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Tristan: You were right. I don't know if life is greater than death. But love was more than either..

About Me


I'm through accepting limits
'Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'till I try, I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love - I guess I have lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost


this is so me and my friends.
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ASHLEE LOVES JUSTIN
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im ashlee lawson...AND IM GONNA BE A MOMMY!
im 18 years old, im a christian, i believe in GOD, if you don't agree with me, i don't care. im not perfect nor do i claim perfection. being christian doesn't mean i make no mistakes.but im a good person. im married to the love of my life JUSTIN CASEY LAWSON.

he is the most amazing man i have ever met and the best thing that has ever happend to me, he is always there for me, not only an amazing fiance, but my best friend. im random and kinda out there and that's how i like it. i have clinical depression and have for 7 years. my life wasen't easy but the obstacles made me who i am today. and no matter what happens GOD is there for me. i have only had my heart broken one time. i made a huge mistake but it's not one that i regret in a sense.. at the time, it was exactly what i wanted. i have some amazing friends that i don't know what i would do without.

caitlin hill who is my best friend. she is always there for me and supports ME 100% even if she disagree's with my decision she is there for me.

tiara jones who understands alot about me better then anyone ever could. we have been down the same paths and im eternally grateful for her.there are alot of other people who have been great friends to me as well. i love them all!Layout made by Ska Freaking Tastic.

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justin...
my everything......

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Music:

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Defying Gravity
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Television:

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scrubs is pretty freakin amazing.

Books:

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i sold my soul for the twilight series

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My Blog

my best friends.

justin- i love you to no end. you are without a doubt the very core of my exsistence and i will never give you up. we have been threw so much, so much that has made us so strong, without you, i never ...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 02:36:00 PST

stolen from tiara, 2007.

Five Things. Good Occurences:1. me and justin finally getting together (april)2. his proposal (november)3. florida trip (march)4. me and tiara making up and being best friends again5. reading the twil...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:22:00 PST

for my love<3

This kind of love makes me feel ten feet tallIt makes all my problems fallThis kind of trust helps me to hold the lineI'll be there every time(chorus)This kind of love is what I dreamed aboutYeah, it ...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 01:16:00 PST

and another...

post your name & i'll ... 1) say what I thought of you when we first met2) what I think of you now3) what reminds me of you4) how you've affected my life (positively, negatively, etc)5) what I can...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 02:19:00 PST

you’ve lost your touch havent you? and i am so addicted.

Post your name! 1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.4. I'll say something that only make...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:33:00 PST

i just want you to know who i am.

so. i was reading tiara's testimony again on her blogs and i realized, maybe i should get mine off my chest too, maybe in the long run, i could help someone in ways i could never help myself. my paren...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:24:00 PST

stolen from tiara. i like it.

..>   5. Current mood: peaceful i did this before as well. but i only did 6 or 7 people and some of them have no influence over my life what-so-ever anymore. so here it goes. 1.List 20 thin...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:48:00 PST

stolen from tiara

so i guess im supposed to write a letter to myself from myself in 7th grade. here goes nothing: dear ashlee, get ready for the biggest obstical you'll ever have to face in your life, i NEVER said life...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 07:05:00 PST

"post suicide"....new poem 4-26-2007

POST SUICIDE. trapped and twisted in her sick,apathetic hell,your looking at the girl you claim to know so well,you have hurt her,she has cried,yet you refuse to care,she wills herself to die now,you ...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 11:07:00 PST

hills have eyes 2....im ticked.

so me and justin went to see hills have eyes two last night.and i have decided that my life no longer has any meaning in it..im totally devastated..and most of you who know anything about me and justi...
Posted by to end this catastrophic scene awake & breathe in on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:41:00 PST