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m a n d i

It matters not what road we take, but rather what we become on the journey.

About Me


Perfectly
Unperfect


Bite your lip;
[b r a c e] yourself;
Youre not ready for this;
You cant [h a n d l e] it.
I'm a compassionate person. I caretoo much. I find myself in perdiciments that I have a really hard time getting out of. I have goals, dreams..I'm ambitious and finally motivated.. I know what I want out of this life, but I'm not sure how to go about getting it. I'm bright on the outside AND the inside. The smile on my face is true, finally. I have a destination...but I've gotten lost on the way there. I'm stubborn . I don't listen very well when advice is being given to me. I like to learn, yet I hate to be taught. I'm a lovable person...I can get along with anyone, unless you give me reason to dislike you. I try to give people the benefit of the doubt. I'm understanding . I try not to take things for granted. I appreciate *the little things* . I savor the ::memories::. I take things to heart, good and bad. I'm easily amused ...and distracted. I laugh almost too much and for no reason sometimes. I love hugs. I need to feel loved and wanted. I love attention. I wonder "What If" too often. I'm proud of who I am, regardless of my flaws. I'm opinionated. I'm arguementative . I'm very open-minded . I'll tell you what's on my mind..whether you like it or not. I love to express my feelings, and it seems I do that best in written form. I'm ready to make the people from my -past- wish they were part of my -future-. I'm fun loving. I'm like one of the guys...and I'm a girlie girl. I attract others easily. I'm strong ...and weak at the same time. I'm a sweetheart . I'm a bitch . I'm intelligent. I'm free. I have the world in my hands. I'm a woman. I am the one and only .
Behind my smile are a million complicated feelings, a million different thoughts, a million things you will never understand.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.
One of life's secrets is to dream, and believe in your dreams, no matter how big they are
This is your life..and it's ending one minute at a time
No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending
Life is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
Apologize when you should
& let go of what you can't change
Love Deeply & Forgive Quickly
Take chances. Give everything.
& have NO regrets
Life is too short to be unhappy
You have to take the good with the bad
Smile when you're sad.
Love What You GOT
& remember what you had
Always forgive but NEVER Forget
Learn from your mistakes
But Never Regret
People Change & Things go wrong
But always Remember
L.i.f.e G.o.e.s O.N
© Love like you've never been hurt ©
LOVE
Love is being happy for the other person when that person is happy, being sad when that person is sad, being together in good and being together in bad times. Love is the source of strength.
Love is being honest with yourself at all times, being honest with the other person at all times; telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending. Love is the source of reality.
Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting that person just the way he or she is and not trying to change each other to be something else. Love is the source of unity.
Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiance with the other person, the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual. Love is the source of success.
Love is the excitement of planning things together, the excitement of doing things together. Love is the source of the future.
Love is the fury of the storm, the calm of the rainbow. Love is the source of passion.
Love is giving and taking in a daily situation, being patient with each others needs and desires. Love is the source of sharing.
Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens, missing the other person when they are away, but remaining near at heart in all times. Love is the source of security.
Love is the source of life!!
20 01
I loved you then, I love you now
But time has changed me somehow
The wild and reckless love I felt
The way you made my heart melt
Has slipped away through the years
We've both cried many tears
But the love I feel for you today
Is a better love in every way
Beacause I know you will be by my side
In your heart I can confide
I love you now, I loved you then
Thank you for being my Best Friend.
-Dana Roberts Clark
20 06
.keep a smile on your face & let your personality be your autograph.

