I WOULD ALWAYS SAY TO MY NIGGA CHASE "YO I THINK FEMALES CAN BE MY ONLY DOWN FALL" BUT I NO LONGER THINK LIKE THAT! (EXAMPLE OF CHANGE). LIKE MY BROTHER SAY YOU HAVE TO TRAIN YOUR MIND FOR WHAT YOU WANT, FOR WHERE YOU WANNA GO! ONE OF THE BIGGEST THINGS I GOTTA WORK ON IS MY PRIDE! I BEEN TRYING TO WORK ON IT FOR A WHILE NOW BUT I CAN SEE IT MAY TAKE A WHILE!.... A MAIN THING THAT HAS BEEN KILLING ME OUT HERE IN ATL IS NOT HAVING MY OWN AND FILLING LIKE A TAG ALONG WITCH MAKES ME FILL LIKE IM IN THE WAY! CUZ IM A NIGGA WHO HAS A LOT OF FRIENDS, FEMALES AND I ALWAYS DID WHAT I WANTED WHEN I WANTED A REAL LEADER!! I MEAN I CAN THROW THE TOWEL IN BY HEADING BACK TO BROOKLYN WHERE THESE PROBLEMS I WONT HAVE BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT I SEE WAY BIGGER PROBLEMS HAPPENING THERE RIGHT NOW. AND PLUS FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE IM REALLY GETTING INTO MY SELF A LIL MORE THEN EVER! BEING OUT HERE IN ATLANTA IS A MOVE I MADE TO BETTER MY SELF AND TO GET FOWARD SO WHY GO BACKWARDS! IM PROUD OF MY SELF FOR STICKING IN THERE! BUT I GUESS ITS ALL GOOD CUZ IM FENNA DO IT REAL BIG AND IMA LOOK BACK AT THESE PROBLEM AND FILLINGS IM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW AND LAUGH. I WOULNT BE ABLE TO DO THIS WITH NO ONE ELSE BUT MY BROTHER THOUGH. ANY ONE ELSE SAD TO SAY I WOULDA BEEN GAVE IN! TUESDAY IM TAKING A TRIP TO SAVANNAH TO CHILL WIT FAMILY. WHILE IM THERE I WILL THINK OF WAYS TO BETTER MY SELF AND COME BACK TO ATL AND TEAR IT UP! I MISS BROOKLYN VERY BAD BUT WHEN I GO BACK I WANNA HAVE GOOD NEWS FOR ALL MY NIGGAS!! NOXMEN WHAT UP? O YEA AND ALSO JUMP IN SOME PUSSY! LOL NA BUT YEA NEFU IS ON HIS WAY "HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"