withered |
Withered where did summer go? left me to wonder when the bottle will tap out. and the sun will arise. i woke up yesterday with a hole in my chest... (yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling (lik... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 01:59:00 PST |
painful eyes |
nobody notices the pain in these eyesno one notices all the hurtful feelings that lie inside.u see only my fake outter shell...doesnt anyone want to know more?will anyone help this unfortunate dieing ... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 07:53:00 PST |
not what i saw |
i would love to back in time.fix everything i screwed up.heal everyone that i have lost.see, hear, and hug everyone i have lost.i would fix everything i try so desperately to hide,depression, anxiety,... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:39:00 PST |
Skin |
"Skin" Days will come that make no sense My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living is nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you (I... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:32:00 PST |
freaking out |
"Freaking Out" I was so much an outcast No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted I was so different from the rest of them all Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed And I never got no sleep Caus... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:45:00 PST |
givin in |
Will you, walk me to the edge again. Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm g... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 07:32:00 PST |
happy? |
happiness....happiness?happiness is something that every human being wants.for some, it comes with great ease.for others, such as myself, it comes with extreme effort.forsaken, cast aside.empty, hollo... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:20:00 PST |
mothers day |
mothers day was hard without nana. no one in my family wanted to deal with mothers day so we loaded up and went to mentone, alabama. outside of ft. payne. we had fun. but everyone was tryin to hold ba... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Tue, 13 May 2008 09:18:00 PST |
family ties |
well this weekend was very heart renching. but we made it through as a family. thank u to everyone that sent out blessings. Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 05:45:00 PST |
heart stricken for family |
today we r headin up to tennessee. daddyhawk (michael's grandfather) passed away. were guna be stayin the night.this is a very hard time for michael and his family. please give us blessings on the car... Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:39:00 PST |