My Interests



Imperfection is beauty, and madness is genius. It's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
[Marilyn Monroe]

. L O V E
.Life
.cars
.HONDA
.shopping
.loud music
.sleeping!
.cuddling
. staying up all night
.food
.football
.trying new things
.adrenaline rushes
.thunderstorms
.
.those who make my © smile
.flowers
.Dane Cook
.sugar
.shoes
.thongs
.pictures
.doggies
.feeling needed

.knowing i'm wanted
.play flighting
.Christmas
.Halloween
.text messages
.sunshine
.Target
.star gazing
.tattoos
.jewelry
.late night calls
.inside jokes
.driving
.junk food
.play with my hair
.touch me softly

.romance
.dancing
.porn
.dreaming
.angels
.my family
.having fun
.being ME
.smiling
.laughing
.my goals
.my future
. *living life like never before*

It's a woman's spirit and mood a man has to stimulate in order to make sex interesting. The real lover is the man who can thrill you by touching your head or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Anything that can make me move // Anything that can make me laugh // Anything that can make me cry // Anything that makes me drive fast // Anything that puts my heart into words

Books:

I recommend these to anyone and everyone who is in a relationship, was in a relationship or wants to be in a relationship.. go get them, devote some time to them, and really read what is being said. It'll change your life, I promise.
-Love Smart, Dr. Phillip McGraw
-Relationship Rescue, Dr. Phillip McGraw
-Mars and Venus In Touch, John Gray

Heroes:

My Dad:...My Hero. My Guardian Angel. RIP 04.01.51-03.29.02
My Mom: Strong. Beautiful. Proud. I'd be nothing without her.
My Friends: The Few. The Loyal. The Best. They keep me going.
Mikeness, my "Sugar Daddy": Because he supplies me with all the candy i could want, makes me laugh and says fantacular things like this..
"mikeness is a soldier in the army of MANDAR. we serve neither king nor country... just to protect your fragile heart..."
The men and women serving this great country. I thank you. I admire you. I owe you.

My Blog

Worst Day of the Year.

God saw u getting tiredAnd a cure was not to be,So he put His arms around uAnd whispered 'Come with Me' With tearful eyes we watched u sufferAnd we watched u fade away.Although we loved u dearly,We co...
Posted by m a n d i on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:08:00 PST

*UPDATE* Liquor is Quicker..

Update!! I start on the 26th of this month. I train in Lancaster that day, then I'll be at Eastern Blvd for good. Until something opens up at Red Lion. WOO HOO!!!   I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!  ...
Posted by m a n d i on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:30:00 PST

"Friendship" - From Wikipedia

[Friend]  A friend is a person on whom you can confidently rely to help pull you through the hard times, and hold you accountable for your actions. A friend is loyal and will not judge you for wh...
Posted by m a n d i on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:24:00 PST

Promises

DoveSmooth Milk Chocolate I bought a bag of this delicious chocolate lastnight (my favorite, btw) and am really impressed with the new "promises" inside the wrappers this time. As I continue to indulg...
Posted by m a n d i on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:36:00 PST

I'm so tired..but I can't sleep

I will remember youWill you remember me? Don't let your life pass you byWeep not for the memoriesRemember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got badHow clearly I firs...
Posted by m a n d i on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 08:27:00 PST

Moving.

I watched a movie called "the last kiss" lastnight..and afterwards sat and bawled for about 5 minutes. I couldnt have picked a worse movie to watch while dealing with my current position in love. It h...
Posted by m a n d i on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:35:00 PST

Earth Shattering

i just read this somewhere...its from a book regarding relationships & the ending of relationships. it hit home pretty hard. you'd think i'd know this one by now...but i guess reading it really ma...
Posted by m a n d i on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 06:52:00 PST

To the man I'm going to marry..

I do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, And you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, And if by chance we find each oth...
Posted by m a n d i on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 10:41:00 PST

Accept Me

Memo for the penis holding:   There's something you must knowI'm so misunderstood I am a special girl Living in my special world You know you can't change me Rather you gotta see me for me boy ...
Posted by m a n d i on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:52:00 PST

Wise Words

I'm broke but I'm happyI'm poor but I'm kindI'm short but I'm healthy, yeahI'm high but I'm groundedI'm sane but I'm overwhelmedI'm lost but I'm hopeful baby What it all comes down toIs that everythin...
Posted by m a n d i on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 06:40:00 PST