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'Deviance

I am here for Friends

About Me

I am Matt
I am 19 years old
I drink Beer and Canadian Club
I smoke Peter Stuyvesants
I listen to music

Don't judge me on what you've heard, judge me on what you find out for yourself.
I'm always lonely, even when everyone is around.

I guess i have a problem with trust..

I can be immature and annoying.
I'm far from perfect.
But i am nice, caring and pretty easy to get along with.
I use a lot of faces, eg; ^_^ >.< :)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Im desperate to know how you are i hope youre deep asleep Ive been awake for days, trying to study every inch of your body in this picture, from a distant day. when I could safely say nothing in this world could tear me down in any way but like a dream you disappeared without a sound, without a trace Sleep well, darling, wherever you are, I hope that youre happy tonight and maybe you found someone who will love you right. Sleep well, darling Im desperate to say now I need you more than ever but all I could say was goodnight. this is for a girl back home, she tore down all my walls. left me for all she'd known, but I pushed it all away from me. and no no, even if I knew, even if I knew what to say to you. its just too late to make you stay, Im sick of fighting this broken fate. that someone else gets to tell you, that your beautiful. its the last thing I want, but its all that Ive got, Its the last thing I need, but i still carry you in my heart. in my heart.

My Blog

HEARTLESS

For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you've said.For once your web of lies is in the open.I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left.Still you act as if I'm just a...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 08:14:00 GMT

RHIANNON

Can you answer 51 questions about the 1st person on your top friends list?Dont change your top friend. 1) Whats their name?Rhiannon Brown2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend ? ?su...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 18:56:00 GMT

I had a shit party

When I was about 7 or 8.... I invited all my little school friends over for a party, we ran around, played games, swam in the pool and ate food, real fun :DBut.....when my mother brought the cake out,...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 04:05:00 GMT

oooo and when pigs fly

I'll probably laugh
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 13:15:00 GMT

Quizz. Do it.

Just do it, maybe? Fuck. 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. On a scale of 1-10, what number would you rate me of my personality? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 08:18:00 GMT

Your life?

Tis very certain the desire of life prolongs it, end it now.The victory of death over life is inevitable. Both the introverts and extroverts gain from the acceptance of Satan as the clearest symbol of...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:45:00 GMT

GOD HATES US ALL

Mankind in his insatiable search for divineKnowledge has discarded all biblical teachings Realizing that the strength of religion is the repression ofknowledgeAll structures of religion have collapsed...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 05:08:00 GMT