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Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest*

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About Me

THIS IS MY HUBBY! MICHAEL HAWKINS
|i'm amy leann hawkins. maiden name gifford.
|i hate ignorant ppl.
|i hate random ppl in general, that comes from workin retail.
|i'm never ecstatically happy.
|i love my friends. my world would be full of anguish without them. katelyn and lindsey bein my closest
|i'm 5'4
|aurburn hair, green eyes
|favorite color is purple&black
|i would be nothing without my husband, he keeps me alive
|i love animals. i have 4 reptiles, 3 dogs, 2 birds, and a cat.
|i work at medplus
|i love tattoos and piercings, i would have more if i wasnt poor
|yes i am poor
|i hate life, but i struggle through it for the ones i love.
|if u have somethin ignorantly stupid to say, dont bother.
|i like animals more than ppl.
|if u do not like me or anything bout me, dont comment, because i've already heard it
|i love scene kids, they make me smile
|i love to fish and love bein outside
|i like livin in the south, its the best place to be, even tho my town can be borin at times
|i have a big heart, but if u test my patience to many times, i will become a real witch.
|if u wana know somethin jus ask

My Interests



THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND, KATELYN AKA MISS HELLKAT

*Photography
*Writing Poetry
*Scrapbooking
*My 2004 Silver 2 Door Grand Am GT
*Celly
*Mario Games
*Pictures
*Autumn
*Fishing
*Animal Planet
*Shoes
*Cartoons

I'd like to meet:

i dont really have anyone i wana meetCursor by www.Soup-Faerie.Com

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Music:

*Bleeding Through
*i killed the prom queen
*from autumn to ashes
*atreyu
*old avenged sevenfold
*old a static lullaby
*old underoath
*odd project
*old dead poetic
*cradle of filth
*silverstein
*aidan

Movies:

*dragon wars
*dirty dancing
*eragon
*save the last dance
*centerstage
*grandma's boy
*badder santa
*romeo and juliet
*identity
*sci-fi original movies
*evil dead
*queen of the damned
<>(i love vampires ***wishes i was a vampire***)
*deep rising
<>lots more

Television:

*charmed
*CSI
*law and order
*house
*adult swim
*nickelodeon
*animal planet
*ER
*discovery health

Books:

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Heroes:

i've had average ppl as heroes b4 but i learned quickly that they will let you down. But I look to nana still to this day and I miss her terribly. But i dont have living heroes, but i do look to michael when i am in need, he has always been there for me, thru it all and always to the end. plus i look up to family. they are always there for me when i need them. i love them and thank you!!

My Blog

withered

Withered where did summer go? left me to wonder when the bottle will tap out. and the sun will arise. i woke up yesterday with a hole in my chest... (yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling (lik...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 01:59:00 PST

painful eyes

nobody notices the pain in these eyesno one notices all the hurtful feelings that lie inside.u see only my fake outter shell...doesnt anyone want to know more?will anyone help this unfortunate dieing ...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 07:53:00 PST

not what i saw

i would love to back in time.fix everything i screwed up.heal everyone that i have lost.see, hear, and hug everyone i have lost.i would fix everything i try so desperately to hide,depression, anxiety,...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:39:00 PST

Skin

"Skin" Days will come that make no sense My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living is nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you (I...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:32:00 PST

freaking out

"Freaking Out" I was so much an outcast No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted I was so different from the rest of them all Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed And I never got no sleep Caus...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:45:00 PST

givin in

Will you, walk me to the edge again. Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm g...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 07:32:00 PST

happy?

happiness....happiness?happiness is something that every human being wants.for some, it comes with great ease.for others, such as myself, it comes with extreme effort.forsaken, cast aside.empty, hollo...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:20:00 PST

mothers day

mothers day was hard without nana. no one in my family wanted to deal with mothers day so we loaded up and went to mentone, alabama. outside of ft. payne. we had fun. but everyone was tryin to hold ba...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Tue, 13 May 2008 09:18:00 PST

family ties

well this weekend was very heart renching. but we made it through as a family. thank u to everyone that sent out blessings.
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 05:45:00 PST

heart stricken for family

today we r headin up to tennessee. daddyhawk (michael's grandfather) passed away. were guna be stayin the night.this is a very hard time for michael and his family. please give us blessings on the car...
Posted by Amy *I Woke Up Yesterday With A Hole In My Chest* on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:39:00 PST