How should I say this? |
I'm headed in a downward spiral. I have been for a long time. Why can't I get away? Why can't I crawl out? The past few years I've gotten up and out...and then soon after I fal...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:30:00 GMT |
Frozen |
Nobody knows...and if they do know they may not care...if they care, they don't understand.I have phases. I fall apart and I somehow manage to pick myself up again because I have no other choice. Wh...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 01:31:00 GMT |
I have a lot to do |
Well, I still need to finish my essay and application so I can send it into RIC. My mother was actually going to try to get me a job at her work but it's looking grim...she got 120 resumés over the w...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 12:47:00 GMT |
I don’t seem to post happy blogs now do I? |
Depression...sucks.It's just a lousy feeling that makes you want to sleep all the time.And when you aren't sleeping...you aren't doing much else constructive. I think I've been lying in bed the majori...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 02:22:00 GMT |
Lonely |
Alone....I am alone.There is no one left here for me.Not that they want to be;I wouldn't want to be left here with me either.I'll try and trudge through lifebut will most likely end curled up in a cor...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:58:00 GMT |
Great...just fucking wonderful |
I should be asleep because I was perfectly comfortable in bed just a few minutes ago. But do you know how hard it is to go to bed when you get pissed off as you are trying to fall asleep? If you don...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:59:00 GMT |
Nothing can go right for me |
Everything in my life just feels wrong lately. I always want to cry about everything. I can't wake up in the morning, I hate my job, and lately I feel like I've made all the wrong choices in life on...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 15:25:00 GMT |
you know what I hate... |
Liars!Especially those who lie for a STUPID reason!You don't look me in the face and tell me something that is completely untrue. I don't care what your reasons are. FUCK THAT SHIT!And telling my mo...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 21:52:00 GMT |
my life seems to be getting there |
Well I have to say I think my life is finally headed in the right direction. I start school the 27th for cosmetology and I really can't be happier honestly. It's really my thing. Plus I have a plan...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 21:55:00 GMT |
ok |
I'm sitting here stalling getting myself ready for work...My stomach hurts and I don't want to go.*sigh* oh well.
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:09:00 GMT |
